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Female, 35 years old
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Theater / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (35 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: Donuts
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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I`m gonna cry - Mood:Good
Friday October 22 20047:15:02 PM |
to live in a dorm it costs 5000$. AUGH. i can't afford that. so i'm stuck at home. this SUCKS. i REALLY can't stand living at home anymore. i'm 19 and not 'allowed' to do anything. plus all the campus events i could go to. ohhhh. *watches dream slip away, fall down 500 ft cliff.. smash into million pieces*

so. how are you

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i don`t get it. seriously, i used to slit myself open and bleed. i used to burn my skin enough to make blisters. i used to carve designs in my flesh. but i am terrified and not only that, FAINT, everytime i get a shot - Mood:Good
Friday October 22 20043:52:30 PM |
makes NO sense.

so i wanna live in a dorm. but its so expensive and of course my barely -able-to-buy-groceries family income is too much for finanicial aid. i know i wouuld do so much better if i lived there. i would be able to to do so much more stuff. i hate just getting there, going to class, going home. i could use the library for godsakes. but also go to all the events and just.. breathe there. BAH

i'm gonna make homemade donuts tomorrow. yum. thanks to alton brown

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Which of you fine people is kind and generous enough to send me a song? - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 20 20047:27:07 PM |
through aim would be best i'm thinking: crazypoundpupp

katie wants a fast one - steve wariner (i think)

and hush its stuck in my head

please? *puppy dog eyes*

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"what do you want?" "something good, something right.. something better than this" - Mood:Good
Sunday October 17 20042:40:38 PM |
Hellllllllllllllo people!

does anyone remember the shows i used to watch? Illinois instant riches? i used to watch that show every week and eat microwaved frozen french fries.

higher ground? this seems like it was on 10 years ago but i think it was only 3-4.

melrose place. i was FAR too young to watch that show and it scared the crap out of me

blossom! i always wanted her clothes

macgyver! i think i have seen and can quote from just about every episode

california dreams!!! i LOVED this show. whered it go

zoom! i still watch this sometimes

fast forward! ok this ones a movie, but it used to be on hbo all the time. and now it disappeared off the face of the earth. i can't find it anwhere

am i the only one who watched these? is that why their not on anymore ?

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I`m too rich to get finiancial aid but too poor to pay for school - Mood:Good
Saturday October 16 20049:35:54 PM |
we barely have enough money for groceries and i'm too rich to get financial aid. by being 'middle class' i get screwed.

i know you people are forever arguing with me and have an opinion on everything so someone PLEASE explain this to me.

(/rant)

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Whats that disease where you are extremely happy then you are extreemly depressed? - Mood:Good
Friday October 15 20047:59:44 PM |
i think i have that really, actually, though. but i am so against self diagnoisis

i saw a rainbow today Ohhhhhhhh it was so pretty. ohh i could have stared at that thing for days. SO beautiful. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

name something that went your way today

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girls are INSANE. really. no one in their right mind would do this. - Mood:Good
Friday October 15 20043:24:50 PM |
HOW on earth do girls wear shoes that aren't flat? my GOD my feet are killing me. they are boots with a slight incline and OW. insane. insane!

hello, how are you?

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i want you to fill me with your thick hard throbbing words - Mood:Good
Thursday October 14 20048:38:11 PM |
life hates me.

but i have cute dogs.

even though mines sick

school sucks

everything sucks

yet is beautiful at the same time

i don't know how to stop being alone

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I spent the first half of Human Sexuality class extremely horny and the second half asleep. - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 12 200411:10:41 PM |
then i went to Nutrition class and got completely grossed out.

i might live in a dormmmmmmmmmmmm! next year! i'm so excited. just to get out of this house. and to have a roommate!! YAY

ohhh! and i bleached my hair. well, the tips for right now. but i LOVE how it came out so i'm gonna go ahead with my streaking plan. do i have to wait for it to grow out or does it get its color back?

weee

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Happy birthday to me. weee. - Mood:Good
Sunday October 10 20042:27:13 PM |
celebrating my birthday today. you wouldn't know it. i woke up by being screamed at, then at about 10 minutes intervals am still keeping screamed at for various things that don't really warrant a screaming-at. fun.

birthdays are weird too. opening up presents is always awkward. why? i don't know. i made my cake yesterday i get up this morning and theres a huge piece missing.

i realized yesterday there is an actual civil way of being woken up and now i'm spoiled. i had mom come in and wake me up, nicely. then i had my aunt come in and wake me up, nicely. today its back to grandma. getting bitched and screamed at for no other reason then i'm alive. yay.

always, enough of my wallowing, i'm 19! wooo. oh bah. today is not starting out very well.

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There is a guys penis sticking in a picture out on the front page of our local newspaper - Mood:Good
Saturday October 09 20042:52:55 PM |
its HIGHLY amusing. i'd scan it if i could but theres no scanner over here
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YT! help me choose! pick #1 or #2 - Mood:Good
Saturday October 09 200412:41:58 AM |
howdy. i'm making a mousepad. which picture should i put on it?

