I just feel so stupid, Cause it makes me feel like I was attached to this friendship I thought was somewhat special for no reason? As if maybe I had... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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From the Journal of HunnyDew | mood: Ashamed

Hunnydew? Attached to a man who isn`t in the NFL? Pathetic!

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22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:20:54 PM EST (GMT-5)
I just feel so stupid, Cause it makes me feel like I was attached to this friendship I thought was somewhat special for no reason? As if maybe I had too much blind faith in it, and that its purely my fault for expecting more. I keep saying I wish I didn't have the baby shower just so this wouldn't have happened, but I guess even if I didn't throw this shower, something like this would've happened anyways because it's the person! It's not like their actions were out of nowhere, there was signs throughout the friendship. I just wish they didn't give up after ONE bit of conflict. The first real conflict we have all had in probably our entire lifetime, and they just decide to let go of everything. It sucks so bad. There's days I feel like I'm moving on but almost every night I just think about it. It's only been 3 weeks but I know it's completely and forever tainted. Weeks go by so fast
22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:23:44 PM EST (GMT-5)
How dare they? Saying "oh they are just better off without me" and then leaving??????????????? We've known each other for 5 years XD you wanted to move in together once XD I used to be ur favorite person in the world apparently and yet you dropped me the moment we spoke up XD at least tell me that you didn't wanna talk anymore! Fu/cking dick I sincerely hope you explode
22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:31:53 PM EST (GMT-5)
In August I have to send the official text though. Or maybe I can do it sooner. I'm not sure I actually can, though. I really wish they would text first, but they are completely and utterly spineless and I know it won't ever happen.

We were supposed to go to a concert together for this artist we really liked (and basically discovered togetherXD) but now that all this is happened, I think it's better if we just don't.

I really really wish things weren't the way they were! This sucks! It sucks so much! I hate this!

I think they know, though. They unfollowed my playlist I made to get familiar with their songs to prepare for the concert so that's cool. That's fun. I wish I was as emotionless as them, that would be great right now
22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:37:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
"I don't think we should go to *band name* together this month."

"I think it's better if I see *band name* with just *other friend*."

"I think I should go see *band name* with someone else."

Not sure if they stalk my youthink on the regular but I guess it's a possibility. That would make things a lot worse, I think. It feels sh/itty to plot something like this publicly on youthink but idk this is basically my 2nd journal? I dunno. I cry too much. Once again I wish I just didn't feel anything and sometimes it feels like I don't! Gotta wake at 5
22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:42:58 PM EST (GMT-5)
Wow who needs therapy when you can rant on youthink and feel immediately holy. F\uck church forever. I've been baptized on this glorious website. I love it here I absolutely love it

22 days ago - Sunday 7/24/22 - 11:53:02 PM EST (GMT-5)
Wait I'm so stupid once football starts I'm literally going to feel ok always I'm such an idiot! Oh my god football oh my god football is soon oh my god
22 days ago - Monday 7/25/22 - 1:01:56 AM EST (GMT-5)
I still love him lol
22 days ago - Monday 7/25/22 - 1:35:33 AM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 7/25/22 - 1:01:56 AM HunnyDew wrote:
I still love him lol


Yeah well I'm going to delete his league account so
22 days ago - Monday 7/25/22 - 1:51:51 AM EST (GMT-5)
HA
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 7:41:51 PM EST (GMT-5)
Death
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 7:42:44 PM EST (GMT-5)
I guess I'll just complain on this specific journal till I feel better

I wish I was worth it!
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:43:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
Mom keeps saying she feels bad for him because God forbid I'm in the right XD
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:45:10 PM EST (GMT-5)
New breakfast shakes r scrumptious had one of those and nuggets and some apple slices today I only feel crappy emotionally *thumbs up*
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:46:51 PM EST (GMT-5)
Just had a chocolate muffin and I am going to puke it all up
21 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:49:07 PM EST (GMT-5)
Gonna delete the Tomodachi today so if I start going insane the next two weeks um idk pray for me
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:50:22 PM EST (GMT-5)
Ok but he's a level 29 and I just discovered his favorite food I'm going to down myself
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:50:34 PM EST (GMT-5)
Drown* idk
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:55:46 PM EST (GMT-5)
I'm terrified something bad is going to happen it feels like I'm dunking myself in ice water every couple of minutes
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:56:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
Also head hurts I don't remember the last time I've cried almost every night since I graduated highschool
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 8:59:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
This is great inspiration for my cassette tapes...
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 9:04:35 PM EST (GMT-5)
U ever blow ur nose so much that now u are very dizzy and nothing is staying down XD
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 9:10:42 PM EST (GMT-5)
Are you predicting YT being demolished by metaphorical bulldozers?
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 9:11:54 PM EST (GMT-5)
If yt is ever demolished I'm going down with it
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 9:11:57 PM EST (GMT-5)
the way you were mild on instagram but shedding in here
20 days ago - Tuesday 7/26/22 - 9:13:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
no wait "dad" thing, you earned a 'feel better soon' bandaid for that

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