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Female, 35 years old
ny, Western US

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i won`t have to anymore jon groff
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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Go to hell. - Mood:Good
Saturday November 01 20039:45:06 AM |
Good morning.
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Somebody calllllll meeeeeeeeeeee - Mood:Good
Friday October 31 200310:14:08 PM |
If you have my number that is.
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It is time for my daily bitch and moan thread. oooand lookie, in prose - Mood:Good
Friday October 31 20039:37:20 PM |
If i kept my innocence would you still whisper to me? no.
You have your unscripted monotone plans that don't include me as much i intrude. i carve into your life and you are oblivious to what i write. i burrow underneath your skin and burn my way out hoping to leave a scar on you, to at least make you think of me, as a pain or torment i don't care. just you thinking of me. i coudn't jump.. because the thought of you comforting me was a far greater feat then flying. But you don't.
No one gives a poo. and i can't seem to understand that. the dreams i had take overmy life and guide my unconscious moves. But you still don't care when i bleed under your nose. becuase you don't have to.
i want you. but you are too high above me. you are with everyone else. looking down at me, wondering why i am where i am and why i won't rise. then we will be even. and i will have no excuse.

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musical help. gimme bands like puddle of mudd and .. whatnot. screaming depressing lyric band headbang stuff.. well you know what i mean - Mood:Good
Friday October 31 20035:20:20 PM |
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Anyone live near Rochester? - Mood:Good
Friday October 31 20034:28:11 PM |
i'm bored. someone come here and do soemthing with me.
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This is not a thread about halloween - Mood:Good
Friday October 31 20032:23:44 PM |
i had to freaking jump off a platform 60 feet in the air today. i figured out you have to get in touch with your suicidal side to do it. you had to jump to this trapeeze bar thing.. theres no way i could reach it.

ok so mayeb it is a halloween thread a little. just so i can bitch and moan. i ahve nothing to dooooo noparty, no trick or treating no handing out candy. i'm not even dressing up

hey is it possible to take the same class every other semester?

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i am harrassing a person that has a one in 99 chance of being my friend - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 29 20038:22:31 PM |
long story.

i would like to claw someones eyes out. preferably my own. i tried calling 4 different people today, one right after a nother and got no one.
i have this intense desire to be injured in some way. its quite freaky.
i'm going through the motions but i am not living.
tomorrow may not happen.

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my pumpkin is done!!! everyone pleeease come look at it! - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 29 20037:08:28 PM |



It's Dory from 'Finding Nemo'
what do u think?

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i have a heater pack down my bra - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 29 200312:35:10 PM |
i made it rain today. me. just me. fate didn't want me to to do what i was gonna do today so they made it rain so i couldn't. sorry if i spoiled your plans.
i'm a little numb. ok a lot numb. i'm not happy i'm not sad just.. numb. i also gave up on school. ok on everything.. i'm just kind of living now..
this has been stuck in my head all day:

You kept me smiling for days afterwards
You kept me entranced with just your words
You kept me wondering why me
'Cause i ain't no beauty
(nother verse i don't know)
So sleep now baby
So drown now baby
So keep your eyes to the ground
For he couldn't of found
What he was looking for in you

its really slow and sultry and it won't go out of my head.. i have to figure out the rest of the words.

oh i forgot i have to change a thing in my profile

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Is it sad that i do the weird breath thing in Hand In My Pocket.. you know the.. part in between healthy, ya-ea..*breath thing* i`m high but i`m grounded.. and so on.. yea.. i`m a fruitcake.. - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 28 20031:43:24 PM |
my family finds that pretty wierd.. but you cam't sing it right if youdon't.

YAY! i FINALLY have the melissa etheridge book and its cool. i'm on school burn out. which is so not good, its only midterms. next semeter scehdule as of right now:
monday/wednesday: 11am-12 psy101.. 1pm-5pm food prep
tues/thur: 9:30am-11 broadway msucials... 2-3:30 yoga
friday: 11am-12 psy 101

my schdeule kinda rocks right now

i'm working on my pumpkin! its gnnsa look SO cool. oh and i kinda spray painted the driveway.. light blue hehe.. colorful.

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Why do i bother with make-up? Hes not interested in my eyes, just my p*ssy - Mood:Good
Monday October 27 20039:40:01 PM |
i left my pumpkin outside i'm afraid soemthings going to eat it. everyone pray for my pumpkin.

my mom bought halloween candy even though we aren't gonna be home pass any out. i pointed this out to her and she hushed me and said that SHE was gonna be home.. eventually.. after halloween.. and she likes candy

i should of been in bed an hour agao. but i am too lost in thoughts... of who i am.. who i am not.. and why i don't have a fricking clue about either.

