this sucks. i don`t give a poo anymore. i used to be passionate. whatever i felt i embraced. now i am so unmotived its just not even funny. they did... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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i have never been so indifferently angry. and its scaring me. and they caused it.

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19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:47:23 AM EST (GMT-5)
this sucks. i don't give a poo anymore. i used to be passionate. whatever i felt i embraced. now i am so unmotived its just not even funny. they did that. they made lines for me to stay in and i don't gve a poo so much i just stay in one spot. apathy will be the death of me. they say i'm being 'good'. i say i'm being boring and unhuman and unME. how do u people do it? stay in societys rules without going crazy or jumping off a bridge? how do u get around them. i would normally devise a plan. but i just don't care. it seems like too much work. what used to be fun now seems like work. how on earth could they do that to me? they tok all the things that are phsycial that cause me joy now they are taking away my own emotional way to cause me joy? thats just wrong. people+people don't mix. we just don't mix well. there is more conflict and damage when 2 people get togtehert than postive things.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:47:38 AM EST (GMT-5)
i'm not an animal. i don't need you to keep me 'in line'. and they are your lines. your opinion of what line and where they should be. you can't cage me with your opinion.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:49:19 AM EST (GMT-5)
I don't follow society's 'rules'
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:50:11 AM EST (GMT-5)
Looking for a reference...
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:52:08 AM EST (GMT-5)
what about the consequences? i don't mind little consequences here and there but if i veer off the beaten path of societys rules i end up walking through an unweeded path of thorns. then i have to decide. take all the abuse of the unbeaten path to the point where i am cut raw or just take the easy way and follow societys rules? i just get so tired, but i hate to give up eveerything i am and give in.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:52:43 AM EST (GMT-5)
you lost me expl
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:52:44 AM EST (GMT-5)
HUH? i'm not following? are you talkin' about a specific issue or society's rules in general>?
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:53:20 AM EST (GMT-5)
meh, little of both
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:54:51 AM EST (GMT-5)
I'm trying to figure out the genesis of this rant. No disrespect. It's hard for me to understand where you're coming from without a reference.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:56:13 AM EST (GMT-5)
dude, stop looking for meaning. it's a Picasso.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:57:38 AM EST (GMT-5)
haha. i have specific greviances that would take forever to explain and make even less sense to you so i figured i'd just generally rant.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Friday 5/30/03 - 8:58:07 AM EST (GMT-5)
hey i dunno what thats meant to mean but i'm takin it as a comliment *runs away before he can aruge*



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