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36 years old
ny, Western US
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Member Since: 7/25/2002
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Dogs
/ Dancing
/ Games
/ Theater
/ Singing
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Birthday: | 10/11/1985
(36 Years Old)
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Occupation: | Dancer |
Marital Status: |
Married
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(Decline to State) |
Religion: |
Other |
Politics: |
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Fav. Movie: | good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets |
Fav. TV Show: | House, macgyver, poker |
Fav. Book: | Without You by Anthony Rapp |
Fav. Song: | i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters |
Fav. Food: | Donuts |
Fav. Car: | bah. walkings where its at |
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Theme 'evanescence2' created by NicolesLove |
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WANTED: animated eye color change thing - Mood:Good |
Sunday September 14 200312:06:18 PM |
| you know that sketchish-looking eye that changes color? can someone find it on google for me? and link me to the google search? (or tell me what to type in). posting it on YT won't work for what i need. this might be impossible but if you have some time could you please help?  |
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the sounds of sleep - Mood:Good |
Friday September 12 20039:53:06 PM |
| ughbadadaaaaaaaaaaahagabugdaaaaaaaaamp. i should go to bed. but i have stuff to do before bed. so because i don' want to do those i am eer goug to get to bed and i already fell asleep on the phone with putt so i know i'm tired  ehhhhhhughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhanmmlkt. *kills herself to get some sleep* |
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ahhh.. spaghetti-o`s and kool-aid - Mood:Good |
Wednesday September 10 200312:09:40 PM |
| why does all the cool food have hyphens in it? i don't like me much. but alas, i can't break up with me. damn it. why can't i just sent myself flowers with a note that says "its not you, its me." hey guess what i found out today? nature is outdoors. where the bugs are. i love nature. i hate bugs. i got bitten i think on the back of my hand because it hurts when i move my hand and theres a big redish purple bump. just sitting there for a half an horu i killed 4 mosquitos that landed on me, a freakishly huge ant that ran across my notebook, a spider on my textbook (muahaha i just slammed my book shut) and a moth i accidentally steps on after getting up and screaming "I HATE NATURE!" i feel bad. but not so much after i look at my hand. oo! i gotta go watch the ellen show! and enjoy my spaghetti-o's and hot dogs |
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You`ll say you understand, you`ll never understand, i`ll say i`ll never wake up knowing how or why, i dont know what to believe in, u dont know who i am, you`ll say i need appeasing when i start to cry, but never is a promise & i`ll never need a - Mood:Good |
Tuesday September 09 20034:48:19 PM |
| I need someone to talk to. In about the middle of the day. When i am going out of my mind. When i have to give my thoughts to other people so they don't poision my mind. but i don't talk. so i explode. and i can't do that anymore. i can't be the same person i was before. but i am. and always will be. i just want someone to listen to me. but no one will. because i can't return the favor. sure maybe once someone will. but i want a guardian angel when wax wings melt in the sun light and cover me in emptiness. i want an angel when evil has banished or converted them. On a side note; i LOOOOVE the ellen show!!!!i have to tape it everyyyyy single day, i laughed so hard i cried :P:) i hope that spontanious funniness never goes away as the show goes on. |
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Someone`s spitin` blood face down in the dirt Someone`s thinking about a gun to try and stop the hurt Someone drew conclusions on the wall of destiny Someone`s getting louder.. and that someone would be me - Mood:Good |
Monday September 08 20035:09:32 PM |
| Someone's shouting at me "You're all going to hell!" Must not be too far away Sometimes I can never tell My shoes are still as empty A mile they never walked Send in their donation And they never have to talk againcan you take it all away can you take it all away. hmmm.. someone come take me away, i don't want this life anymore. i'll take the place of a fly on the wall, watching the world pass me by.. as it now, just with no empty expectations i noticed the (a) difference between college and HS. no one gives a poo about you. in high school they only did because they had to which was cheap fake care but still. i can't tell if i like that or not yet. the waters 3 feet high and rising... maybe i don't deserve this life is i just waste it and keep wishing it away. maybe everyone is hoping that it will go to someone more deserving of it. i wonder if i can bargain it for what i want. i wonder if it scars. |
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i promise i will love you forever, be your sex slave, be your maid, give you all my income for the rest of my life if you answer this question for me - Mood:Good |
Sunday September 07 20035:05:26 PM |
| i live in rochester ny and i'm trying to figure out what channel the Ellen Degeneres talk show comes on, whether i get that station and if i do, what time it comes on. and if you tell me it doesn't come on in my area i will chop off your balls or breasts depending on what gender you happen to be. Helllllp meeee i REALLY have to know this |
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Help me find some personal ads pleaseeeeeeeeee.. with a cherry on top - Mood:Good |
Sunday September 07 200312:12:53 PM |
| i need to find personal ads for my english homework.. and everywhere i go makes me sign up beofre i see them and i don't wanna sign up my newspaper only has two and i need more than that. :( help |
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What would you make sure do differently with your kid than your parents did with you? - Mood:Good |
Sunday September 07 20038:40:59 AM |
| we alllllll have something that we say "when i have a kid i will do (this), not what my parents did" or different;ly than my parents did. or won't do this that my parents did... typa thing. so. what is it? |