#1:

#2:

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I see your soul, it`s kind of gray, I see your heart, you look away, You see my wrist, I know your pain, I know your purpose on your plane, Don`t say a last prayer, Because you could never find, What`s this life for - Mood:Good
Monday October 04 20041:47:44 AM |
I am not alright tonight. and i don't know why. i don't like it much. but its weird. i know if i go to bed that in the morning, i'll be fine. but do i? no. i prolong my misery. why? am i just a masochist? probably. and i'm really kinda sick of talking to myself. really, typing to myself, in a journal, not this one, a 'real' online journal. but i don't wanna hear it. heh neither do any of you but thats why you get the option of clicking on this journal or not clicking.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i really should go to bed. but i don't wanna. let the prolonging continue.
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Does anyone get WAM! the tv channel? - Mood:Good
Sunday October 03 20046:49:51 PM |
if you do i will pay you SO much money if you tape all the episodes of Higher Ground for me
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I told grandpa i had bought a new mousepad online, our other one was nasty. so what does he do? comes home with a mousepad. now we have that one and the custom-made one i ordered. fun. - Mood:Good
Sunday October 03 20042:50:07 PM |
i haven't written a (real) journal on here in forever. well ok it hasn't been that long. but i usually average about 4 a day. so this is like 6 months.

i have the house to myself from now until about 9pm. YAYYYYYYYYY. which also means i'm stuck in this house from now til then.

higher ground!! tonight at 6pm! someone remind me. even though i have been counting down the days and hours doesn't mean i'm actually going to rmeber to watch it. i can't remebr a darn thing.

how are you all today? and before, when i didn't talk to you?

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is there a toniehrler@hotmail.com on YT? - Mood:Good
Sunday September 26 200412:37:12 AM |
who are they and why do they keep adding me to their hotmail bud list
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tonight, not again - Mood:Good
Saturday September 25 200411:59:40 AM |
my birthdays coming up, my birthdays coming up, my birthdays coming up, my birthdays coming up!

YAY! that means i actually have STUFF, like new cds, vhs tapes, gift cards, MONEY, plus i get a cake, yummy

i can't fure ou wha to have for dinne though. i can request just about anything, got any ideas? i already tried lobster

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so i`m gonna walk away, and its up to you to say how far - Mood:Good
Saturday September 25 200412:42:11 AM |
i love you all well, not all of you. but a whole bunch of you

i get up every morning at 10am then sit in bed and watch tv til 11. i purposely get up that early when i don't have to to walk tv and wake up and stuff. so i tape ellen eveyday so i don't wanna watch that so what did i land on that i now watch every single morning when i get up? Dawson's Creek. yea. never watched that the first time around. ever. but somehow i knew all their names its terrible.

oh adn can someone please tell me, when did the series end? when they graduated from high school? cuz i think i'm watching the really late episodes. once it ends, they'll start all over form the beginning right? i'm all into dawson's creek now its terrible, i feel 12

night yall

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someone explain to me `bleaching one`s hair` please - Mood:Good
Thursday September 23 20049:10:23 PM |
so i wanna bleache my hair and dye it blue. not all of it, that would freak me out. the bangs and a strand onn each side. now. how do i bleach my hair and what exactly does bleaching do to ones hair? once it's bleached is it bleached forever and i have to wait for it to grow out for it to be normal color? how does this work?

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Dialogue Prostitution - Mood:Good
Thursday September 23 20041:49:45 PM |
i could have swore thats what my teacher wrote on the board. he has some baaaad handwriting.

checking in hello. haven't been on here in awhile. *waves*

well. bye

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take me back to my childhood, bringme to the place i wish to live for the rest of my life but grew out of when i was 12. - Mood:Good
Sunday September 19 20048:56:49 PM |
HELP. i have to write a story about when i was young (under 10) as my younger self but i can't think of anything. help bring me back to my childhood so i can remeber some stuff i need a story that took place no longer than an hour and in the same location. BAH
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i had a dream. and you`re going to hear it. if you click on this that is - Mood:Good
Sunday September 19 20043:55:09 PM |
that i was at some rich persons house and his backyard had those machine things that you stick a quarter in, crank the crank thingy and candy/whatnot comes out. well one of the machines had a "Bisexual Bar" candy that was made with nuts and cherry pie and melons
how interesting

and i had lots of poker dreams i played for 2 hrs before bed thats why.

so on with your lives.

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A local boy kicked me in the butt last week, I just smiled at him and I turned the other cheek, I really don`t care, in fact I wish him well, `Cause I`ll be laughing my head off when he`s burning in Hell - Mood:Good
Saturday September 11 20041:57:21 PM |
i have this problem every weekend. my grandmother eats insanely early. i can't go from eating dinner everyday at like 7-8pm to eating at 4:30. i'm just not hungry yet. why force myself to eat something just to be hungry again in 2 hours? then she gets all pissy with me, mutters agout eating with the family (grandpa never eats 'with the family', he eats at like 3pm, and theres only the 3 of us, so everyone eats separately). i am SO trying to get my body on a normal schdule with school starting and stuff, it will get confused if i eat now
ahhhh. *gets ready for 3 hours of pissy bitchy grandma*
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YouThink pleeeeease help me find this stuff - Mood:Good
Friday September 10 20045:56:56 PM |
helllo. i need help finding a RELIABLE place online to buy Jerome Russell semi-perminant hair dye. in like.. plum or red or.. well any color really.

i've tried garment-district.com before and i never got anything i ordered there is none on ebay (that won't cost a fortune in overseas shipping) and don't trust websites anymore help

hm.. maybe amazon.com.. *goes off to search*

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i have just discovered a fine thing called the charleston chew - Mood:Good
Friday September 10 20045:17:45 PM |
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy. never had one bfore. i walked 30 mins home carrying 4 huge crate. and i'm little. that was painful. but probably good for arm muslces
college sucks. well, not completely. and definitely not compared to high school. but right now is the first time i sat down and my brain rested ince 9am this morning.

i woke up at 9, got ready, went to my grandmas house to use her computer and switch my classes but i couldn't do it here so i went to school, had sociology, then i was supposed to go to cardio boot camp but i went to the advisementcenter and waited in a hour long line, while waiting trying to figure out what to take in pace of my dropped classes. it took me and hour and much frustratedness to find classes
(cont)

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