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HAHAHAHAHH! i love my dog - Mood:Good
Sunday October 26 20031:06:33 PM |
she just jumped on coreys nuts (sdisters fiance) and hes keeled over in pain. it is taking everything i have not to go "HA HA! thats what you get you dumb frick"
it is SO hard not to smile.
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My toe is on fire, watch the nail burn brown, you can`t call me a liar, if you refuse to look down - Mood:Good
Sunday October 26 20039:07:24 AM |
That guy STILL has me smiling that is so not good. i had a lesbian dream my chair broke and i'm now about 6 inches shorter than i usuaully am at the computer. my cell phone died which isn't good because i charged it yesterday. I made raspberry ice cream yesterday. its good. its sunnnnnnndayyyyyyy, i hate sundays. cuz next comes monday. and mondays suck. so do tuesday, wednesdays thurdays and fridays. saturday is the only good day. i want him to like me. even as just a friend. well at least he overpowered my last crush which was oh so bad. i CAN'T like her. so.. yay. i haven't eaten barely anything in the last few days and i'm still not hungry. oh well.. i'm gonna make myself something anyway. i never have mail. ever. except once a week i get the Ellen newsletter. robin williams on I.T.A.S tonight YYYAYYY i am so watching.. though i have to tape the other stuff i usually watch.
halloween week for tv sucks. i HATE scary stuff. HATE HATE HATE. i won't watch tv this week
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my spin on the question game - Mood:Good
Saturday October 25 20036:07:37 PM |
ask me a question about me.. i don't do goofy ones well .. and i'll try to answer you.

boring, i know. but oh well.

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Do you know alternative screaming lyrics and loud loud music? i need help - Mood:Good
Saturday October 25 200311:47:30 AM |
there is a song that i want to know what it is by who. i have no idea what they are scream- i mean saying. either 'staring awake at night' or 'staying awake all night' or something that sounds like that and a weird strung together thing that sounds like mother-mother-mother ;_) what isssss itttttt
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Wow. i went camping with people from school for school.. and i can`t my parents even one thing that happened. - Mood:Good
Saturday October 25 20039:49:15 AM |
So i will tell you its very long. oh.. so very long.
I didn't know about this trip until friday at 12 noon. which is bad because we had class til 3:30 i had to drive 20 minutes home then shower, pack for camping, pack for my grandmas and get back to the school by 5:30. so there were 7 of us, with 7 cars.. we carpooled narrowed it down to 3 cars. i was with makayla rae (no idea how to spell that). Chauncey was riding with andrea and laura, and dale was riding his van with rick. we drove and hour and a half away. makayla has HORRIBLE roadrage and can not stand going the speed limit. we were all following each other so she had no choice. i learned lots of new colorful phrases. so we turn off the road and go offroading.. in a mini van and two small NOT made for that cars and toally frick up the cars.. got stuck.. broke a bunch of parts off. then decided not to go up the big steep hill and camp at the ccabin instead. its ricks grandparents cabin. we built a fire, got out food..
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"what the hell are you doing f*cksicle?" - Mood:Good
Thursday October 23 20032:29:28 PM |
Riding in the car in the morning with my dad is fun. i saw him about 3 times a year until he started driving me to college every morning. my family never ever ever swears and gives you (anyone in my family.. or not in my family for that matter) a warning look if you even say hell. so.. driving on the highway at 8am with my dad is always fun he has some creative phrases.

ahhhh i'm listening to rascal flatts. its ordinary plain and simple, typical this everyday looooooooove.. oh but i can't get enough of this everyday looove yeaa

i'm better today. i don't think i'm made for college. or life for that matter. i think i should live in a bubble. or one class at a time haha.. i'll be in college for 20 years. heyyy..hmmm..

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What does it mean to you to entertain and be entertained? - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 22 20037:33:43 PM |
not like having guests over, like, be amused and whatnot.. i need a definition.. person definitons are good.
what makes you be entertained by a story?
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Valentines Day.Pan across the empty lot.Rogers down @ Mimis, tho he talks about sellin his guitar& gettin outta here..God knows where Collins& Angel are...Maureen& Joanne are rehearsing,that is if theyre speaking this week... - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 22 20035:06:45 PM |
Me? I'm here.. Nowhere...

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tick... tick.... tick.... tick.... - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 22 200312:19:46 PM |
i'm losing it. actually i lost me. i hate that. then i don't know what i'm doing anymore and do stupid stuff and get in deep poo. *note to self: hide all razors
god i hate when i get like this.
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*sits down with gallon of vanilla ice cream and a spoon* - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 21 20036:28:35 PM |
Anyone want a spoon? i hate eating ice cream alone
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Just for the record - Mood:Overwhelmed
Tuesday October 21 20034:30:35 PM |
I am not fine.
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Let me know that way before theres hell to pay, give meroom to lay the law then let me go, i`ve gotta make a play to make my lover stay, what would an angel say the devil wants to know - Mood:Good
Sunday October 19 200312:34:28 PM |
i finally decided on an avy and changed my theme.
i haven't showered in 4 days.. so i'm off to do that.
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So you had a key that fit into no lock and expected the doors of heaven to open for you - Mood:Good
Sunday October 19 200310:29:56 AM |
i wish i drank.
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*shakes* - Mood:Good
Saturday October 18 20039:52:34 PM |
In a quick minute i am suspended from the dream i once knew and kept under glass filled with intoxicating burden. gasping for a quiet second, minutes blur and dance out of my reach to escape into hours that keep them captive in their abrasive arms. I bleed to make the world stop just for me them step back into it with lost time i can never get back. I have no time to cry when i should be reveling in breathing, you owe me nothing and i expect all of that nothing with forgiveness for fading into the silence i created for me to hide in. I scream to hold onto one moment that can replay and slow down time that is running for its life. Can i keep your voice to ground me when i wring and twist my body in turmoil that takes my breath and sanity, when i pray to an un-God to set me free from my dead eyes and lifeless unmotivated collaspe from trying to be?
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