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Female, 35 years old
ny, Western US

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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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I`m going to kill him. - Mood:Good
Friday November 14 20035:47:41 AM |
my ride. to college. is forever late. i can't be late to this class! she marks you absent if your late you can't vbe absent fmore than twice i've already got two absences. i'm gonna kill him.
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If you`re bored, like searching the internet and want to help me click here :) - Mood:Good
Thursday November 13 20035:54:21 PM |
I need to find a sound clipof a deer 'grunt'. the sound a buck makes please help
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If you read some of the journal titles down one after another they kinda make sense, like some weird song lyrics. or maybe thats just me - Mood:Good
Thursday November 13 20034:47:31 PM |
i can't do this. i can't. i give up. its not worth it, i won't get it done i'm not gonna kill myself trying.

and no i'm not gonna clue you in on what i'm talkign about

so. i'm bored. who wants to do soemthing that can be done with a dial up connection?

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Famous last words: "but it was nice when i left"/ EVIL play-doh - Mood:Good
Thursday November 13 20032:22:17 PM |
snow storm. was nice this morning.

ok. only i can get sick from play-doh. i have been painting with it (yes painting.. if you water it down ALOT its god to paint with) for the past hour and now i'm all dizzy and nauseous and very oOoOoOoOoOoOoOo. *Note to self: don't mess with play-doh. it can't be that bad for you though, its made for kids. ow. my head hurts.

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Someon help me with the english language - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 12 20036:24:12 PM |
what does this mean?

"you have aimed loftily; you have done nobly"

what is loftily?

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did you think about your bills your ex your deadlines or when you think you`re gonna die, or did you long for the next distraction? (an actual journal entry :-O) - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 12 20035:27:24 PM |
its not fair. its not funny, its not fair! how can i atone? geez i ca't even think without lapsing into rent. i finnnnnnally got the rent dogtag

ain't no talking to this man, hes been tryin to tell me so, took awhile to understand, the beauty of just letting go, cuz it would take an acrobat and i already tried all that, i'm gonna let him fly.

haha i tried to live by that. didn't work i can't let him fly. and it sucks.

i hate splitting entries into two. (cont)

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Lets play whats in your mouse! - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 11 20036:48:23 PM |
so.. right click and paste. whats in your mouse?
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Is it bad to hear a siren and wish it was coming for me? - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 11 20035:58:27 PM |
yea.. i thought so too..
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My pep talk to me. listen if you must. - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 11 20033:33:18 PM |
you will not fail. you don't have to to fail. you can write this 8 page paper in one night. so you don't feel good. you don't feel THAT bad. its only 6. average a page an hour and thats only 2. well.. an hour break for svu.. so thats 3.. get up at 8.. thats still 5 hours of sleep. thats pretty good. and you have allll tomorrow after 10 to sleep. so your topic is impossible. bullpoo. bullpoo like no one has bullpooted before.
oh wait. an hourfor format and citing. .. hour to figure out the hell to cite.. so thats 5.. 3 hrs of sleep. thats still not bad. as i said you have alll tomorrow after 10am to sleep at school. just make sure someone calls you at 2 to wake you up to go home. *note to self.. do that*
you can write this paper! words are your friend. and you have the inpiration of John Keating. carpe deim!
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Do you guys mind if i rant? no? good, thanks. - Mood:Good
Monday November 10 20036:57:29 PM |
i don't understand. how does anyone like the psycho girl? i was so sure being me would prevent anyone from liking me, friend or more. Oh well. no one can like me as much as i want them to. how is it that you like me?
i think about him too much. i wonder if he thinks about me that much. i doubt it. i'll scare him away one way or another. i just have to find out what does it. something will. it better soon. cuz i'm falling too fast. distance brings me back to reality, creates a barrier i can hide behind, a reason to surpress. he won't stay. but he better leave soon becuase i can't this hold back very much longer. i haven't been able to hold all of it back anyway. (cont)
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Tip # 2883634 - Mood:Good
Monday November 10 20036:19:11 PM |
Do not yell "F*CK!" just as a song you had on volume 10 ended with your mother one room away while reading your 'frien'ds'livejournal.

what the f*ck was for: i don't know if you people actually read an remember my journals but this guy i've liked for 5 years IMed me the other night and asked if i liked him and i said yes and he said i should of told him sooner and that we should hang out sometime and gave me his phone nbumber andi was escaticly happy.

well. he was drunk. and didn't rmeber a thing. cuz he must of clicked me out then put on his away message, i didn't know he put up his away message so i said something then said "or i could talk to the away message, that could work too." then since he gave me his phone number i gave him mine. apparently he was really drunk and doesn't remeber anything cuz he posted all the fragments of conversations people wrote to his away message after he went away on his LJ. goddamnit. i am NOT telling him i like him again.

