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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
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Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
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Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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I leave my fate up to you people. how stupid is that. but maybe if you tell me to i`d have no choice and can`t change my mind. and if you tell me not to you can save me from making a mistake. up to you. - Mood:Good
Friday November 21 20038:08:18 PM |
to call him or not to call him. i am going to foolishly leave it up to you people.

he gave me his phone number. but he was drunk and doesn't remember. he has a girlfriend. i don't wnat to be his girlfriend, just a friend. should i call him? he's never really talked to me. but he does respond when i talk to him and has never told me to frick off or anything. i am desparately bored (as you can see). but. i've never actually talked to him beofre. like. purposely. we chatted sometimes in the hallways in school. when we were stuck together, in a group project or whatnot. he gave me a hug everytime he saw me. but hes a huggy kinda guy. so. should i call him or would he be wishing a dagger would fall into his chest as he talked to me just to get off the phone?

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Don`t throw yourself like that, In front of me, I kissed your mouth your back, Is that all you need, Don`t drag my love around, volcanoes melt me down - Mood:Good
Friday November 21 20036:44:22 PM |
This thread is to announce... my wonderful new avatar!! yes this one of a kind avy is " a few of my favorite things" that i just wasted 45 mins of my life making. so look. and you better like it, goddamnit.
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So i taught gym class today. and sucked beyond belief. i sucked so much i`m surprised the oceans are still there. ok that was lame. but its me. - Mood:Good
Friday November 21 20032:06:54 PM |
it was so bad. but i got a 9 out of 10 maybe the teacher wasn't watching.
you know how someone grabbed your arms? like.. they.. well grab your shoulder arm thing and like shake you? it is SUCH karma when someone does that and it hurts like hell but you can't scream or say ow or let on at all because you did it to yourself. irony is wonderful. but painful.

hm. i realized today how much i am missing out on by being not social. i need some friends. i'm not picky. any friend will do. thats in the flesh, not virtul. i have lots of good ones of those but i need some real life friends. and it sucks. becuase i do NOT make/keep friends very easily.

Joe gave me his phone number. but he was drunk and doesn't remember. but i'm going to call it anyway and surprise the hell out of him. haha.

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yesterday.. all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as thought they`re here to stay, oh i believe in yesterday - Mood:Good
Thursday November 20 20038:32:52 PM |
why is there cold. really, why? what is the use for snow? what is the use of it getting cold? NONE. no use at all.
so.. i had a brilliant revelation when i was brushing my teeth. but by this time completely forgot it.
i can't believe they killed off romano!!! thats just wrong. why do they keep killing off the people who make the show.
i have to teach class tomorrow i'm scared out of my frickin mind. lets just hope i don't start crying
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I need movie quotes! - Mood:Good
Thursday November 20 20031:57:33 PM |
READ BEFORE YOU POST. i need famous movie quotes that EVERYONE knows. or at least majority does. the kind of quote that you know without seeing the movie "life is like a box of chocolates" and such. AND it has to be short. but not too short. like 5-8 words. all depends how big the wpords are, i have to separate them exactlyish on index cards.

