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Female, 35 years old
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i won`t have to anymore jon groff
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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who has a knife? - Mood:Good
Saturday January 31 20041:55:28 PM |
Damn theres alot of tension over here. everyone snapping at everyone else. and for no reason. i don't know how it started. but its a domino effect thing. the snappee then in turn snaps back then THEY snap at people. so the house is full of turtles now, everyone being touchy and slamming doors and cabinets.. for no reason. its always been like that over here. but once you're here you get used to it, know its there, but are used to it. so i moved away, and now i'm back again and damnnnnnnnnnn. whats with all the tension? WHY must it be there? can we all just like each other for once? why can't we all just get along? if i put my shoes on the bed, i'm sorry, but you don't have to ignore me and slam things for hours afterwards.
Our poor cabinets.

*end petty rant*

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I have a quest for yall - Mood:Good
Saturday January 31 20041:09:21 PM |
Someone find me a nice big picture of the cast of queer as folk, please? i'm having a hard time. i found one. but i don't like it
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I was so high i did not recognize the fire burning in her eyes, the chaos that controlled my mind, whispered goodbye and she got on a plane, never to return again, but always in my heart - Mood:Good
Friday January 30 20044:56:25 PM |
Oh! this love has taken its toll on m-... .... eh..anwyays

Anyone wanna play a Yahoo game with me? pleeeeeeeeeasssseeeeeeeee?

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"Hey.. i like your Cow. It`s hot." - Mood:Good
Friday January 30 20042:49:04 PM |
Yoga class. very boring. and i keep getting yelled at. but there is one position called Cow that is my favorite. cuz first this hot girl was in front of me when we did it (i swear she had the worlds perfect ass), then the next day this hot guy was in front of me.

if you dunno this is cow:
you sink your spine down and stick out your ass.

so i kept getting yelled at because my back is screwy so i can't lay flat on my back becuase it kills. she was telling us throughout the wholllllle class that if any position is uncomfortable to use one of our props (a blanket, a wooden block and a belt) to make it comfrtable. well, when we were on our backs i was in pain so i stick the blanket under my back and that was better and she came over and sntahced it out from under me bitch. would you rather i scream in pain for ten minutes which is how long we held that pose for? bah
aw.. i used up all my space for yoga. well. (co

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I think i`m gonna cry - Mood:Good
Thursday January 29 20048:20:50 PM |
little things upset me

i have a plantars wart. and it hurts. and its ugly and i want it to go awayyyyyyy. i have compound W and am not sure how to use it. i can't freaking walk let alone dance its ridiculous. its been there for a freakin year.
*cries on someone*

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The word `be` is highly abused. - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 28 20047:56:24 PM |
Why do people insist on placing be after i? I hear it all the time when walking down the hallways. How did they get to college saying 'i be gettin paid tomorrow'? i don't get it.

*yawns* goodnight.

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Today sucks. but don`t worry, in an hour or so everything will be rainbows and butterflies again. - Mood:Good
Sunday January 25 200411:09:32 AM |
There is nothing on tv so i come online. onlineness is boring. so i'm stumped. i already read the books i brought over. i'm bored. and i don't like it. and i got back from sleeping for 8 hrs to no messages on my away message and no e-mail no oice mail.
and where the hell did my friends go? everyone i used to talk to is gone. 2 of them are permantently away and the others just don't get on. what happened to everyone i talk to? i have no active PMs anymore. did i change? did i stop trying? did people get sick of me? where did all the nice people go.
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Burn me deep, be my fingers, please take away, this feeling that lingers, watch me fall, watch me sink, i can`t breathe, i can`t think, i`ll soon be drowning in maroon, but you could press your hand against my wound, i`ll go peacefully i swear.. - Mood:Good
Saturday January 24 20048:21:12 PM |
..maybe its not enough, not enough your care.

I hate this feeling.

This is now my bitchy emo ranting journal.

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I`m getting sick of yall without actually knowing you - Mood:Good
Saturday January 24 20044:44:58 PM |

i made cannolissssssssssssssssssss. you know you want some. they aren't quite done yet though.. the filling is cooling.

i love you but i am damn sick of you.

