Community moderated site where you can make quizzes and personality tests, ask and answer questions, create profiles, journals, forums and more. Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
Questions
Quizzes
Articles
My Journal
Forums
NicolesLove Home | Activity | Buddies | Journal | Photos | Questions | Jokes | Movies | Links | Quizzes | Articles Want to create your own profile?  
Become a Member!  
Female, 35 years old
ny, Western US

  Offline - Last On: 272days 11 hours ago

18 Buddies
28 Subscribers
43,214 Profile Views
52,540 Posts | Member Since: 7/25/2002
Link to this profile:

i won`t have to anymore jon groff
NicolesLove


Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
Theme 'evanescence2' created by NicolesLove
Active Journal Entries | Archived Journal Entries

Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 Next >   
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, shake it dude! - Mood:Good
Saturday February 21 200412:00:16 AM |
What exactly are you doing right this minute. name all your multitaskingness things.

on a side note i just found a red hair draped across the keyboard i'm all freaked out thinking 'who has red hair and has been using the computer?' before i realized its mine. i never knew my hair was so red.
why is no one ever online when i need them. why is there no one ever. people weren't meant to interact. or at least i wasn't. i have been everything and never been wanted as any of them. bah bah bah. mindless 3am rambligs.

so answer my question from up there^^ whatcha doin?

There are 16 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

So i was in the shower. and was all irritated cuz i couldn`t find the shaving gel. well not really irritated. more like baffled. i was baffled becuase i couldnt find the shaving gel. well. i didn`t look very hard. but still. so, where was it? it was - Mood:Good
Friday February 20 20045:13:15 PM |
i was using it as a microphone. i realized this only AFTER i got out of the shower. anyways.

my shirt smells like pizza. why? i have no idea. its new. i've only been wearing it for about 4-5 hours. and did i have pizza? no.

i hate when my toes are all wrinkly and just ew from being in water. i hate feet. especially mine. i have these cramps in the top of them all the time i have a wart on one i have a blister on the other and a variety of cuts on top of my left one that i have no idea what they are from. odd.

so. 2 more days til school again. BAH. i HATE school i got so much done this week not having to go. and i have homework i haven't done yet. an essay. and reading. and whatnot.

doot doot.

There are 6 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I hate not liking people. it irrates me. then i have both the person directly irrating me and indirectly irrating me then i hate them more which makes me feel guilty and i start to resent them and get buried in guilt and irration. Thus... - Mood:Good
Thursday February 19 20049:34:46 PM |
Thus why i try my damn hardest not to hate people. but some people just slip past. and this tape on my wrist is buggin the poo out of me.
i have concluded that no one is real. no one can look outside of their personal box. including me. i'm afraid to. what if i ruin your personal box.
i figured out how to copy cds onto my computer. yay. now i won't be songless.
i made dinner. it was actually good. chicken en papiliote or whatever butterfly is in french.
i cut my finger though. cleaning my kinfe. i hate cuts on the tip of ya finger.
i'm an ebay junkie. i bought maroon 5 buttons. hopefully. that bitch better not outbid me. actually i don't care. i'll just find something else useless to buy.
to eve, to eve. i don't like it. but its truth. how can you change truth to make it sound better. it wouldn't be truth anymore. i hate reliving it. no. i don't mind reliving it. i hate watching other people live it through it, to eve.
i haven't spoken truth like that in awhile.
There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Can you find whats wrong with this? *WARNING* the dreaded P word found in here... - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 18 20046:22:13 PM |
POETRY! UAGH!
anyways, 2 of them. well the seconds more like just prose. so, constructive criticism welcome:
I wanted to be hugged
I want to be hugged like you hugged her
Like you comforted her
When she revealed to you
I want to reveal to you
But I have nothing to reveal
I have nothing to say to make you hug me
I want to be hugged
So much so that I would even think
Of wanting her burdens on me
I am not damaged so i can't be hugged
i wasn't violated so you can't see me
My truth isn't good enough for you
My truth holds no secrets
My truth doesn't interest you
You say it's not their fault
It will be my fault
Because right now, as you hugged her
I wished for it.
I wished for it so you would hug me
Why can't hugs be free
Why can't i look down
And be proud of my purity
I have nothing to give
Nothing to belong to
Nothing to fight for
Nothing to be comforted from
Nothing that deserves a hug

and #2:


There are 16 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

got a natural ability to give the freestyle look at my flexibility, dangerous at the mic, my ghetto hat`s cocked right, the ladies say, "yo, that kid is crazy", the backstage betties taking more than they can get, they say, "whats up w - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 18 20044:56:57 PM |
hey hey hey hey

someone pleeeeeeeeeease do me a favor and send me a song through AIM? please? pleeeease? nickelback - never again
*puppy dog eyes*
i will love you forever

i my theme

i need showtime

There are 14 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

my last post for a week. maybe. all depends if my computer at home likes me or not. - Mood:Good
Tuesday February 17 200411:50:19 AM |
so why not use it to shamelessly promote my new theme. look at my new theme! go! look! now!
i'll wait
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
i hate writing thank you cards.
There are 17 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