famous quotes, shortish, that everyone knows. HELP

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someone put me out of my misery. - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 19 20039:30:01 PM |
its 12:23. i have to get up for school tomorrow. why am i not sleeping? i don't know. i have alot of things on my mind that i'm tryin to put out of my mind. so, you'd think sleep would be a good option. but apparently not. i am scared out of my mind about several things. sleep would make morning come. and i don't want morning to come. i want to cry. why? i won't. even when i want to i can't, i think i'm incapable of crying. i have no reason to anyway. maybe i should watch a sadmovie so i have no choice but to cry HA HA!.. yea. or not. i just wanna curl upin the featl position and rock back and forth. or maybe lie in the fetal position. yea. and be alone. usually i want comfort someone to offer deliverence from that. but i want to stay in my fetal position with no one but myself to keep me company.
nicole go to sleep. (no)
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someones spittin blood face down in the dirt, someone thinking about a gun to try and stop the hurt, someone drew conclusions on the wall of destiny, someones getting louder, and that someone, would be, me - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 19 20035:53:42 PM |
why is life so complicated. why can't it just.. be. why is everything so hard? why can't i be who i want to be? if i did something a different way would it make all that much difference? wouldn't it just all even out in the long run of good and bad? what the hell does it matter? what is the use of anything? why is life so complicated? whats wrong with simple? life can be good simple. probably better. why must people need other people? nothing good comes from that. nothing. it ends up bad. everything ends up bad.
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Help me think up a phrase PLEASE! - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 19 20032:42:25 PM |
for my adventure bound class. i have to teach it and i have them doing a scavenger hunt and they have 6 clues hidden all around the room leading to each other and with the clues i have piece s of cardboard that when you put them all togteher form a phrase. i have one:
"adventure bound rocks my socks!"
yes it corny but it works. what else? has to fit on 6 pieces of cardboard that are like index card size.
each team has to to shout out their phrase to win. i need two more help
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There`s another world inside of me that you may never see, there are secrets in this life that i can`t hide, somewhere in this darkness theres a light that i can`t find, maybe its too far away, or maybe i`m just blind. - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 19 200310:46:40 AM |
my aunt is dying i don't know her very well so my dad brrrowed my cell phone. i don't know him very well either. but i feel naked without my cell phone. and i feel sorry for anyone who tries to call me especially guys
i have soooooooo much stuff i should be doing.. but most of it depends on other stuff i have to do first and i can't do that yet.
my dog is evil. she has gotten into something every signle night. usually its my purse, i stuck that in a drawer and now its something different she destroys every single frickin night. then in the norning i have to clean up poo and the pieces of whatever she ruined. why do we have this dog again? oh that right. cuz before she was destroying things she was sleeping on my bed and being sweet.
i have a twin size bed i think. its small. very small. and i had two labradors and me on that thing. i was very squished.

ok so, onto the important stuff: ramen noodles, easy mac or chicken and gravy over noodles for lunch?

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i have two questions. and they get their own separate journal! how cool is that. very. yea.. - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 19 200310:23:48 AM |
1. When are you considered an adult?

2. When are you past being grounded? is it an age thing? maturity thng? moving out of the house thing? and if it is a moving out of the ouse thing, can you be 40 live at home and still get grounded? who decides? is it all your parents? what if they think they can still ground you when your 30? what are your opinions on when you are pasted grounding age?

gotta love the smell of research in the mrning.

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Don`t ask. but say i wanted to come across drunk online. how would i do it? - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 18 20038:23:42 PM |
if i wanted to seem like i was drunk. online. how.. would i? type funky, i pretty much do that now sober what else?
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Who else wants to help me? - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 18 20032:08:01 PM |
The internet does not like me today. i have been looking but can not find this. and it has to be SOMEWHERE.

i need a synopsis of the play Metamorphosis. help

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Someone hand me a kleenex AKA answer these 2 questions for me - Mood:Good
Monday November 17 20032:02:23 PM |
I was gonna make this two separate entries but they have a correlation so i'm smooshing them together.
i just watched dead poets society. that movie makes me cry EVERYTIME. and usually in 4 different parts. so my questions:

Who was your favorite teacher and what made them your favorite?

Who was the best teacher you ever had? not your favorite, the best teacher, best at teaching, most effective teacher yada yada.

haha i had those two questions planned for a journal before i watched the movie but they just fit so well.

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i want you to trouble me, i wanted you to linger, i want you to agree with me, i want so much so bad - Mood:Good
Monday November 17 200310:07:32 AM |
good morning. i listened to matchbox 20 while sleeping on a bench in school and i just wanna go hug rob thomas though i hate his name

i'm ignoring responsibilties, what are you doing right now?

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Look at me now, Just sittin here by myself, And I think you found someone else, No more have to find, A way to put the bottle down, And why can’t you see, That I’m drowning in a puddle of misery - Mood:Good
Sunday November 16 20033:02:53 PM |
My last journal of the 'weekend' going home in about an hour.. then the week begins again. *swears*

sister's birthday. shes opening presents right now. i have a survey to go do bah
*sticks tongue out at everyone*

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christmas bells are ringing, christmas bells are ringing, christmas bells are ringing, out of town. santa fe. - Mood:Good
Sunday November 16 20031:34:11 PM |
so i need yalls help. what else should i put on my christmas list?
and what should i get for people who are impossible to buy for?
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why are all f tori amos video freaky as hell? - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 200311:15:04 PM |
each one is freakier than the next

i should be in bed

who wants to come?

