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i went to the Hoochie Goth Parade today - Mood:Good

Friday July 13 20079:28:40 PM |

AKA the carnival. i just want to shake them all and go "girl! you are at a fire department sponsored family fun carnival! don't wear the shortest white skirt and the tightest tank top on a chilly rainy day! for godsakes you can't be more than 15/16" then theres all the dog collar/purple/pink/red hair and tips with white faces and black lips and eyes who also can't be more than 14-16. its amusing. i won a dragon at the water gun game. and i bought some fudge (chocolate, chocolate and nut, and choco and peanut butter). i'm gonna name. the dragon either Phinneous or Melchior. or Icharus. i LOVE dragons. i have a ridiculous amount and want about 60 times as much more dragon paraphernalia. it was fun. not as fun as if i didn't go with my mom, my stepdad, my moms friend and her bf, my aunt and her friend though. but still.

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*boom*.... *boom* ...*BOOM*..... *sirens wail*..............*boom* ..*boom*.. *boom* ..*screaming*..*more sirens* - Mood:Good

Wednesday July 04 20079:22:33 PM |

Ahh, the sounds of 4th of July. People are stupid. Leave the fireworks to professionals please and don't catch my house on fire kthanksbye. In other news, i tried to make a portobello burger and it came out horribly. I cannot for the life of me figure out what to do. I hate sitting on my ass all day but don't know what to do. I need something productive to do. Or not productive, just something. I actually kind of miss schoolwork. Anyone wanna pay for me to go back to school and live in a dorm?

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i need a screenname and can`t think of one - Mood:Good

Wednesday July 04 20072:21:55 PM |

i spring awakening. i found the fan forums. i need a screename. i have been staring at the screen for about 10 minutes now. i am sn'ed out. i used to think of 100s in my sleep. now i'm dry. i hate to make one with SA lyrics in it or soemthing relating to it for 2 reasons: 1) its lame. 2) i don't know SA that well yet which makes it even more lame i'm stuck. gimme some specific or general ideas would ya?

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i went on vacation and saw a rainbow - Mood:Good

Monday July 02 200710:05:12 PM |

double one at that. it was purty. but freezing up there we made smores.. mmm.. i love smores... and it rained i rode my bike around the point (7 miles) and it started pouring in the middle of the trip. pbth. i wouldn't have minded rain, but it was cold and i had my mp3 player strapped to my bike and i didn't want it to get trenched. taking the boat out. its the red and white one uh, what else. not much.

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You fold his hands and smooth his tie You gently lift his chin Were you really so blind and unkind to him? Can’t help the itch to touch to kiss To hold him once again Now to close his eyes, never open them again - Mood:Good

Saturday June 23 200710:36:01 PM |

things that are new: i cut my hair dance performance today. i am proud of it though of course i could have done some stuff better. i wasn't nervous at all either. which is odd. i'm always nervous at those things. i'm either older or more confident in my recollection of the moves. i was gonna bake tonight. is it too late? probably. spring awakening. going on a mini vacation next weekend. yay. to a little motel on the water. i don't fish. or go on boats. so this should be fun. i'm bringing lots of books. i miss him. and i wish i was brave enough to talk to her.

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You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight then you hold me and you whisper, "child, the lord won`t mind. its just you and me, child, you`re a beauty. God its good - the lovin - ain`t it good tonight? you ain`t seen nothin yet gonna teach you - Mood:Good

Friday June 22 20078:36:31 PM |

So i am thoroughly obsessed with spring awakening. and howdy yall. i haven't been around much lately. My dance performance is tomorrow. yay. uh. i just cut my hair. its really short now. which is what i was going for. yay. uh. i hate tipping hairdresser. i have no problem with the theory. i just hate going 'heres some money'. its ALWAYS awkward. especially since i look 10. once i'm old i can go 'here dearie, your young, go have fun" or some such nonsense. hm. what else is new. not much. i hate work. but thats not new. uh. so yea. how are you?

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help me find a painting please? :-( - Mood:Good

Sunday June 17 20076:29:51 PM |

theres a painting with a girl in a celtic type white dress thing in a boat with lots of flowers and green plants around her. i'm trying to model my wedding dress after it but i lost the picture, does anyone know what i'm talking about?

