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Male, 29 years old
California, Eastern US

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267 Posts | Member Since: 6/18/2008
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Interests: Poetry / Writing / Anime / Music / Forensics
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Birthday:7/3/1992 (29 Years Old)
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Occupation: whatever.
Marital Status: Dating
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
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Fav. Movie: Dont watch them..
Fav. TV Show: Don`t see any..
Fav. Book: ughh
Fav. Song: weird things you dont listen to!
Fav. Food: Pasta ;)
Fav. Car: hahahahahaha
 
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Bad Day - Mood:Depressed
Tuesday March 31 200910:57:32 PM |
The day started off horrible. I woke up late, so I had to take a quick shower. My hair looked disgraceful. I didn't have any of my favorite strawberry waffels for breakfast.

School. F*** me. Walked in the door, and it all went down hill. Failed a test, didn't do 4 classes worth of homework, two detentions, just a stressful day.
People. UGH. This one's a long story...
The best thing today?
Got home, my mom left for another week again. Which means I'm home alone.
Just one of those depressed feeling days...

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im gonna die?! - Mood:Sexy
Friday February 27 200910:30:34 PM |
ive had 5 cans of monster energy today and apparently ur only supposed to have 3? whats happens???
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blah. - Mood:Depressed
Friday February 13 20098:19:39 PM |
ugh. it's is so hard not to cut. do drugs dirnk or smoke. worst resolution ever.
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Failing at this. - Mood:Good
Tuesday January 27 20093:07:57 PM |
I've desided to make this whole journal proper! With no spelling errors, or grammar issues.

So this week is midterm week at my school. I have algebra and spanish tomorrow. I was trying to study algebra, but I keep getting bored and go online.

How was your day, YT?

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poem - Mood:Good
Saturday January 17 20091:58:14 PM |
This iss to someone very special who will always be in my heart.It may be short, but words mean alot.

No one knows me like you,
no ones got what you do,
because you're the one thing I don't ever want to lose.

***this is only the start****

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day 2 - Mood:Sad
Friday January 16 20099:27:17 AM |
so after yesterday jacks dad came over and told us he was going to move. which amakes sence since only jack lived with him,.
me and seth went over to his place and kept some of jacks things.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR. - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 31 20086:24:24 PM |
Okay so im really going to try not to cut....
AT ALL in 2009.

....2008 was a rough year....
But i think it's time i really tried.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

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OKAY??????? - Mood:Good
Thursday November 27 20082:27:53 AM |
The happy things are what you have.
But nothing lasts forever.
So once those things are no longer yours, you stay alone forever.

You are left with your heart empty and up for rent.
Is it fair that smiles are temporary, and that sorrow is permenent?

People come, people go.
As dark as blood as white as snow.
Falling gracefully to their deaths.
Their final ending;they have met.

So I can not say what tomorrow will bring us.
Possibilities as wide as the seas,
As our troubles slowly blind us,
Life is hard to see.