He`s drunk again, it`s time to fight, She must have done something wrong tonight, The living room becomes a boxing ring, It`s time to run when you see him, Clenching his hands, She`s just a woman, Never Again - Mood:Good
Tuesday February 17 200412:21:01 AM |
Been there before, but not like this
Seen it before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again


augh making a journal early in the morning/late in the night. journal suicide. no ones on. or if people are they don't like to comment on journals. oh well.
i want a room in the house. a little room. with a door that blends into the wall so you can't see it. just slip inside. as the world goes on outside. sound proof too. i don't want to hear anything. i don't want anything to hear me. maybe like yoga music be playing. i can just sink into it and nothing else is real. the world outside doesn't exist in there. its just me and my yoga music and no sounds no footsteps complete isolation.
maybe i shouldn't. i'd never come out. well i would. when the house was empty.

There are 7 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I think i broke my toe. - Mood:Good
Monday February 16 20045:51:24 PM |
well not really. but i did something to it. i can't walk on it without screaming in pain and i can't bend it. i did it in dance class whatever it is. its obviously not broken or i would be fainted on the floor but it fricking hurts and i can't walk *stomps feet*
actually stomping my feet isnt a good idea..
*stomps fists*

making cookies. watching a movie. wee
i am getting so fat.

There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

The wall plaster is in little dessert dishes in the fridge. my grandpa will eat anything. - Mood:Good
Monday February 16 200410:53:32 AM |
so its not really wall plaster, thats just what i nicknamed the filling i made yesterday that tastes just like it. so i stuck the whole bowl in the fridge just cuz it was midnight and i'd deal with it tomorrow but now its in little dessert dishes. ew. it is beyond nasty. but whatever

What can u do to egg whites to make them taste good? put something on it? these things are boring. the recipe i made yesterday called for 4 egg yolks and i hateto waste the whites so i cooked em and now i'm eating eggw hites for breakfast. but they are boring.
not as bad as the wall plaster though.

There are 3 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I like your pants around your feet, i like the dirt thats on your knees, i like the way you still say please, while you`re looking up at me, you`re like my favorite damn disease - Mood:Good
Sunday February 15 20049:23:16 PM |
What do your pants look like? that you're wearing right now. pictures would be nice. if not, describe.

now thats boredom.

There are 19 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

HELP! i need somebody HELP not just anybody HElP you know i need someone hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllp me out please. help me find a recipe - Mood:Good
Sunday February 15 20045:26:47 PM |
So. i need a recipe for cannoli cream. NOT the cheese kind, the vanilla cream kind. if the recipe has riccotta cheese or any other kind of cheese i can't use it.

please help. vanilla cream filling for cannolis.

There are 15 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

i don`t wanna be anything other than what i`ve been trying to be lately, all i have to think of me and i have peace of mind, i`m tired of lookin round rooms wondering what i gotta do or who I`m supposed to be, i don`t wanna be anything other than me - Mood:Good
Sunday February 15 200410:30:40 AM |
they are trying to make me fat. i'm trying to get in shape. i've gained a buncha weight and i'm tryin to get it off. then they go off and buy a dozen krispy kremes. thats not nice.

i put too much pepper on my sandwich

There are 15 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

i want a hug so bad - Mood:Good
Saturday February 14 200411:10:12 PM |
whats the best way to make yourself disappear?
There are 19 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

someone help - Mood:Good
Saturday February 14 20045:58:23 PM |
can i send a pic to someone over aim or whatnot so i can resave it and use it as a avy? please? pretty please? my aim name is crazypoundpupp
There are 18 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

My hands have blood red stains all over them. that poo is hard to get off. - Mood:Good
Saturday February 14 20044:15:54 PM |
at least i'm festive. or my hands are anyways.

so i send my mom off to buy the new melissa etheridge on her lunch hour since she works at the mall and i'm never there. i get waken up by my aunt saying marianne burned the new melissa cd for me and she hands it to me. so i'm like oh no i have to call mom! so i call mom and just JUST bought it so i'm like well can you go back and exchange it for another cd? (i couldn't decide whether to get gavin degraw or melissa before so i asked her to exchange it for the gavin cd). she went back and they don't have the gavin cd. so i asked her to return it for a gift card or store credit or whatnot. and she wouldn't. she said if i want to exchange it i have to. thats nice, i get to the mall once every 4 months. so now i have two melissa cds. and no gavin

at the moment i am making a lyric book for the cd

There are 23 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Please Contribute to the Nicole Fund/ i don`t wanna be anything other than what i`ve been trying to be lately - Mood:Good
Friday February 13 20046:34:57 PM |
i need more money. actually what i need is to find the gavin degraw cd for cheap. ebayyyyyyy.

i miss writing. but in the last year anything i write sucks. it sucks ass. i have 7th grade writing that is 1000000 times better than it. i was severly disturbed in 7th gradeish though. i don't think i'd trade my mind-set to go back to that just to write well though. hm. though if you think about it i am still kind of insane. hmph.

