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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (36 Years Old)
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Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
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Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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Question for today yall - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 05 20177:33:07 AM |

I'm wrapping and labeling the Christmas gifts for my family.
I'm about halfway done and realized... should i be signing them frim both me and my husband instead of just me like i have been? On one hand, it's my family and it's from me and not really him but we ARE married and all and share finances and such. And stuff signed from my mom and stepdad, my stepdad had no idea what "he" got us kids even when we were very not kids anymore. But we are his kids. Whereas, is a shirt i got for my mom, necklaces i got for my sister from both of us? Stuff from my sister to me isn't from her and her husband, just her.

What do you do? Do you sign from both of you if you are married? For everyone or certain people? At what point do you start?

Being married is complicated

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Celery Poisoning/ Weekend Getaway - Mood:Good
Monday December 04 20178:25:46 AM |
So, I ate a piece of celery an hour ago. Like, 2 inches long piece of celery. Immediately my tongue went completely numb. So i didn't eat anymore.
My mouth still feels so weird. I can feel my tongue again but my throat feels like, hurty and swollen on the sides. Breathing fine and all.
But wtf.
And it feels like its getting worse.
But an hour plus later? What?

I'm dying yall.

In other news, we are trying to find a nice weekend getaway place to go over winter break. No more than like 3-4 hours away. But more than an hour.
Theres a hot springs place one of his students told him about. Looking into that,
Also Tucson. Though I'm not sure how far away it is. Or what there is to do there.

I wanna go to like, a cute but chic fancy ski lodge, without the skiing. Does that exist out here?

Well. Thats if I don't die from celery poisoning before we get there.

Hi!

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Sleeping on the couch is just not satisfying. And hurts a little. - Mood:Good
Sunday November 26 20178:20:45 PM |
Tree is done!


Husband is away on business I'm all bored and lonely.

I was going to make cookies. But meh. I was gonna make christmas cookies. But meh.

Christmas shopping is mostly done. Had to shop early this year to get it sent across the country. Plus don't have too many people to buy for anymore.
I do still have a couple to get.
It loses a bit of its fun when you are broke.
Also when you across the country from everyone.

Husband and i are thinking of taking a weekend trip somewhere in December. Trying to figure out where. No more than 3-4 hours away i think.

South is mexico, no.
East is texas, meh.
North is Albuquerque and Santa fe. Though i think they are more than 4 hours away.
West is Arizona/ tucson. Not sure how far.

Hm.

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So, about Tablets. - Mood:Good
Saturday November 25 20176:49:47 PM |
I know nothing about tablets.

I have a laptop but I've noticed i don't use it much anymore, i am forever on my phone.
Things i do:
-facebook
-amazon/shop
-use chrome for stuff like yt, other sites
-play farming/town games

My husband thinks i should get a tablet cuz:
-i kill my eyes on my phone
-i kill my battery on my phone
-my games would be easier to play

Neither of us know anything about tablets.

Is it worth it to get one?
Can i play my games on there?
What can/can't i do on a tablet compared to my phone?
Other thoughts?

Amazon has some deals on some this weekend.
Help

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I need an idea of what to do, that`s open on Thanksgiving, that doesnt require walking - Mood:Good
Thursday November 23 20172:50:48 PM |
We were young to go hiking today, my husband and I, too celebrate. Especially because our family is across the country having a feast without us

But my husband hurt his leg. So im trying to think of what we can do instead. I'm coming up empty

Ive already had pie :D watched parade, watched sesame street christmas movie.
Have on a turkey headband. Made croutons.

We are going to dennys for dinner.

I wish we were closer to family for holidays.

Any ideas?

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What sounds do you hear in the middle of the night? Traffic, sirens, animals, screaming people, etc - Mood:Good
Friday November 17 20171:36:18 AM |
I came from suburbs, where I heard.. nothing. Maybe crickets.

Then to a city, where I heard sirens all throughout the night. Also teenagers in our parking lot all freaking night long.

Now here i hear.. coyotes i think. And humming from something in our apt i haven't identified yet.

Its been a stressful night.
Talk to me about happy things.
I need some happy conversation.

Name me some happy topics.

