Community moderated site where you can make quizzes and personality tests, ask and answer questions, create profiles, journals, forums and more. Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
Questions
Quizzes
Articles
My Journal
Forums
NicolesLove Home | Activity | Buddies | Journal | Photos | Questions | Jokes | Movies | Links | Quizzes | Articles Want to create your own profile?  
Become a Member!  
Female, 35 years old
ny, Western US

  Offline - Last On: 332days 9 hours ago

18 Buddies
28 Subscribers
44,539 Profile Views
52,540 Posts | Member Since: 7/25/2002
Link to this profile:

i won`t have to anymore jon groff
NicolesLove


Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
Theme 'evanescence2' created by NicolesLove
Active Journal Entries | Archived Journal Entries

Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 Next >   
Who wants to see my grandpa when he was 8 years old? - Mood:Good
Saturday August 30 20033:15:13 PM |
yea.. thought so

my grandpas in the middle, to the right his brothers ( 7 and 9 1/2) and to the left his sisters, (11 and 6). :)

jsut thought i'd share

There are 3 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Can you fill this void in me, make me what i can`t be, without your assistance, i don`t need you, keep your distance - Mood:Good
Thursday August 28 20039:29:59 PM |
what do you think of when you think of me?

How would you describe yourself in one word?

What is one thing you regret doing/not doing?

What was the last thing you watched on tv?

Write me a message would ya?

There are 20 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

everythings gonna be alright, rockabye, rockabye, everythings gonna be alright, rockabye, rockabye, rockabye - Mood:Good
Thursday August 28 200310:06:45 AM |
so it took me about 10 mins to figure out what that song was cuz i couldn't spell rockabye and all i had was that^ line to go by.
my puppy is evil
i should be doing stuff. i am so lazy. i could be doing a million things. but nope. sitting here. in front of my computer, doing nothing. well, i'm hiccuping, does that count?
ow. hiccups can hurt. especially when you are yawning. *sigh* *hiccup* maybe i'll bake something. i have a plan. to bake homemade ravoli. but i have to get everything first. and no one can be home cuz i want it to be a surprise. *hiccup* i also need some kind of filling. i'm thinkin sloppy joe stuff, only like a day old so its not so.. sloppy *hiccup* or meatloaf. hmmmmmm. yumm. or spinach and cheese. yum yum. *hiccup*
*dies from hiccups*
There are 2 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I am one of those people you hate. the kind... that don`t pick up after their dog :O - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 26 200311:34:01 AM |
i send my mom out muhaha. i refuse to pick that poo up.
taking my puppy for a walk is very tiring. she runs. runs for the first half. then after that stops and sniffs every single thing shes cute though.
my poor other dog though peppy gets to go for a walk while he stays here. hes too big though, i can't take him. so we just play in the bakyard after
i need a song to do a dance solo to. any ideas?
There are 10 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

There`s a candle burning in a room, There are shadows dancing on the walls,In the dim light everything is gray, But the flame keeps the night away/ when you light that candle up there on the mantle, settin the mood, i just lie there starin, silently - Mood:Cautious
Monday August 25 200311:03:53 AM |
..preparin to love on youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. or something along those lines
its very hard to find a candle songs thats happy :P

the room smells like lilacs now

There are 14 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I dont know why, The sky is so blue, And I dont know why, I`m so in love with u, But if there were no music, Then I would not get through, I dont know why I know these things, but I do... & everytime u look that way I would lay down my life for - Mood:Confused
Sunday August 24 20039:00:18 PM |
Ahh the night closes in. The silence too loud. the dull drills into me turning me gray and plain. intrusively my mind interrupts itself. the warmth from the candle burns me but i would not trade the blackness for comfort. the burn from the blackness hurts deeper than the wax scars. my chest tightens as it aches for an absent relief. faded eyes stare straight down lost in thoughts of nothing. too happy to be sad, too sad to be happy. fortunate enough to be lucky, disengaged enough to long for something more.
There are 6 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Here I am, stuck in the middle with you - Mood:Good
Sunday August 24 200311:37:27 AM |
what do yall think of online relationships? are they possible? are they insane?
i'm so torn
3am last night, right before he left (we had been chatting off and on all day): " ::hugs you:: This might be a bad thing to say, but that second crush was you. night nic, talk to you tomorrow"
me: :O
but he had put up his away message right away.
then at 4am i went to bed, not sure if he was joking or not.
then this morning he left this: "In reference to last night's last-minute comment, if you are uncomfortable or if you don't return the affection, i still would like to stay friends with you rento. Just to let you know. Hope I can talk to you soon."
i don't see how we could be anything other than friends, we are over the interent. i've never had a guy like me before. i still don't beleiev its possible.
UAGH. god i had having issues like this. it seems so petty and blah i just hate it.
There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Its really really sad that this thing just scared the ever-lovin crap out of me - Mood:Good
Saturday August 23 200311:48:07 PM |