(cont)

There are 7 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Note to self: - Mood:Good
Friday February 13 20042:53:29 PM |
i know i will see this again. and the more i see it maybe i'll remeber.

tv schedule for tonight:

8pm joan of arcadia
10pm 3rd watch
10pm ellen on 20/20

shopping list:

little hair scruchies
bd prez for gram al and geo
yoga stuff
melissa cd
gavin cd


hello. you people don't miss me during the week that makes nicole sad. it also makes nicole about herself in the third person.

There are 9 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

She`s pregnant! shes soooo young. but the two of them reproducing is gonna be soooo cuttteee - Mood:Good
Thursday February 12 20046:05:08 PM |
my pup is pregnant shes only 10 months old thoughhhh. we were gonna wait before having her have puppies but her and max had different plans. cuteness!

why on earth did they think it was a good idea to give ME 2 huge knives to carry around with me all the time? that is just not bright.

There are 20 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Now get in the pit and try to love someone *head bangs* - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 11 20048:01:18 PM |
essays are evil. EEEEVILLL.

gavin or melissa. melissa or gavin. gavin or melissa. melissa or gavin. i don't know. i can only buy onnneee.

WHY is it that soda filled vending machines are at every turn but if i want a nice not fizzy juice or lemonade or whatnot i can't find one ANYWHERE. there is only one machine with juice and on the other side of the entire building, where i never am. hmph. and its more expensive.

nicole go do your homework!

ok. well no wait. 3rd watch is on *puppy eyes*

oh ok fine go watch 3rd watch. then you HAVE to do your homework!

uh huh ok yay bye!


There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

YT: make a choice for me. or at least aid in the choice making. - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 11 20046:09:30 PM |
So i have a circuit city gift card. and i'm gonna buy a cd with it. but which one?
choose between one of these:

melissa etheridge - lucky
sting - sacred loved
outkast - speakerboxx/the love below
gavin degraw - chariot

i can't decide

There are 21 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

HELP! who knows a fortune teller accent? you know with the zee for the and whatnot? HELP - Mood:Good
Saturday February 07 200411:23:44 PM |
what is that? a french accent? i dunno . anyways. help. what sound does what words turn into?i'm confused.
There are 8 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

See i would, if i could, i would anything, spontaniously - Mood:Good
Saturday February 07 200410:05:51 PM |
Sorry, i had issues with my title.

I am so unmotivated.

i need a melody. i can spout off lyrics if i have some kind of beat and whatnot. preferably guitar but i can't play guitar so that sucks.
i went on a shopping spree. kinda. at the grocery store. 60$ in money orders. then i bought random stuff i needed (parchment paper, graham crackers, jellybeans, hair dye) and i was with my grandpa (i still can't drive) and he wouldn't let me pay for anything. ain't he sweet? i had my wallet out and he got in front of me and paid for it now i'm not completely broke like i thought i would be. and i got a donut

jason mraz is educational. i had no idea lugubrious was a word

i love Weekend Update.

speaking if weekends, they should be longer. yeap.

HP rocks my socks

i love everyone i also want to know everyone. which may not work very well.

but i can try. Gimme your life story:

There are 18 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

I put your picture away sat down and cried today/ You can`t tell me that I`m real, I got pictures on my mind/ And even if I could it`d all be grey Put your picture on my wall/ I can hear them now, this is the picture, this is the picture - Mood:Good
Friday February 06 20045:31:19 PM |
Ok yall. post cool looking pictures.

that does not include guys/girls in their underwear. think nature. think.. cool looking objects. think.. colors. think something. just please no sexual/naked/ohmygodhessohot pics

..i'm gonna have a thread with no posts i can tell

There are 6 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

You can say that I`m one curly fry in the box of the regular, messing with the flavor oh the flavor that you savor, saving me for last but you better not eat me at all. Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt. - Mood:Good
Friday February 06 20041:52:05 PM |
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. again. for the weekend. hi.

i had a dream with ellen degeneres in it i think she came over. and we were hanging out. it was cool. i liked that dream muchly. i wish i could lay in bed for awhile before getting up and dressed and whatnot so i can revel in my dreams. they are usually nice. hm.

i read a book in an hour today, class was cancelled. then i went and took my psych test. i eni-meeni-myni-mo'ed 5 of them guessed on 6 others and got a 95% no idea how that happened. but yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have realized that no one reads peoples away messages on aim. or mine anyways.

i have to go on a shopping spree tomorrow. i have to get money orders, hair dye, parchment paper, jelly beans, and two books. i need a job. hm. nah i take that back.

i need some friends/a SO/someone i need a twin. no not a twin. a clone. yeaaaa, a clone

There are 6 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Think of me, think of me fondly as you.. something something.... - Mood:Good
Tuesday February 03 20047:04:41 PM |
I need a new AIM sn. Help me. think of me. and help me think of a sn. what describes me.. what is just.. so me.
There are 10 comments on this journal entry. View/Add Comments

Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 Next >   

 
Edit