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I LOVE NOEL! - Mood:Happy
Saturday January 24 20049:39:51 AM |
ahhhh i love everyone. i'm in a very loving mood today. that happens when people post comments on my lj. (it never happens) and they were wonderful comments!!

and i got a cool ass notebook from noel confused my grandpa though
"he spent 4$ shipping to send a NOTEBOOK?"
he always calls me nicolly. i think he reads nicole as nicolly cuz otherwise i'm nicole.. odd. but yay!!!!

lets see if i can go two days without buying something. oh! and pictures of my cool stocking things to come

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I have to move :-( / How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace, and i stand here taking every breathe with you, ooo, you`re the only one who really knew me at all. - Mood:Good
Friday January 23 20045:52:13 PM |
friday journal-whorish. sorry.

i have to move! i live on YT and school starts monday. i will have no time for YT. try not to forget me

i'm eating popcorn swimming in butter. i can feel my arteries clogging.

i need a job. i'm too expensive.

i missed road runner *hugs computer*

ok. all future ramblings will be kept to this thread, i promise

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i went shopppppppppppppppppppppping! - Mood:Happy
Friday January 23 20044:49:23 PM |


and bought that. originally 50$. i got it for 20$ make-up kit.

i bought colorful tights. they look like knee socks. but they are tights. cool. i got two cds, many moore's Coverage which.. meh and jason mraz's.. soemthing. i went on a shopping spree

OH! and i need you peoples help. i have 65$ that i can spend. do i buy:

1. shelves for my room so i can actually walk across it without tripping over stuff (50$)

2. CBGB shirt and pants (i soooooo want them. the pants are soo cute ) (62$)

3. a cute skirt at H&M. (25$)

4. number 3 and/or save the rest/it all for something else.

pictures of stuff to come

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Its hard to speak truth with you watching me. - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 21 200411:41:59 PM |
tighten your grip on me, i want to feel your nails dig in. grab my wrists like you've always done, hold them up my face as i brace against them. both our teeth are clenched. i'm breathing hard. you smile. i don't. i close my eyes, lean back my head. you demonstrate the control you have, twist my arms around. i sink into its familiarity and know what to do. you smile wider and linger for a moment, but not too long. you're always perfect. i count on your breath to remind me to take mine. i gasp in learned silence. you enjoy it. i'm stoic, you enjoy that too. where i go i don't know. into me. no, thats where you are. i see her face. she begs me to join her. but you are done. you'll be back. i'll be good. i know what you want. why do you want it delivered by me? i'm broken. i'll break it. you broke me.
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I woke up terrified. i felt like i was 5. - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 21 200411:04:28 AM |
so i was happily dreaming and sleeping away when my space heater fell, and it woke me up but not all the way, i was half in dream-land and half awake and i thought 'aww man i gotta pick up my heater, i can't just leave it there', so i woke myself up more, opened my eyes.. and saw a girl floating above me, half smiling, just looking down on me.. she looked like she was in PJs, white with some kind of things on it, dinosaurs or cupcakes, just something colorful throughout it. she was parallel to me, and i gasped really loud, terrified, and she disappaeared. i am blind without my glasses and there are so many shadows in my room and crap in there that i was scared stiff. i am such a baby. the thingis, i was awake when i opened my eyes. its not like one of thosething where you open your eyes and you think you're awake but you're really still dreaming, then you open your eyes for real. my eyes were open. unless i was still in dream-land when i woke up.
either way, it was frightening.
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I got my feet on the ground and i don`t go to sleep to dream. (yt dreams) - Mood:Good
Monday January 19 200410:51:12 AM |
I had many any dreams last night.

one, i had a dream that an_art_fag was taking pictures of low alexander and a yt guy.. but he was holding her upside down by her ankles odd

then i had a dream that yt was possessed by something and taken over by soemthing so we all had to change our sns so it wouldn't take us over too. well i woke up.. and all the furnature was taking to me. clocks. stuffed animals. so i ptched the idea to gram for.. soemthing that was only supposed to happen if we got taken over. then i wanted it to go away so i went back to bed then woke up again and the cabinet asked if my power was gone then the teddy bear went after me and i woke up terrifed

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joy, pain, sunshine, rain. - Mood:Good
Sunday January 18 20049:38:40 AM |
ugggggggggggh mmph bada ehsa uh.

i hate my stomach.

and i havea dance solo to do in 1 hour.

and i feel like crap.

