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sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don`t - Mood:Good

Friday November 07 20034:50:50 PM |

gimme your 1-3 line favorite lyrics! pleeeeease no whole songs

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If i went out of my mind, would you still hold me at night? - Mood:Good

Friday November 07 20033:20:31 PM |

if i ran away do you think people would notice? though can you call it that at 18 maybe i will. i'll pack up food and clothes and poo and go live in some abandoned something or other for a few days. scary thing is i really would.. will.. i scared me today. not really. not much that i do sacres me that much anymore. but i did surprise me a bit. it wasn't supposed to bleed that much (yes it was). what am i doing to myself. what i have to. no i don't. but i do anyway. ok so i'm underage. how do i get daiquiris? i don't have friends so don't tell me older friends. i look 12 so don't tell me fake id. i also lie really bad. i think i'm screwed.

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You`ve got mud on your face, you big disgrace, somebody better put you back inot your place - Mood:Good

Friday November 07 20031:14:19 PM |

So.. if i write an actual journal about stuff i did today that i am not particularly proud of and will be misunderstood greatly will i get bicthed at? yes. ok. nevermind.

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Nothing fills the blackness that has seeped into my chest, i need you in my blood i am forsaking all the rest - Mood:Good

Thursday November 06 20031:45:03 PM |

hush about my journal whorishness. my sister is scaring me. i swear i'm not related to her. i thought she'd be online now. i have a cut down my finger and it is BEYOND painful to bend my finger. i tried to tape a pen cap clipper to it so it wouldn't bend but i realized i had to tape. so i kept it in place with 3 paper clips. worked quite well. probably looked stupid though. i'm loooooosing it college is so taking its toll on me. i'll live. maybe i should get offline and watch ellen. i still haven't gotten my shirt from ebay yet say a sentence about me. anything. Nicoleslove is.... and not just one word

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Can someone explain to me about automatic faucets? - Mood:Good

Thursday November 06 20031:12:36 PM |

how does the hot/cold work on auto-faucets? when i wahs my hands it switches from hot cold and i don't know why/how...

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"Can you stop licking my pants?" - Mood:Good

Thursday November 06 20031:11:07 PM |

my dog: saga #16- my puppy ate my cd. well chewed it to bits. not any cd.. nooooo, les mis. les mis is two discs. my dog owes me 25$.

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Like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams, is there anyone out there `cause its getting harder and harder to breathe - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 05 20035:02:48 PM |

i think i'm gonna dance my solo to that song. hmmmmmmmmmmm i am so.. not.. good. but in an indifferent numb way. i keep going a little nutty. ok alot nutty. (i) think if (i) don't answer the word will (me) by. i wish it would. then i can stop running to stay caught up. i want to just fall behind and stay there. i'm trying. and i'm going to get myself in deep sh*t.

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oh dear god ew - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 05 20034:42:06 PM |

i just went to pour myself something to drink. i put the glass down on the table, poured, put the juice back went to go pick up the glass and couldn't. it was stuck to some unknown sticky gooey substance. ew.

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i need crazy uses for a pen cap.. HURRY! - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 05 20031:14:47 PM |

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Someones watching out for me - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 05 200312:49:06 PM |

that was weird. i think someone somewhere is watching out for me. i don't wanna get to specfic but the other day i was gonna do smething i shouldn't and someone came by just as i was about to and i thought hey thats gonna be a sign. then today i ..did something that i reallllly shouldn't of done and probably would of gotten ina whole lot of trouble for but then it just out of no where started to rain and it washed away what i did. this has happned recently alot. i'm getting suspicious. and kinda happy

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get the fuuck out of my way cuz i`m gonna fuucking kill someone. - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 04 20038:16:45 PM |

i am addicted, deeply addicted to law & order:SVU. new episodes are on tuesday at 10. it is right now 11:09. i watched it. until the last 10 minutes, when the whole story was solved. 10 minutes to 11 the news cut in with election results. i have no idea how this new episode ended, what happened, nothing. could they not wait 10 FREAKING MINUTES UNTIL THE NEWS TO GIVE THEIR "oh my god.. i am so overwhelmed.. yay! go me!" SPEECH?? that is just wrong. last 10 minutes. of a crime show. HELLO?! i am so mad right now i can't see straight. i watch one show ONE SHOW religiously, thats it. AND i tried to hide a razor in a pen and now its freakign stuck and i can't freaking get it out and its freaking pissing me off.

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Don`t bitch and yell at me this is for a research paper ~*help*~ - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 04 20032:19:44 PM |

name 'suicide songs' would ya? songs that people would think to play while committing suicide. and yes its stereotypical, people could play mary poppins but i need stereotypical answers: what song would be appropriate to be playing while committing suicide. stupid research paper due in 3 days.. i haven't even fricking started it yet. we've had 2 days so far.

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Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I`ll be captivated I`ll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 04 20031:51:39 PM |

i was stuck on a high stump in the middle of the woods for about an hour today. well not stuck. i had nothing else to do and there were snakes all around me hidden under leaves. so i stayed put for awhile i love that song in my title for some odd reason. i don't understand it. oh and i love 3 doors down. again, for some odd reason. *randomness begin* i couldn't take you anymore from the work you do to the volunteerism i wanted you to do. yahoo hates me. it won't let me put my cam up or view anyone elses. i had a razor in my hand and didn't use it. well other than playing with it while i was on the phone i hate the fall. HEY! a rent line. a rent line thats true. i'll call.. i hate the fall ahhhh *plays the bongos* i'm gonna try my best to proofread this. if i remember. (contin)

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Are you comfortable in your skin and/or with who you are? - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 04 20031:16:37 PM |

are you more often comfortable or uncomfortable with yourself and how you are? why?