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i like it, i love it, i want some more of it - Mood:Good |
Saturday September 06 20039:48:51 PM |
| it so weird. i look in the mirror and think "when did i get to old and big? wasn't i just yesterday able to squeeze myself into everything? when on earth did i get hips? my face! what happened to my cute little girl face??" i feel so.. not so much older.. but bigger. when on earth did i get myself a body? :P so.. i should of done a million (homework) things today. didn't do a one of em. i think i have a nervous breakdown to look forward to sometime this school year. |
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I look up to the little bird That glides across the sky He sings the clearest melody It makes me want to cry It makes me want to sit right down and crycrycry I walk along the city streets So dark w/ rage &fear And I wish that I could be that bird - Mood:Good |
Saturday September 06 20036:03:38 PM |
| .. And fly away from here I wish I had the wings to fly away from hereYou know you love my profile well, maybe not, but i do i should be doing homework. but i think about it and just wanna cry. so. i'm not. instead i danced fpr my gram. trying to figure out a song for my solo. i'm thinkin eric cpalton's layla.. or annie lennoxs little bird... or a combo of the two. tbat'd be cool. hmmmmmmmmmmm life. i need a week in life and a weeks vacation from life, then life again.. then vacation.. hm |
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Is there a way to make a animated file smaller? - Mood:Good |
Saturday September 06 200310:13:04 AM |
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holy hell i think i`m dying - Mood:Good |
Saturday September 06 20039:16:28 AM |
| i am permanently tired. i ache everywhere. i got 11 hours of sleep but feel like i got an hour. i have homework on the back of my mind. i have dance class in an hour. the thought of food is very unpleasant. i would like to lay down and never wake up.. well, maybe in a year. i think i'm gonna lose it. but it could be fun, so thats ok. |
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not that you need to know - Mood:Good |
Friday September 05 20038:38:09 PM |
| but i was just peeing and i reahced over and banged my elbow really hard on the edge of the counter and got all light headed and came reall really extremely close to fainting dead away and falling off the toliet. like, so close i'm surpirsed and wonder why i didn't. how embarrassing would that be? found lying with my pants around my ankles in front of the toliet. wooooaw. ok. still little woozy. ok, very woozy. i'm goin to lay down now. just felt like sharing :) |
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"You`re like.. tortured and sober yet optimistic and perky. How the hell do you do that? frankly, you`re as if espresso and Nytol were dating." - Mood:Good |
Friday September 05 20031:46:08 PM |
| are you a college student? are you on yt? if yes.... how the HELL do you do that???? i barely have two seconds to breathe letalone come on yt. i have changed my schedule so much they know me by name when i go into the advisement cennter and get worries if i'm not in there every 2 hrs. :P... i want back in high school hm... maybe not. but still. my books weigh 20000 pounds (although i did get them free ) and i didn' getg into any of the classes i want. classe suck. beyond belief. ok enough complaining for today. i would talk about something other than school but i get there at 7, come back at 4, eat, do homework and go to bed. its pretty much my life so i have nothing else to talk about :( how sad. i wanna live in a dorm. so i don't have to be there for 9 hours when i only have one one hour class. there is nothing to eat in this place. NOTHING. i had a poptart for lunch and frozen chciken nuggets andna donut for dinner. ayie. i need to get my butt over to grandmas house.
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ya-ya rolie, polie.. ya-ya rolie, polie... ya-ya rolie, ya-ya rolie, ya-ya rolie, polie - Mood:Good |
Monday September 01 20038:56:23 AM |
| i love that movie.. pillow talk that is. ahhhhhhhh family get together, annual cover the pool. I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW :O first day. of college *freaks out and dies* i am terrified  i cant decide whther to wer apnts or shorts.. i'm gonna be walking there.. so i dunno... |
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i think my head is going to fall off - Mood:Bad |
Sunday August 31 20036:45:56 PM |
| i have the worst headache known to man. and i NEVER EVER take any kind of medicine, unless i'm reallllly desparate, which is not often. (last time was.. 2 years ago when i had a bad cold and i was coughing all night and my mom shoved something down my throat). so when i went on a wild hunt for aspirin i knew it was bad. ohhh but guess what? there is NO aspirin in the house.
i think i'm gonna die |
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So take a look at me now, theres just an empty space, nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face, take a look at me now, theres just an empty space, you coming back to me is against all odds and thats what i`ve got face - Mood:Good |
Sunday August 31 200312:52:59 AM |
| insomnia. ahhh.. i wanted to call someone, the only person i could think of is putt. ahh but that didn't work. so now i'm sitting here. at 4am. when i have to get up at 9. which isn't bad but i can NOT get comfortable, i'm very.. edgy.. and its bugging the crap out of me cuz i hate just lying there. bahhhhhhhhhhh. putt needs to call me someone needs to call me. |
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Gimme a song (preferably slowish) with a singers voice (male perhaps) that i can sink into - Mood:Good |
Saturday August 30 20039:40:05 PM |
| got any ideas? oh, and why not give it a shot, anyone have a copy of that dude that sang phil collin's 'against all odds' on Songwriter's Hall of Fame on bravo? But mainly, have any ideas for a slowish song with a male singer thats sink-into-able? you know, that makes you close your eyes and go 'mmmmmmmmmmmm' |
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i think i`m gonna cry - Mood:Good |
Saturday August 30 20038:59:38 PM |
| i'm bored. and irritated for no apparent reason. very.. agitated. i was trying to dance but it just wasn't working. i can't do nothing. i HAVE to dance, i haven't done anything physcial in a loooong time, i'm getting lazy. *claws her eyes out* |
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