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I`m freaking out, i`m freaking out, i`m freaking out - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 08 20172:12:56 AM |
I just sent an email, where I poured my heart out, and laid poo all out on the table.

And i have no idea of the reaction, and I am very scared to find out, and I won't until tomorrow morning, and i now don't want to wake up tomorrow.

Hold me.

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Pumpkins, cakeballs, what to do for the holidays - Mood:Good
Friday November 03 20177:05:04 PM |
I carved a pumpkin. I was going to do thanksgiving, turkey or such.
But it looked complicated.

So i went with this:



Husband calls me Cupcake. Over the years though, I'm mostly just Cup now.

Not festive. But he'll think it's cute.

I have pumpkin seeds i don't know what to do with.

I also have a giant tray of cakeballs i have nothing to do with.

The plan was to mail them to people, but i couldn't get the boxes and stuff required to send them in time.
They are now a week old, i can't send them. They are still damn tasty. But too old to send.

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It`s hard to make a wish list - Mood:Good
Saturday October 21 201712:36:39 AM |
I'm trying to make a Christmas list. I have all of amazon at my fingertips.

And i can't figure out what to put on it

Spent most of the day putting up halloween decorations

Had an exterminator check our apt for critters. All clear!

I miss my family, it's rough being so far away and not knowing when we can get back to visit. My family is shrinking.

There's a Pecan Festival here trmw Husbands not excited but he agreed to go. I'm excited it sounds interesting. Music! Food! What's not to like


What do i want for christmas?

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People of YT - Mood:Good
Monday October 16 20171:07:49 AM |
Is it to cliche to be Belle for Halloween?

I pride myself with having homemade, unique costumes this year.

But i kinda just wanna be pretty this year

And i just saw the new beauty and the beast and relate so hard with belle plus i wanna make a cute little rose in a glass case.

It kills me to think that someone else, many someone else's are going to have the same costume as me.

And i don't have long left to get a costume.
If i buy one, it's so expensive. But it looks difficult to make, with my non skills.

Husband is going as Waldo. I have a Wenda back up costume.

But i wanna be pretty
Or. Just. I dunno. Different. Ive been Wenda before.

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Happy birthday to me - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 11 20173:26:59 PM |
I am alone today, husband at work all day. But that's fine, we did a birthday hike yesterday (well, a hike, but everything this week i am putting birthday in front of), then saturday is a day of birthday things. Pumpkin picking, dinner, possible bakery. Wooo!

So, we did a MeetUp hike yesterday. Up a mountain. We just about died. We come from the land of flat. I'm good walking flat for hours. But up a stoney steep mountain, my body was like, wtf are we doing???
I've yet to get out of bed today (just woke up). Am curious to see what body is like today.

I think I'm most excited to go get a cake on saturday a good one. With layers. And deliciousness.

I ate a 5$ cannoli yesterday. it was not that good. If my husband didn't looooove that restaurant id day we shouldn't go there. It's expensive and not that good.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

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What`s the best cheese on a burger? - Mood:Good
Saturday October 07 20172:06:23 PM |
I can't find a good cheese for burgers.

American is just... not real food.

I tried mozzarella (i had it in the fridge), meh

I tried medium cheddar. Meh.

We are making burgers today, going to the store in a couple hours for supplies.

What cheese should i get?

Also, i drove 42 miles by myself yesterday I'm super proud of myself.

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If one wants to sell something, is ebay still the best way? - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 04 201711:01:27 AM |
My mom wants to sell some stuff that might be worth a bunch (mint condition collectors duck calls, whiskey decanters, magazines, etc), and they have put me in charge of figuring out how and where to sell them.

Lucky me.
I know nothing about ebay. Or if there is anywhere else to sell things like that.
I can learn ebay. Then teach my older family members if that's the best way to go.

Help?

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There`s a New Mexican bug in our apartment! What is it? - Mood:Good
Monday September 11 20176:06:48 AM |


And will it eat me?
It was on my wall.
And now it's somewhere in the apartment.
It's tiny.
But those can be the eat-i-est of all the eat-y bugs.

I tried to Google. But i got no where.
I did find some much scarier looking bugs that are around here.
Fun.

There are these tiny lizardish things that scoot all around the parking lot that i can never get close enough to get a proper look at.

