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Female, 30 years old
Vermont, Eastern US

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645 Posts | Member Since: 1/14/2007
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Interests: Writing / Video Games / Singing / Acting / Music
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Birthday:10/12/1991 (30 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name:
Occupation: Student
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
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Fav. Movie: The Labyrinth
Fav. TV Show: House
Fav. Book: I like too many to choose
Fav. Song: Beauty From Pain
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Click! - Mood:Good
Saturday February 17 20074:28:20 PM |
I don't know quite what happened, but something clicked today. For the past few months I've been feeling horribly depressed, but now I don't anymore. For a while I felt like no one cared about me. I told people I wasn't feeling happy, but no one cared.

That hasn't changed, but suddenly it clicked into my brain: I have to take care of myself. I had been told that all the time, but for some reason now it clicked today. I don't really care that no one listens to me anymore, now I feel like I can MAKE myself be heard, and I don't have to depend on anyone, especially my family or friends to notice that I'm not happy and to make me feel better. I'll make myself feel better on my own.

I feel so inspired. :3

True, I should've known this myself, but.. I didn't. Now I do, and it's such a relief, like a weight off of my chest that's been there my whole life.

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...The heck? - Mood:Confused
Monday February 12 200711:38:13 PM |
I went to post a journal about my suicide prevention project that I've been doing, and I had entries from 2005 saying random things as my own journal entries. I'm not certain why those showed up, so now I'm just pretty lost.

Anyway, the thing I originally wanted to post was that for the past two days, I've been working on a suicide prevention video for my class. It took two days but there's only about five minutes of film, about 87% of which is just credits/information -- there's only about a minute and a half of collective scenes with real people acting it out. Oh well. If anyone wants to see it, they can go here:

Honestly, I probably wouldn't want to see it myself, but I admit I'm terribly proud of my work -- even if I look horrible and messed up my line a few times -- not to mention several editing issues I could point out, but oh well.. It will pass for class.

Now I'm off to bed. G'night.

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