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i`m here without you baby but you`re still on my lonely mind, i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time - Mood:Good

Monday November 03 200311:15:16 AM |

my mom has a hernia. am i spelling that right? oh well. well anyways, shes not supposed to lift ANTHING. so my grandma kept yelling at me to watch her and make sure she doesn't lift anything, lifted it for her. i'm like yea, i'll lift whatever sure, but i'm not gonna follow her around all day. if she wants something, she can call me. i'm not that far away. a room or two at best. my grandma spazzed. "no! lifting is an instinct! you have to watch her! she can't lift! you have to watch her!" i tried to explain to my grandma that i am more than happy to help my mom out, and am, she shouldn't be doing anything. but i am not goinmg to sit on the couch across from my mom and stare at her to make sure she doesn't move whats so hard about going "nicole! lift this for me!" ? i have a life you know. not much. not not so much of lack of one i can follow my mom around all day. anyway. ebay is the devil. again. i was outbid! 5 times! in 15 minute *mutters* oo 1000

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Ahhh.. oh that was nice.. that was very nice... - Mood:Good

Monday November 03 20034:57:28 AM |

i had.. the most wonderful dream. theres this guy i like inmy class that i went camping with and we ended up talking allllllll nig and sleeping next to each other and i so like this guy. and i just ha da dream.. it was a dream in a dream. ok so i was dreaming that i was deaming that this guy, rick, was really popular and i was sitting on bleachers and he was talking and winked at me.. then i was hiding in a crime investigation lab and they were saying how this boy killed himsefl and then i got a book that was this dead boys memoirs and it says by rick and i started crying and was just devastated then i woke up from my dream within a dream to the outer dream and was in a bed acorss from rick.

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ebay is the devil - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 20039:36:07 PM |

i am bidding on two thigs. i have no money. well i do.. i have 30$ to spend and that is whati am bidding all togteherr. but this tag thing i said i wasn't gonna payanymore than 5 for it. nope. no ay. and i am currently bidding 8 and this shiiiiiirt i so what this shrt.. and i can never find it.. annnnnnd.. i said "no more than 20" and i am bidding 22 ebay is the devil. and i am going to have all this junk.. *sigh*

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help me out people. help me creatively figure this out - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 20038:22:14 PM |

how can i transport a gel with me at all times? in what kind of container? i need about 3 thimbles full. what do i put it in? whats re-usable that won't leak that i can keep this gel in?

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Alphabetical Prose - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 20037:52:40 PM |

A Bequeathed Casket Dutifully Entranced For Gaze How Irony Justifiably Kindles Laughter, Momentarily; Nevertheless Opaquely Present. Quiet Revenge Served To Unappreciative Vipers With Xanthippe-like Yearning Zeal.

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Someone tape the ellen show for me - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 20033:50:40 PM |

i'm gonna misssssssss ittttttttttttttt.. i haven't missed one show yet. *cries* someone tape it for me

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Who wants to play a game? - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 200312:15:48 PM |

Ok, i thought of one i'll put up a still of a music video/ movie and you tell me what video/movie it is. anyone wanna play?

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Bitch./ late night is kinda fuzzy.. why is that? and what happened :-O - Mood:Good

Sunday November 02 20039:46:52 AM |

I really should wait before i make a journal when i get up. i always get out of bed swearing. i will NEVER eer wake anyone up in the norning if they don't have to be up. like if my moms alarm clock didn't go off or soemthing then i wake people up. but NEVER on a WEEKEND will i EVER wake anyone up. *glares* *mutters obsenities* WHY would you wake me up WHY. how late i sleep is MY business. is it hurting you? nooooo. is there something i should be doing? noooooooo i just get online. bitch. anyways. so.. yea. i don't remember too much of late night. a bit though. i know i called noel. i know i dragged the chair over. hm. i should be sleeping right now.

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Help me get away from myself - Mood:Good

Saturday November 01 200310:59:59 PM |

Lost in dreams that never tell prdcit the future right, giving me false hope of what will happen if i do this or that. It always ends bad. you can't predict people. burn me. so i can scream and cry for a reason. so i'll have a visible scar of what you meant to me. so i can tell people what you did and they can't tell me i'm making it up. they weren't there. they don't know. they don't know how powerful you can be. how easily.. drench me with water so i can breath it in instead of breath, fill my lungs with substance. take you piece by piece down from the stand i keep you isolated on. bring you to my level. so i can look and spit in your eye. how can you see.. how can you see and not see me where i lay, waiting, needing, but you can't, you can't. you don't want to.. help me. why are you blind to me? i know, i know! i am not your responsiblity. i just want it. that one look. of concern. don't you know what he did? can you fix that? no. but you could try.

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why is EVERY SINGLE PERSON ANNOYING THE CRAP OUT OF ME! - Mood:Good

Saturday November 01 20031:20:44 PM |

my grandpa wats my grandma to warm up the sald cuz its too cold wooooow... he also told me i need new shies and insists my grandma take me.. there is absoluetly nothign wrong with my shoes. it not like they are worn and i like them that way and i don't wnat to part with them. they aren't worn.. they are perfectly fine.. and EVERYONE IS ANNOYING THE frickING CRAP OUT OF ME. i want to sleep foreverrrrrrrrrr. live in dreams. they are so much nicer. i wake up and am so disappointed i have to leave them. why can't i sleep forever

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Whats going on in your life right now? - Mood:Good

Saturday November 01 20039:50:54 AM |

Whats in the back of your mind always? or in the front List!

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