And interesting birds.
I saw a roadrunner! A real one! Looks nothing like the cartoon. They look very.. birdy.

I should be sleeping.
Now I'm half thinking about this unidentified bug now though.

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I have much more sympathy for people who don`t wanna testify on SVU now. - Mood:Good
Monday September 04 201711:08:39 PM |
So, I am being interviewed by an investigator tomorrow via phone about a sh*tty thing that happened to me at work. I don't want to. Its really unpleasant to recall, relive, and have to defend. But it wasn't right, what happened, so I want to say so.

But man. I just want to crawl into a closet and hide in the corner.

I've been going over everything in preparation, since it was a month or 2 ago, and bringing it all back is just.. ugh. I just want to forget.

I need a donut. And a cookie. And a hug.

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El Paso is not for Lovers. - Mood:Good
Friday September 01 201710:55:50 PM |
Trying to plan something for my husband and i to do together is frustrating. We have very different tastes. I like the outdoors. He mostly doesn't. He likes historical things. I don't.

We are going to el paso tomrrow. But still don't have a game plan. I researched, suggested waterparks, arcades, ice skating, roller skating. He doesn't wanna be outside, it's hot, didn't wanna be wet.

I looked up indoor stuff, museums. He's super into the holocaust museum. I have zero interest.that does not sound like a fun day out.

We always have this problem. Sigh.

We will probably end up at a mall. Sigh.

Any things to do in El Paso suggestions?

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I need to grieve my dog for a moment yall. - Mood:Sad
Saturday August 12 20173:47:55 AM |
Raven Allan Frost. I named her after literary whatnot. Robert Frost, Edgar Allan Poe and his The Raven. Plus shes a black lab, so it fit. I had to go through about 10 names before my family agreed on one, since she was mine, but I was young so really, she was the family's.

We had Max and Pepper already. Having a male and a female, they had puppies, unplanned, when Pepper was about 1. She had 11 puppies. One had a small white spot on her chest. I was super into MacGyver and there was an episode where a boy had black hair and a white patch in it, and he was The Wish Child. So immediately I wanted her. We were only going to keep one puppy, a big chunky one my stepdad had picked out he named Moose (who ended up being scrawny, a weirdo, but a very very sweet cuddly pup named Gus ). I saw my Wish Child and wanted her so bad. So we kept her, and she was Raven.
(cont)

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Hotel pools seem nice, but are full of kids, probably pee, and we never end up in them. - Mood:Good
Saturday August 05 20173:08:32 AM |
I'm by myself and its weird. I haven't been by myself in about.. 2 weeks. I mean, I'm really not, my husband is like 15 ft away, but hes asleep. So, i am somewhat by myself.

We drove cross country, and have been staying in hotels for about 11 days now. 6 on the road. I love my husband, but a girl (and everyone really) needs some alone time sometimes. I feel like I haven't done a 'me' thing in awhile, something as simple as watching a show I like, instead of we like. So this is nice.

We are in our new town now. Have our apt. But all our stuff is still in a moving truck somewhere in the country. We are way too wimpy and bad at being uncomfortable to stay in our apt sans any furniture. Even if we just had mattresses. But we have a whole lot of nothing. So hotels. Been in a nice one the last few days. Treating ourselves since its been rough. (cont)

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Anyone live in new mexico, or where there are monsoons? - Mood:Good
Monday July 31 201711:00:52 PM |
So. Apparently nm has monsoons?? I came across none of this in my research. No one mentioned it

Our apt manager was talking about the weather, how nice it is, 'yeah, bit humid for us right now though, and it's monsoon season. So here's the pool!..'
I was like, what? But shrugged.

Yeah. 2 hrs later we are walking out of the library to dark clouds, 5 minutes later its pouring with a fury i have never seen, flooded the streets, lightning, can't see a damn thing, we are stuck in our bare apt with a laptop, ramen noodles, and not much else. Camping! Do wish i had our stuff from the hotel though.

But wtf? Does this happen often? Is this a monsoon? Wtf is a monsoon?
Hi yall.
I'm very bored now.
But i have library books!
What's your weather like?