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ALLYPAT94 - Mood:Good
Thursday November 27 20082:00:34 AM |
BEST FRIEND YES!
IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON!!!!
I MISS U TOO THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PROFILE THINGS, AND NOT FORGETTING ME!!!!!!!
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Sorry!! - Mood:Good
Friday August 29 20084:22:24 PM |
Yesterday, Alexx was using my name, and she was pretty rude. Sorry about that!!! =]
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finally put friends pics. up - Mood:Good
Thursday August 28 200810:46:35 PM |
ok well after about 2 months alexx finally got her profesional photots done. (shes my avi now.)
and, i got a few pictures of my other friends too.
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S.O.S. 2 - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 26 20088:54:30 PM |
alright well she came over really happy. like, estatic. and i didnt want to hurt her feelings. but i told her staying best friends is what i think will be the best, and i said we can hang out more, and then maybe later see if a relationship could happen but i did not know yet. i also was honest about not wanting to hurt anthony's feelings. she said hanging out would be awesome, tried the neck bitting move again, i said tomorrow, and thats pretty much it.
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S.O.S. - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 26 20087:08:49 PM |
I have a problem. That girl i was tlking about that "kisses" my neck and whatever (Alexx)....
she just called and asked me to go out with her. i love her like a best friend but idk if i can do that. i'm already sort of in between people and it's been really difficult. plus she just dumped my friend anthony two days ago.
wat.du.i.du?
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Mad!!!!!!!!!!!! - Mood:Enraged
Tuesday August 26 20084:10:39 PM |
I took my neck peircings out. it hurt. i wasnt going to but one of my friends was bitting me ans she pulled at it with her teeth and it HUUURT! o now they're out. and i blame her. =[
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the emo is happy =] - Mood:Good
Thursday August 07 20088:29:12 PM |
Im really proud of myself. I got throught suicide thoughts, and finally got my mom to agree to get me off watch, AND, I haven't cut for about a full month! im still working on getting through depression but i'm going to thereapy, plus taking meds for that. im xcited.
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I F***ING SUPPORT - Mood:Exhausted
Tuesday July 22 200810:51:24 PM |
I support gays, besides ikissedagirl. hate her. i should have never let her make a name on my computer. shes a bit-ch and a whore. yuk.
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Letter: To YT - Mood:Sad
Friday June 27 20087:55:03 PM |
No matter who you are; if you hated me, or liked me, or broke my heart, thanks for being here. Even when I posted pathetic journals, and everyone bashed it, I always had someone to talk to here. Thanks, and I hope when I die, I don't forget you. And even if you haters make fun of me for things, I hope you laugh or have a good time doing it. Because, life's honetly too short. I can tell now.
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COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS. - Mood:Depressed
Wednesday June 25 20085:57:30 PM |
MY BIRTHDAY...

JULY 3RD.

MY DEATH DAY...

JULY 3RD
</3

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EMO POEMS. - Mood:Depressed
Wednesday June 25 20085:33:38 PM |
I smiled at you.
You smiled at me.
Your beauty shined.
But i should have known it could never be. I swore I loved you.
You said you loved me.
I should have known it could never be.
It was going fine as I stared in your eyes. But i turned around.
I was never found.
You live on in life.
So this is goodbye.
As i put my self to sleep,
I sing this heart-broken lullaby.
2.
A razor blade is the only think i can trust.
It cuts at demand.
It slices when i thrust.
It stops when i tell it too.
it wakes me up when im relaxed.
the one thing i can count on,
is my razor to love me back.
3.
I hope i never forget you.
But i hope you forget me.
I hope I never stop loving you.
I hope you stop loving me.
I hope you survive and lead a happy life.
I hope you didn't cry when you found out i died. </3
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Today... my emoness sent me to the hospital - Mood:Bored
Saturday June 21 20081:04:33 AM |
ugh!! todayy i cut too deep and had to go to the ER! *let me set the scene*
....I was in my room, music blasting,and razor in hand. haha. then i sliced ssllooowww and deep into 2 inches below my hand. i was bleeding soo much. well then came in mom. she freaked a bit. no, A LOT! she fainted. haha. sorry, not funny, but then she sent me to the hospital and asked me why i bbleed. i told her i fell. she didnt buy it. the hospital nurses told her i had scars all over my neck, arms,ect. from razors. i was MAD. >
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stupid pictures - Mood:Good
Friday June 20 20081:53:56 PM |
no ones picture is showing up but mine. everytime i click on one its just all bkack, or all white.
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Another Emo Poem - Mood:Good
Thursday June 19 200811:50:32 PM |
I feel like cutting deep into my skin. My heart is pained, the moon is dimmed. When I cut to low the pain really shows. When I see your face my heart is at a fast pace. So when you're there I can only stare. I love you!
To my girl coonfused!!!!!3
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Here is a poem - Mood:Depressed
Wednesday June 18 20082:32:24 AM |
If only you knew how you broke my heart.
All the pain that sunk in when we are apart.
If only I could hold you one last time
and know that forever, you would be mine.
But you have left me here to die
and my heart is cold, and awry
I feel dead and lost as I wantering past.
I cut until the end. This last blood drop shall be the last.
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