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i think i smell bad. and other secret codes. - Mood:Good

Sunday May 20 20072:45:07 PM |

i would go take a shower but i only have 3 more hours with the computer and lots of stuff to do on it. i can shower later IMMBF THIKMI my throat is KILLing me. i refuse to go to the doctor about it. maybe i will once it swells so much i can't breathe. but other than that no. i went about 9 years without going to the docotor and in the past 4 months i have been there and called so often i know all of the secretaryies and nurses by name. plus i still have a pediatrician. consequence of not having gone in 9 years and laziness to look for another. i'm getting fat again. i was all nice and skinny for the dance benefit from not eating crap and only eating helathy stuff. but i started eating crap again and now i'm fat and i don't like it. i made oatmeal cookies though. mmmm. stupid connection between food and fat ITHLMFBTC. NTIC,JTISABOH. IWHWHWM. drat work. FLWH.

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Excuse me while i gush about my bf - Mood:Good

Friday May 18 20074:31:33 PM |

pictures! bamagitarman

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My first yt meeting ;-) - Mood:Good

Sunday May 13 20076:51:17 PM |

i met bamagitarman yesterday we spend the evening and night together, driving around doing random stuff. 6 years we have been talking, 3 years ago we got serious. ahhhhh i had a wonderful evening.

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If you wanna get down, down on the ground; cocaine.she don`t lie, she don`t lie, she don`t lie, cocaine - Mood:Good

Monday May 07 20071:32:57 AM |

I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow I don't wanna go to work tomorrow . speaking of cocaine, i really want to see bright lights big city. but do i read the book, see the musical or see the movie first.. i think i tried reading the book. it was really boring. musical i suppose.

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so today is today the day after yesterday the day before tomorrow, yesterdays tomorrow and tomorrows yesterday. i don`t like it - Mood:Good

Sunday May 06 20074:00:41 PM |

my family are nosy judgmental gossips who major in the art of manipulation. i don't like them. and school is stresses me out. i am registered, have classes, yet have no way to get there, no way to pay for it and have to fight with my family about it in every single decision. i really don't want to live here anymore. the benefit dance performance is next Saturday. yay. i'll post pics of my costumes if i take any. wooo. i am so. not. in the mood today. for company. for my family.

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as of right now this is how my schedule looks: - Mood:Good

Saturday May 05 20074:14:33 PM |

mondays: 9:30-11am- modern dance tuesdays: 9:45-11:15am- traditional ballet, 11:30 women in america, 1:15-2:45pm looking at dance, 3-4:30pm modern world wednesday: 9:30-11am- modern dance, 12-1pm computer skills thursday: 9:45-11:15am- traditional ballet, 11:30 women in america, 1:15-2:45pm looking at dance, 3-4:30pm modern world friday: 9:45-11 modern dance yay. however. as of right now, i can't get to the campus. so thats always fun. and my advisor hates me.

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There is nothing like arguing about how stupid it is or isn`t to give a mothers day card to your aunt. - Mood:Good

Monday April 30 20078:55:54 PM |

I would understand if my aunt was like a mother to me. but shes not. shes like an aunt to me. i don't get it. and i'm not going to do it. i keep getting "but shes good to you, do something for her" from my grandma. i agree. but on mothers day? uh. no. pbth. so i have to wear a sports bra and pants in a dance performance in 2 weeks so i have been on a no junk food diet. but goddammit i deserve some cookies tonight. so i'm eating some. god i could dance forever. i had to tearfully tear myself from the studio today. i really really hope i rock at the performance. i will if i don't get nervous and fumble everything. i REALLy need to go dance clothes shopping. for those foot pad things, leotards, tights, other random crap. god i hope i don't suck. and i hope i actually get somewhere with this career. i really want to choreograph though. but i'm good with dancing too anyways. whats new with yall?

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are you bored? do you want to help me? do you like googling?are you just curious what i want? then come on in! - Mood:Good

Monday April 30 20078:03:31 PM |

so i'm trying to find these: or something like those to protect the ball of my foot when i dance. those^ are out of stock on the website i found. i'm not sure what they would be called so i'm not sure how to go about looking. so if your bored and feel like helping my foot not to look like this: then please do

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help me, i am trying to delete this empty john mayer folder but it won`t let me, saying its being used but another program. - Mood:Good

Sunday April 29 20073:29:38 PM |

i can't figure out what program could be using an empty john myaer folder. but it won't let me delete it and its messing up my music folder because since it won't delelete THAT folder it won't let me delete that folder that folders in which means.. well.. just take my word its messing up my music folder. help

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i`m late, i`m late, for a very important date - Mood:Good

Sunday April 29 20071:44:31 PM |

with my period that is. well i was. til this morning. now i am in utter agony. dear lord. the body should not do that. owowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow. *cries* make me feel better and not scream in pain

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Since i have a month of spam to make up for (come listen and make fun of me!) - Mood:Good

Friday April 27 200710:50:41 PM |

go here i still have the window open, once i close the window i can't edit anymore and i don't wanna keep up the window forever . so help and i taste cigarette smoke even though neither i or anyone i know smokes. odd.