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Anyone live in new mexico, or where there are monsoons? - Mood:Good
Monday July 31 201710:53:53 PM |
So. Apparently nm has monsoons?? I came across none of this in my research. No one mentioned it

Our apt manager was talking about the weather, how nice it is, 'yeah, bit humid for us right now though, and it's monsoon season. So here's the pool!..'
I was like, what? But shrugged.

Yeah. 2 hrs later we are walking out of the library to dark clouds, 5 minutes later its pouring with a fury i have never seen, flooded the streets, lightning, can't see a damn thing, we are stuck in our bare apt with a laptop, ramen noodles, and not much else. Camping! Do wish i had our stuff from the hotel though.

But wtf? Does this happen often? Is this a monsoon? Wtf is a monsoon?
Hi yall.
I'm very bored now.
But i have library books!
What's your weather like?

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Are you there YT? It`s me, NicolesLove - Mood:Good
Sunday July 30 20178:52:18 PM |
I'm in a hotel, in a foreign city, eating chef boyardee from a can, using an old chair for a table, watching tv on mute with subtitles, with a headache and slightly dizzy, while husband yells at the cable company. i wanna be at my grams for Sunday dinner.
Or better, back in Virginia.

After 6 days of driving, 15 dramamine later, we are in our new home town in New Mexico. Apt not ready yet, in hotel for now.

It is very very very different here. Culture shock. And i feel very alone. Moving to virginia from ny want too bad. It wasn't that different really, just bigger and a bit more southern, and i was itching to leave. But i loved it in VA and really didn't want to leave. I had people! For what felt like the first time. I also had an internship lined up and contacts.

I just have my husband here. Im sure I'll get used to it.

But for now.... (cont)

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I heard a song i like on the radio the other day. I remember nothing about it. - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 13 20172:19:29 AM |
"Sung by a dude (i think) and kinda slow" doesn't get you good results when searching.

I rarely listen to the radio anymore. 1) Because after living here for 3 years, i still don't know the local radio stations. and 2) I'd rather listen to stuff i know I like without commercials.
But we have a rental car. And I can't figure out how to hook up my stuff. So. Radio. And i actually heard a song I like. That I tried to make a mental note of. Yeah. That never works, i don't know why i still do that.

We had a birthday party in the park the other day, with a DJ and very very loud music. Bad music mostly. Well, new music that is not my taste. I don't understand the song with the guy yelling about his face.
We got so many complaints from guests.
But quiet hours aren't until 10pm and it was about 3pm. So. Sorry. I'm not a fan either.

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It`s going to be a rough day. - Mood:Good
Sunday June 11 20178:27:41 AM |
Mentally. It hasn't been a good mental couple days. I stayed home yesterday. At work today. I'm thinking... hoping co-workers will get me through without knowing they are getting me through.

My eyes hurt as well. Dry? I dunno.
I usually have a friend who i talk to throughout the day when like this, but she is unavailable this weekend.
How are yall?
Anyone else feel like they are suffocating?

I missed a baby shower yesterdsy. I was looking forward to that.

Oh! We have a rental car. It's odd. No keys. Just buttons. It vrooms though B-)

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Omg i think i broke me - Mood:Good
Thursday June 01 20173:47:37 AM |
So as many of yall may know, my coworker is pregnant. And it fascinates me. I've never actually known a pregnant person before. She's also about my size (short and small) and my age-ish.

So, my husband and i right from the beginning agreed that we don't want kids. We'd probably be poo parents and we just don't want to be. And i reeeally didn't want to be pregnant, from morning sickness to giving birth it just sounded unpleasant.

My Co worker let me feel her stomach the other day when her little one had the hiccups and it was so cute/cool. And that she could point out exactly where he was ("his head is down here, his back is along this side and every so often he kicks me in the ribs").

It's just all rather cool. Then i remembered we don't want kids and got rather sad that that's something i won't get to experience. Not that i want to. I think. But still.

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I`m on a very dead shift and i neve get to so AMA - Mood:Good
Saturday May 20 20177:59:10 PM |
Or whatever.
I'll probably suck at it. But oh well.

Apparently the ticks are awful this year. I went traipsing through the woods today. I checked. But i will check again when i get home. I'll have my husband check.

I need a project to do.

I don't do bored well.

Hi.

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