*snarls at everyone *

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I am going to strangle my sister. - Mood:Good
Saturday January 17 20041:57:39 PM |
my sister informed me that she is going to catch a ride with me this semester to college. ok. we scehduled our schedules together so they would fit.. we did that a month ago. she we were finalizing our schedule a couple days ago and discovered that she wants to work from 7-12 then has a class at 1. thats nice but i have a class at 12, so she can't work til 12. she insists she has to work til 12. thats nice but i have a class at 12. i CANNOT change my class, i looked theres no other class times available. UAGHHH she is driving me nuts.
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Take me, take me, take me ohhhhh, take me, take me ohhh, today for you tomorrow for me, today me tomorrow you tomorrow you love, you love you love i love you i love you ohhhhhhhhhhh, take me take me i love you - Mood:Good
Friday January 16 20048:03:41 PM |
Someone do something with me. Gin. Pool. Chat. throw pickles at me. i don't care. someethinggggggg
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I`m going to die at any second - Mood:Good
Thursday January 15 20044:31:20 PM |
So who wants what of mine?
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tonight you`re gonna go down in flames, just like jesse james - Mood:Good
Thursday January 15 200412:12:28 PM |
i had a dream i was taking a YT quiz. and i woke up very anxious. i didn't like it. not that i was anxious from the quiz. i had this weird weird dream.. *shudders*

i have the house to myself what should i do?

i need some music to download too.

i wanna walk somewhere but they (weather people)said my face would freeze after 30 mins outside. whie that could be fun it sounds painful. bah.

i iced animal crackers

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pain pain pain pain pain - Mood:Good
Thursday January 15 200412:18:44 AM |
sorry, i was gonna make a ctachy/ song lyric title but i just kicked the side of my toe into the sharp edged corner of the desk. so thats all i could come uup with.

i only have one more week of freedom i don't wannnnnnnnnnna go back to schoooooool. i wanna go back to high school.

my toe still hurts.

i'm freezing. i always post that. but its true. i am constantly freezing.

i noticed i constantly bounce my leg/foot/something up and down really fast. allllll the time. there is always some part of my body moving in a spastic nature. odd.

i missed maroon 5 on conan i alllllways watch conan. thats not fair.

i am so hooked on queer as folk its not even funny.

i realized he doesn't give a frick about me. well, i've always known that. but now i have evidence. and it sucks. liking people can not lead to anything good.

my toe feels better now though.

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FOR GODSAKES HELP ME - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 14 20047:39:07 PM |
i have the opportunity ot perform a solo in a dnace thing sunday but i have NOTHING prepared, i was thinking of doing some sort of improv. anyways.

i need a song to dance to. any suggestions? gimme anything you got. has to be DANCEABLE. but not too pop-ish if you can help it.

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What the hell is wrong with my bladder? - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 14 20044:21:06 PM |
i have to pee like every 20 minutes. its annoying. *stops drinking things*

i have nothing to do tonight suggestions? ( i can't go anywhere)

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Please keep me in this state, please keep me purgatorying, please rock me back to sleep, this love is more than i have bargained for, i`ll be damned if i`m to wake, this is far more than i`m equipped for - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 14 200412:19:31 AM |
my eyes hurt.

my back itches. i think its my shirt.

i should go to bed.

my teeth hurt. my front bottom teeth. odd.

i think i'm gonna sit on the floor and rock back and forth again tonight. its nice. i need a rocking chair.

my mother's having the surgery tomorrow. so my mom (obviously) and my grandma are going to be gone all day. then my grandma might stay over there or my mom might come over here, all depends.

i forgot how good this song is.

someone remind me to get a money order tomorrow.

oh! i just realized i have to cook dinner tomorrow yayyyyy i get to make my speciality.

i should take my cd out of the player

OH! i have to change the batteries in that thing..

15 minutes have gone by and i still should go to bed.

i finally saw the newest episode of sex and the city. i can't believe i missed it sunday. i missed the last friends too.i was supposed to go dancing today. i got lazy. i should stop cancelling plans becuase i'm lazy

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Quote of the day: "Stop playing with your tit and shampoo your hair." - Mood:Good
Tuesday January 13 20042:01:10 PM |
Quote of the day: "Stop playing with your tit and shampoo your hair."

i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing. maroon 5 is gonna be on trl! while i hate trl i am perfectly willing to watch it to see maroon 5 YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

i hate being cold and i am forever cold during the winter. and my hair is wet. so i'm even more freezing.

i better go set up my tape

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