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k whos coming to see me dance in the benefit in two weeks? - Mood:Good

Friday April 27 20077:45:54 PM |

it should be smashing good fun. i'm in 4 dances i'm gonna die. i may back out of one. but then again i wanna be a professional dancer. i should get used to dancing much of the day. but still. 4 dances in 2 hours. i'm gonna die. so. i shall be spending much of the weekend finding all my illegal crap to put back on my computer. i can't find photoimpressions or cooledit. and a buncha other stuff i can't think of yet but i'll go to go use and it'll be gone. OH nero this is a pain i had a lot of crap on here. OHOHOH college orientation may 5th. woooooooo

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when did my thumb get so big? - Mood:Good

Friday April 27 20074:01:41 PM |

So i just got my computer fixed but everything got erased. i have a creative zen mp3 player thingy and the software is gone on here, anyone know how i can install it on here? like somewhere online i can find it or something? help

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you didn`t even miss me - Mood:Good

Wednesday April 25 20077:49:29 PM |

my computer has been broken since the end of march. but its fixed now. yay. so how have you been? what have i missed? anyone important get banned? any new exiciting members? anyone commit suicide? fill me in

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I don`t feel like spamming up Music with this so come here instead - Mood:Good

Saturday March 31 20078:55:38 PM |

Give me 10 albums i should buy and why. well, you don't HAVE to tell me why, though it would be nice of you. i have some guidelines for this list though: -i don't like people screaming inaudible lyrics -i'm a little countryed out though if there is one i MUST go get, add it -i am all for what i call 'crappy pop hip hop music thats ok to dance to' in moderation. -i like singer/songwriters -use caution when posting really popular obvious everyone-knows-about-it albums. i'm not saying don't. just use caution and bonus: what cd(s) are yet to be released that you are looking forward to?

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i made goth cookies - Mood:Good

Friday March 30 200711:10:23 PM |

[http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/renthead4life/g-3.jpg"> seriously, they are the perfect color of goth black. they are suposed to be chocolate chip i got a little too into the yahoo game i was playing. the rest are pretty though i am not looking forward to tomorrow. its supposed to be somewhat warm otmorrow and even if its not i can't stand winter and being in this house so since i have nothing to do i was going to set out (walking or scootering) about 11-12 and be back by like 5-6. probably sooner since i'm all out of shape my mother. started telling me flat out no i can't. i'm like the hell i can't, i'm 21 years old sorry you have no power over me anymore that way. it doesn't require them doing anything for me. just me setting out. then she tells me that i'd make them worry (cont)

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i always feel like somebody`s watching me, and i have no privacy - Mood:Good

Friday March 30 20075:13:55 PM |

i have beem here exactly one hour. at the most. and already my grandmother is annoying the snot out of me. i was making macaroni, pouring it from the box and when SHE thought it was enough shes like "ohh nic, oh oh" as in thats enough. and i said "gram" as in i am 21 not 5. then as i cooked and prepared the entire rest of my meal she kept sneaking little side glances at me to keep an eye on me. wtf? god i hate that. thats why i don't eat dinner with her anymore. she spends half the time glancing over at my plate. god that irritates me. so the lights went out in the store this morning for about a half an hour. i was stocking shoes in the dark. but i have a 1$ store ring thats a flashlight so that helped. they said its supposed to be 62 tomorrow. 62!! i was all excited. now they are saying 51. thats just mean people. MEAN.

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my hands smell like mac and cheese - Mood:Good

Monday March 26 20071:09:44 AM |

homemade to be exact. i may change my profile/avy. but i may not. i should be in bed. i'll go in.. 10 minutes. this weekend kinda sucked. well not really, i had the house to myself yesterday. i don't want to go to work in 6 hours. someone get me out of work. throw a house at me or soemthing. ohoh feed me peanuts. no that doesn't work i'm not llergic. um um. kidnap me! yes. someone kidnap me so i don't have to go to work. pleeeeeeeeeeease?

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