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humans= loathing

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19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:22:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
people are evil. no one cares about anyone else without some kind of reward, some ulterior motive, whether it be to be loved back or for other evil reasons. usually other evil reaons. personal gain. no one genuinely gives a frick about anyone else. they just don't. i don't wanna be human. and they are forcing me to be what i am not. they are forcing me to be 'normal' and give up everything i love just so i can fit into that mold. well frick you. there are always fricking rules. then when there are no rules and i make my own they automatically deem them wrong and give me different ones that sufficate me and don't fit with me at all. i hate people. i want a break from bein human for while. a break from expectations, from the everyday life. hopefully this campin trip will do that. IF THEY FREAKING LET ME GO. i hate people. i hate the power everyone seems to have over me when i am perfectly capable of taking care of myself. i can do it better than they can, cuz honestly they suck at it
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:24:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
I agree completely, well, to a degree anyways. But that's just how humans are, egotistic.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:24:29 PM EST (GMT-5)
You have to remember you are only 17 years old and still living in their house. They sort of have a right to tellyou what to do. Now don't get me wrong, they shouldn't dictate to you HOW to BE, but they definitely have a say. And we all hate that. But I can say since i've moved out I cherish my parents, and yes, believe it or not, their opinions so much more. THey don't seem so much like the monsters they were when I was in highschool.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:24:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
who the drat gave them the right to run my life. maybe when i was 5. but i'm not 5 anymore. i do have a brain you know. and dispite what everone thinks i am not 'psycho' and 'mentally ill'. i may be a bit cooky but not so much that i can't freakin take care of myself and not know whats good for me and whats not. draters. i have a feeling i will never be free of it. once i'm out of my parents rule i'll be into societys who will retrict me too. why do i want to break out of it so much? bah. why CAN'T i be normal? would it be so bad? but i'm not. and it sucks.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:26:07 PM EST (GMT-5)
Girl, our parents know a lot more than we think they do. I hate to sound like this (my mother) but it will hit you when you get older. That they were right about al ot of things.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:26:31 PM EST (GMT-5)
i care about peopel without some kind of reward i went into coaching figuring i wouldnt be paid and i took care of my friends dogs without gettign paid even when his dad offered too i also help out people at teh grocery store who need help if i can help them
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:26:56 PM EST (GMT-5)
they keep telling me i don't know whats good for me so they have to make all the rules and decisions. wtf? i can deal with the 'you can't go to the mall' but the telling me how to act and be and behave (not like, you know, be good, like spefifically) is it up to them? no. its up to ME. i wish they would all leave me alone.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:29:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
I can see both sides. I remember being 16 and we moved and it was so hard to make friends in this small town we were in. And my mom, in allher helpfulness, said that I put out the attitude that I was a bitch. But you just have to ignore that stuff. You really do start to appreciate your parents when you only see them 2 or 3 times a year.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:36:43 PM EST (GMT-5)
not just them. my school. they are preventing me from staying after and doing homeowkr. WHY? would they LIKE me to fail? all i did after school was put on some music go on the computer and do hoemwork. draters. they just wanna shove their power in my face.
19 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 5/28/03 - 7:37:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
but you get good feelings as rewards sams



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