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I need a new profile theme. i`m thinking of using someone elses. any ideas? - Mood:Good
Monday November 10 20035:41:11 PM |
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Try to scare me. - Mood:Good
Monday November 10 20034:29:15 PM |
tell me what possible bad things could happen to me if i don't write this research paper for english.
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are there ANY broadway people out there? or just someone who wants to help me? - Mood:Good
Monday November 10 20034:23:02 PM |
i need to know broadway musicals that have had to change a line or word or soemthing for when it went on tour for some reason or another. i need any changes in broadway plays, the play and the change made, a difference in the tour version and the on broadway new york thing version.
please? help?
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*cough cough go in the chat cough* - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 20034:05:35 PM |
:)
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does it make you mad to find yourself alone?..i bet it hurts you bad to see the strength that i have shown, when you answer the door pick up the phone you won`t find me cuz i`m not coming home - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 20033:45:51 PM |
hush, i'm making enough journals to last the week
i feel like poo. its not fun. i think its payback for not doing my paper.
this is a good cd
someone heal my stomach
school is going to be hell tomorrow
i'm still trying to figure out how to get alcohol. its not working well
damn. presnt time. grandpas bd.
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i think i`m dying - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 20033:03:52 PM |
ow. so anyway, what would you say at my funeral?
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Name that guy! - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 20032:10:39 PM |
help. who are all these people

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2

3

4

5

6

i have to start naming files better other than "hotguy1" and "dude3"

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Its all about the pussy - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 20031:06:36 PM |
I hate guys. not all guys, just guys in general. its like saying 'fish have fins'. not all fish have fins, there are excepts. but as an overall fact, fish have fins. and guys and me don't mix.

<-- downloading maroon 5. i LOVE harder to breathe and it just occured to me "hey! why not download some other songs?"
i hate being haunted by something. it just sucks.
family is coming over today i hate when the family comes over.
YAY!!!!!!! my rent necklace came! 20$ dollars for that freakin thing but yayyyy!!!!!!

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Your arms ‘round my body like two human bandages, and they’re healing my spirit, are they sending me messages? - Mood:Good
Sunday November 09 200310:18:39 AM |
You are not lost, you are not wrong
You are not that which you most fear
Tell your demons to disperse
They are not welcome here
And if I miss you
And if we falter
We will rendezvous
Under the water

little matt caplan in the morning

i feel like crap. not complete crap, but crap. i never wrote my paper. i'm not going to. i'm stupid. i have to takea shower. i will wehn i' more awake so i don't fall over in there.
likng someone you've never met and is very very far away is bad.
also liking someone whos close but not really close and has a gf is bad. i wish he'd call me.
*goes back to sleep til next friday*

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from what i`ve seen you`re just one more hand me down, cuz no ones tried to give you what you need, so lay all your troubles down, i am with you now - Mood:Good
Saturday November 08 20036:51:34 PM |
everybody loves you when your easy, everybody hates when your a bore. everybody loves you when your happy. everyone runs away when you are not.

so. making mint chip ice cream. yummy. does anyone wanna do something? game wise? chat-wise? i wanna call somone. but i have to wait til after 11pm. i wanna go somewhere but theres no where to go game? yahoo? trivia? i'm bored and avoiding my paper. help me out.

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Someone motivate me - Mood:Good
Saturday November 08 20033:03:15 PM |
i have a 8 papser research papaer due momnday. and i haven't even started it yet. i'm screwed
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woke up.. back down to earth.. damn.. - Mood:Good
Saturday November 08 20039:54:50 AM |
i can't believe he gave me his phone number. the guy i've liked for 5 years. now he goes to a diff college than me though not that far away. he imed me yesterday (he never IMs me.. never) becuase- well. here: (yes i know i'm a dork)
LikenARazor (1:16:29 AM): share!

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Auto response from xlTickleMeEMOlx (1:16:29 AM): Drinking... And porn... Yup...
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xTickleMeEMOx: lol
xTickleMeEMOx: the porn or the booze?
LikenARazor: mmmmm i was thinking booze but now that i think about it, both
xTickleMeEMOx: hahaha, nice
xTickleMeEMOx: or i could give you rum and you could make out with me, lol
LikenARazor: that would work
xTickleMeEMOx: did you have a crush on me in the past, nicole?
LikenARazor: am i that obvious? why?
xTickleMeEMOx: lol, well, i always wondered...i'm drunk, what can i say?

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Just.. don`t. don`t say a thing, don`t read it, its long anyhow. i don`t need your.. input. but i need it out of me. so please just..don`t. - Mood:Good
Friday November 07 200310:05:51 PM |
so.. i was stupid. we'll start with wednesday. i went outside around 10:30. stand on a rock in the back. ate lunch. sang and looked like a dork. (i was alone..mostly). then i went into the woods but the damn snakes were freaking me out so i came back out and found my way to the wall we had to teamwork climb in class. i climbed up that thing to the platform thats about 1 1'2 feet wide and 8ish feet across. i sat up there trying to do hoemwork but not really. i was just so.. gone. i was tryin not to go nuts. then. at 12:30 the wednesday adventure bound class came (i'm in the friday one). the white truck. its very secluded back there. i was watching and listening but i couldn't see much an could hear even less. i cut myself. on the shoulderish. shaaaaaaaarp blade. deeper than i usually go. i meant to. i tried to read my hoemwork again. then i got a 'brilliant idea'. at least in my psychotic state it was brilliant at the time.
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Sorry for all the journals but i need somewhere to write all my bizarre useless thoughts. - Mood:Good
Friday November 07 20034:57:30 PM |
like: i wish i could carry a ice cream maker around with me everywhere to drown everyone talking to be out.

i have this cell phone but only have one person i call on it. literally. well, not counting my mom. two people. ugh. mom and noel. i don't like calling my mom and i would think noel is getting sick of seeing i called every hour

i am the WORST procrastinaor in the world. i waited til the last second to do this researh paper. and STILL am not doing it.

*note to self: writing on cars with blood is not kosher*

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