*cries*
*cries some more*

There are 19 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

someone needs to call me. - Mood:Good
Saturday August 23 20039:49:15 PM |
Even though it would be extremely awkward. and probably very silent. i'm a dork on the phone. i have no phone etiquette. anyways
god i hate being alone. but i can't stand being with other people. ahhh quite the predicament.
There are 115 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Putterer, silver, and noel - Mood:Good
Saturday August 23 200312:12:39 PM |
don't ask but i need a question answered. do any of them smoke?
There are 16 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

How do you get syrup off your computer screen? - Mood:Good
Saturday August 23 200311:48:37 AM |
This is quite sad because i've made a journal like this before because i have done this before but helppppppp
i don't rmeber what i did last time and something about water being bad for it :(
There are 22 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Conglomerate thoughts. - Mood:Good
Friday August 22 20039:11:32 PM |
I love ryan stiles. he is too wonderful for words.

i feel like crap. complete and utter crap. i can't walk without screaming out in pain.

*keep the people out, keep the people out, keep the people out, keep the people out*

"girl you brought this on yourself" MUAHHAA

its calling me. its standing there with a smile motioning me to it with its finger. its as alluring as a beautiful tempress. i've never said no. why would i? it flashes red as a preview. it trickles water down my skin. it makes it my choice but blocks off all exits. its my only comfort when i'm without human arms to hold me tight.

There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Nicole no feel good. - Mood:Good
Friday August 22 20037:26:55 PM |
Excuse me while i go die...
There are 15 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Have you ever bought the same cd twice because the first one wore out (and possibly skipped)? - Mood:Good
Friday August 22 20031:37:31 PM |
God i hate when that happens. :)

Has it ever happened to you?

There are 7 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I like getting honked at :) - Mood:Good
Friday August 22 200312:07:11 PM |
its just a nice feeling. well, as long as they aren't old *ahem 40 yrs old guy on a bike*. i went to brunch with my sis, that was nice, i haven't chatted with her (or seen her) in awhile. walking though UH, walked half an hour to the school then walked with her BACK this way (and to the rigjht) about half an hour, then walked home (the short way ) an hour an a half later. manhattan bagel is expensive but i looooooooove the food. :( i am now off right this minute to go walk to blockbuster, drop off a tape, then to CVS to get two bottled of hair dye (purple and teal) :)
see ya in about an hour.. maybe 2 if i stop at the grocery store :P
There are 19 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I am out of ideas of how to do this. so, YTites, i turn to you. help :) - Mood:Good
Thursday August 21 200311:03:15 PM |
don't ask, but i need to write something on my leg and it has to come right off, no faded stains, right off, right away. and it has to be bright, or dark, but you know, show up good. what do i use?
There are 21 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Pretend for a minute you are a 30-40 year old man riding your bike down the street. would you stop to talk to a girl with headphones on who looks about 12? - Mood:Good
Thursday August 21 20035:24:17 PM |
yea. i am EXTREMELY paranoid. so when a 30-40 (i'm bad with age) man on a bike stops and chats with me, asking where i go to school, where i dance at, and my age, and crap, i get a little freaked. THEN i go to call a friend after to tell her (remember my paranoia) and find out my phone won't work for some odd reason
its on. it dials. but it won't connect. and calls in don't come through. odd.
Are people really that friendly or was some guy stalking me in my skimpy black shorts and tight tank top? ( i was dancing, hush)
There are 26 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Someone find the logic in this for me. - Mood:Good
Thursday August 21 200311:45:59 AM |
College starts on spet 2 for me. i live 20 mins away. because i live 20 mins away they ( my parents) won't let me live on campus. but, as of right now, with classes 13 days away, i have absolutely no way of getting there. i HATE buses, and they don't like me riding public buses anyway so blah. so WHY won't they let me freaking live in a dorm?
There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Dance, nothing left for me to do but dance, Off these bad times I`m going through just dance, Got canned heat in my heals tonight baby - Mood:Good
Thursday August 21 200311:02:56 AM |
Dance pics, i JUST figure out hoe to chnage them from the funky format they were in to something useable- pull up file, print screen :P:





