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Got dam it Smoking suck!

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19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:11:44 AM EST (GMT-5)
Its dam near morning, and I am up.. i know i shouldn't but I see the bright green box, of NEWPORTS on my desk, I move the cover and the deep aroma of Menthol ciggerettes fill my mind.. I am being forced to smoke....
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:12:02 AM EST (GMT-5)
I deny the fact I am addictted, I tell myself I am not willing to quit.. or at least not now.. I know its stupid, I don't look cool, while i'm sucking on a cancer stick.. I don't portary myself as a rugged cowboy or a cool camel, i don't think i'm a sailor with my newports, i smoke for the shear joy of boredem.. I smoke for the fact, that when i take a puff.. that is all i am thinking about.. i am not thinking where the frick am i going to get money, how am i going to make it through the day.. or if i am going to wear a jacket cuss its freaken cold, or if i need a hat cuss it raining... I kill my self 40 sec's at a time, not thinking.. but its ok.. i've got my Coffee, my Ciggerettes and my lighter.. and all i am thinking about is when am i going to take another puff..smoking isn't cool, its a mindless relaxing action.. its the sheer joy of knowing that i am only smoking.. and that is the only thought in my head. :)
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:16:05 AM EST (GMT-5)
just keep trying 2 quit ps. oh god damn it its u again
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:24:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
You are addicted. Admit it.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:27:33 AM EST (GMT-5)
Admitting that you have an addiction is the first step towards quitting and recovering. You've probably heard that hundreds of times, but nothing could be further from the truth.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:56:42 AM EST (GMT-5)
Nothing is farther from the truth than 'admitting you have an addiction'?
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 4:59:59 AM EST (GMT-5)
Start smoking pot. IT takes less, and once you get high, you lose the urge to smoke.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:00:46 AM EST (GMT-5)
Im saying that its the first step towards quitting and recovery, doli.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:18:35 AM EST (GMT-5)
You should be a shrink GuErriLLa.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:20:04 AM EST (GMT-5)
That's what I thought you were saying but the words were confusing to me for some reason. Maybe I'm just tired.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:23:43 AM EST (GMT-5)
The world's tired! COFFEE! The one stop solution!
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:25:01 AM EST (GMT-5)
lol, i would make a terrible shrink.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:33:25 AM EST (GMT-5)
I love coffee! And I think otherwise GuErriLLa.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:34:27 AM EST (GMT-5)
Newports would make me quit smoking in a heart beat!
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:35:37 AM EST (GMT-5)
Drink coffee. It's a drug (well, the caffeine anyway). It apparently works. I wouldn't know, as I don't smoke. Never have.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 5:53:55 AM EST (GMT-5)
no coffee doesn't take the place of smoking, but it is nice to have while you are smoking mostly when it is so damn cold outside right now!
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 6:09:23 AM EST (GMT-5)
Bleck. Smoking. Disgusting.
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 6:11:11 AM EST (GMT-5)
I know rain, I am sorry sweetie *buys rain a cup of coffee* Thought about you last night, on TLC, they had this hour long special on Drac
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Wednesday 11/27/02 - 6:14:18 AM EST (GMT-5)
I know! I watched it! (well, most of it...Jamie wanted to watch a movie)
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 2:50:03 AM EST (GMT-5)
def-x.. haha, when i smoke cronic i don't stop till i pass the f-out
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 2:50:40 AM EST (GMT-5)
I need coffee, as I only had 3 cups this morning!
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 2:56:38 AM EST (GMT-5)
I like carmel Machiato's they are good.. as hell
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 2:57:33 AM EST (GMT-5)
I like Nescafe. They have Choco Lattes too!
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 3:00:57 AM EST (GMT-5)
hmm. . .nicotine <starts up the IV drip>
19 yrs ago, 1 mos ago - Thursday 11/28/02 - 3:03:50 AM EST (GMT-5)
If I could have coffee in my veins instead of blood...

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