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someone call me - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 200310:25:04 PM |
if i've talked to you before. i'm not in a new person mood.

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i have the TTOTM munchies - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 20038:25:51 PM |
it sucks. *forces a grin* but i'm not pregnant oh frick it that doesn't work. (if you didn't read an earlier journal that doesn't make sense )

do they have a L&O:SVU box set season 1,2,3... thing? i want it if they do. hmmmmmmm. i'm obsessed. SO obsessed. i LOVE SVU. and i love usa channle ow for running so many of them i keep missin them though

damn munchies

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According to suggestions i`m supposed to warn you so you know not to entry this entry. so.. WARNING - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 20037:09:28 PM |
Don't sceam
How could you think this hurts
You know it feels good
I'm doing you good
You can't do any better, enjoy it while you have it
I'm making use of a useless girl
You could be good at something
Pleasing me
I have you, you can't fight me, i'm stronger, i will always be stronger
You can't resist, i can't resist
You know you want it
Why are you crying?
You said you wanted to be good for soemthing
Shut up, they'll think i'm doing something wrong
You wanted me, i gave you me
You won't remember
But i will
__

sleep, and live in dreams
dream, and live in fear
fear my emptiness will overtake me
overtake me please
__

Penetrate me
Through my skin, through the layeys i use to keep cold out
Take me over
Lay over me
I rest in you
I lay back into you
You comfort me
I smile in your presense
Your warmth
__

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yes grandma. i used ground up maple cookies to make those maple cookies. - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 20033:10:47 PM |
"whatd you make these cookies out of? did you ground up maple cookies?" "umm.. no.. i made them from scratch.."
odd. the only bad thing about chritsmas. i am not allowed to buy anyhting for myself from mid novermber until after christmas. i want these two cds. but have to waiiiit.. OH and what really bugs me is that i go to buy a cd my grandma stops me and tells me to wait til after chritsmas cuz 'she might buy it for me' then i don't get it and have to go back out after christmas and get it, 3 weeks later. OH and another thing they expect me to make a list because 'they don't know what to get for me'. BUT when i ask THEm to make a list of things they want they won't bahhhhhhhhhh

my grandma is annoying me 5 more hours til she goes to bed, 5 more hours til she goes to bed.. bah, maybe i'll play a game with her so she can't bitch at me.

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my grandpa makes tuna fish with barbeque sauce. - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 20031:06:41 PM |
ew. just thought i'd share
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WOOOOOHOOOO! I`M NOT PREGNANT! - Mood:Good
Saturday November 15 20039:53:16 AM |
not that there was a chance i was. i just figured i'd try to celebrate and be happy about getting my period instead of my usual cussing and complaining. hm. didn't work.
i ate so much yesterday that today, 12 hrs later, i'm still full. hm. dance class. blahhhhhhhhhhh i'm tired. weekends aren't long enough. its saturday already.
owwwwwwwwwwwww
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why do people of the same age as who they are talking to call them `kiddo`? - Mood:Good
Friday November 14 200310:52:45 PM |
we are both 18. hmph. hon, ok fine, that makes sense i suppose. sweetie, yea ok, creepy but i can see that too. but kiddo? come ON. hes 18. i'm 18. we don't know each other that well but know who each other are. so its not a friends thing.
kiddo.. hmpppphhhhh
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Its scary in hot topic - Mood:Good
Friday November 14 20035:13:25 PM |
i looooooooove the stuff in there but the people (and some of the stuff) kinda scare me. i'm not 'hardcore punk' so they look at me all weird. one girl behind me said ' i hate how punk is trendy among preps now' i don't think she was talking about me. but still i asked for a hot topic gift card for my birthday and my sister gave me one so i went a-shopping. (a-shopping being cooler than just shopping). i picked up a tank-topish thing that says "you thought you were weird until you met me'. the card was for 20$ the shirt was 20.. i was happy and not over my speneign limit.. until i saw a shirt that had the phrase i have been saying since i was 10. "it is better to keep your mouth shut and appear stupid than to open it and remove all doubt".
however they didn't have t in my size.. well they didn't have it in anything smaller than XXL.. and i am quite small.. very in fact. so i didn't get it. and stayed in my spending limit
(cont)
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