I'm in the hideous red top, and in a black dress (second to closest) in the last one

There are 12 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

A failure once again AKA pity party i am throwing for myself...and none of yall are invited! - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 19 20034:57:01 PM |
i'm in one of my 'the world sucks' moods. freakin anxiety can kiss my ass. i wanna live in a bubble. ooo a big white room where only the people i want to see can come in. bah. i hate people. i really do. but i only hate them because of how i am around them. why can't i be nooooooooormmmmmmallllll. or at least more normal. or at least be myself.
bah.
There are 5 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I think it would be fun to light my arm on fire - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 19 20031:19:32 PM |
You have no idea what i did while YT was dead. among other, more odd things that i don't care to say because then i will get a million 's, i spent a good 5-8 minutes spinning in my swivel chair last night.
anyways
i was gonna walk to dance today but its 87 degrees and i don't feel like dying today. it would disrupt my schedule.
i made a new profile theme. yay.
i made a station at launch. yay. rem on right now.
i need a lighter :( actually i need matches. long ones.
There are 1 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Its a guy! no- its a girl! its a guy! :O its half guy half girl?!!! - Mood:Good
Monday August 18 20035:28:16 PM |
:P watching victor/victoria. Noel just confused the hell out of me. i walked an hour to dance class, danced for 2 hours, then walked an hour back... ow. i'm starving, i'm eating the entire house. O Brother Where Art Thou is a freeeeeeeeeeeeeaky movie. goood music though. damn i wish i got that girls sn.
There are 2 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I`m bored so i did this survey-sih thing. are you bored? do it too :P - Mood:Good
Sunday August 17 20038:51:07 PM |
Pick a musician/group and answer all questions with song titles by that artist/group --
My artist/group is: melissa etheridge

1. Are you male or female?: All American Girl
2. Describe yourself: Mama I'm Strange/ Chrome Plated Heart
3. How do some people feel about you?: The Different/ Precious Pain
4. How do you feel about yourself?: Enough Of Me
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Stronger Than Me/ My Beloved
6. Where would you rather be?: I Wanna Come Over
7. Describe what you want to be: Brave and Crazy
8. Describe how you live: I Take You With Me
9. Describe how you love: Born to Run/ Sleep While I Drive
10. What do you want most?: Love and Affection/ Damn i Wish i was your lover(live duet with sophie buhaha)

There are 49 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

You wouldn`t understand. - Mood:Good
Sunday August 17 20036:05:08 PM |
I wish i could reach you. I wish I could
touch you gently and tell you everything okay. If only I could stop the passionate nagging inside you that pulls you down as you struggle to stay up, as you pretend you are fine as to not get reprimanded for being as you are. When you feel as though your losing grip on your life i'd hope you would feel as though you can depend 100% on me because I will always be there for you. I pray you would fall back into my arms to lessen the weight on you sometimes so you don't cling so much to temparory fixes that can't hold your burden like I can. I wish I could be invisible behind you at all times to prevent those moments of loneliness and unbearable pain are inflicted on you to be a wall you can brace yourself against, but not for those times when you get scraped and bruised for you need those to learn from so you can stand on your own like I know you pride yourself on. But know i'm here for you always, rain or shine, blinded to everything but you.
There are 19 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I think i am insane - Mood:Good
Sunday August 17 20033:27:54 PM |
does anyone remember the blue hair dye incident? anyone?? go ruffle through my journals if not.
ok now consider that.. monstroncity and tell me i am not insane for buying purple hair dye spray stuff.
There are 12 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 Next >   

 
Edit