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Pack your bags we’ll leave tonight.

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1 month ago - Friday 12/3/21 - 11:43:06 PM EST (GMT-5)
I have to carry up wood at my grandmother’s in the morning. So that means I’m probably only allowed to watch the end of this golden state game.

I could use a quieter weekend.

Someone I knew in high school is having a holiday market thing where people are selling things that they made. I got a Facebook invite. But it may very well be default invite. We do still get along when we run into each other.

But I’m just generally miserable. I don’t really know if I belong anywhere besides a bar.

That’s not true but I had a bit to drink on Thanksgiving even. I don’t know. Leaning into winter.

I’m only having a few beers tonight. About to eat. Might just get full and go to bed.

No I was a mess the night before Thanksgiving. No bueno. Should keep an eye on it. I am able to keep it on the weekends at least. Usually. Lately.

But I have to eat now.
1 month ago - Saturday 12/4/21 - 12:43:00 AM EST (GMT-5)
I had a worry the other day that writing about my faith is somehow less than speaking about it or singing praises. But I think I let that fear go. And as convoluted as the rest of my ramblings happen to be I think when I write things about my faith it’s a genuine practice of my desire to praise God. And it’s as loud as I want it to be. And I think there’s an idea that it’s somehow seeking something. That it’s trying to reinvent the wheel. But it’s not. It can be founded as a chorus or a prayer. It can be as dictated by the truth as anything else. And I’m saying this because I have worries. And because I have fears. And I just want to affirm to what I turn to when I am most desperately in need. And attribute praise to the only thing worthy of praise.

But now I’m all worked up and the basketball game is over.
1 month ago - Saturday 12/4/21 - 12:45:29 AM EST (GMT-5)
Hockey?
1 month ago - Saturday 12/4/21 - 9:29:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
Just bought three tickets to Animal Collective in the spring. Something to drive me through winter I suppose.
1 month ago - Monday 12/6/21 - 11:23:54 PM EST (GMT-5)
The Bills make my heart hurt.
1 month ago - Tuesday 12/7/21 - 12:22:46 AM EST (GMT-5)
Fuh fuh fuh. Fuh.
1 month ago - Tuesday 12/7/21 - 8:35:40 PM EST (GMT-5)
The only reference I can find for this is Dilbert.

Almost as bad as Cathy.
1 month ago - Tuesday 12/7/21 - 9:32:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
https://financialpost.com/business-...

I guess I haven’t done my Dilbert homework. It’s pretty good.
1 month ago - Tuesday 12/7/21 - 10:44:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
So I’ll be on first as of Monday the way things are going. Still 11-7 tomorrow and the rest of the week. But he knows what he’s doing for the most part. Has experience in the same role apparently.

The Knicks are having a good night.

Apparently realized that they need to actually play against teams with worse records.

Just got whooped by a lot of better teams though.
1 month ago - Wednesday 12/8/21 - 1:15:16 AM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 12/7/21 - 8:35:40 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
The only reference I can find for this is Dilbert. Almost as bad as Cathy.

That's the one.

Where Dilbert gives a presentation and the other engineers mock him by saying "fuh".
1 month ago - Wednesday 12/8/21 - 11:55:54 AM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 12/7/21 - 8:35:40 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
The only reference I can find for this is Dilbert. Almost as bad as Cathy.


I can't believe that anyone actually liked the Cathy cartoons.
1 month ago - Wednesday 12/8/21 - 9:53:18 PM EST (GMT-5)
Missed most of the game but c’mon Knicks.

I guess Toppin did a funk dunk but we lost by twenty.

2nd shift type stuff happened again tonight. It was manageable but aggravating. We need to work on that stuff not happening. Hopefully I can be proactive once I get on first.

I’ve done it on the midshift preparing for second so far. I should be able to manage making a hand off.

Get a paycheck tomorrow at least.
1 month ago - Friday 12/10/21 - 6:58:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
Went to bed at 1030.

Up at 6.

Seems possible for next week.

Don’t have to go in till 11. But need coffee and need to fill a prescription. Don’t know if you can just ask about a booster at the pharmacy. Going to try just asking about a booster at the pharmacy.

Don’t want to be hampered. Concerts and stuff. Less nagging from the first shift lady.
1 month ago - Friday 12/10/21 - 9:49:58 AM EST (GMT-5)
Well they’re booked through all of December so…
1 month ago - Friday 12/10/21 - 8:19:31 PM EST (GMT-5)
Found an appointment across the street on Christmas Eve.

Officially not a night dweller as of Monday. Hopefully I manage to still survive.

I think training went well. I feel comfortable. He said he feels comfortable. Today was me leaving at five and passing off a few extra parts to him. Probably similar to how things will go next week.

Already worried about next week but have to remember that I still have a weekend. Need to let myself unwind. Need to worry less about losing my job and more about not losing my mind.

I mean. My medication helps prevent that. But should probably try and have less moments where I feel like I need my medication.

So far that’s happened a lot less since the transition to first started. Or at least it’s occurred in a more controlled environment where I have the means to alleviate my anxiety.

Better communication is the goal.
1 month ago - Friday 12/10/21 - 8:22:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
Did the Knicks just let the Raptors waste all their energy in the first half or did the Knicks waste all their energy getting back into the game?

Second half basketball is the best. And the worst but still the best.
1 month ago - Saturday 12/11/21 - 7:56:56 PM EST (GMT-5)



I did this with another user last time i was posting...
1 month ago - Sunday 12/12/21 - 12:59:29 PM EST (GMT-5)
Will they even bother locking this?

Having a beer and watching the Knicks.

Not sure if I’ll start taking my medication in the morning before work or before bed and after work. Probably I’ll do that. Just normal except second dose after work.

Or… sertraline and risperidone immediately after work around four or five and then just risperidone at 7-8 before work. I’ll keep that in mind tonight.

I’ll take my medicine after the Bills game and then the cycle will be right. Skip my afternoon dose of risperidone today too. I missed everything last night so….

Let’s see if the optimism of positive changes improves the chemical balances of my psyche. I’m going to my parents too. Hopefully I don’t freak out on my dad or my brother while I’m there.

I’m kidding.

Kind of.
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 4:09:06 PM EST (GMT-5)
After you spam for six more posts and they lock it, will you make a new one?
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 4:45:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
Didn't threads used to lock at 1000 or am I bananas?
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 5:15:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 12/13/21 - 4:09:06 PM WobblyCat wrote:
After you spam for six more posts and they lock it, will you make a new one?


I’m not spamming.
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 6:24:19 PM EST (GMT-5)
My dad tested positive.

Fortunately I already made off with all the frozen meatballs this weekend.
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 6:31:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
Masks are now mandatory everywhere in NY. I scheduled a test for Saturday. They were out of self tests across the street.

My mom and little brother both tested negative. But my dad has been in person at court appearances for a while now. He feels like just a mild cold. Can taste and smell.

First first shift day was good. Very busy but good. Just need to hunker down and get to bed early and all that jazz.

Am already pretty tired. Will try and watch MNF but will probably go to sleep before it’s over.

Just kind of numbed to everything lately.

Need more carrots and hummus. Maybe mañana.
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 7:53:39 PM EST (GMT-5)
Whoever posts next locks the journal if the mods are still alive.

I’ll wait.
1 month ago - Monday 12/13/21 - 9:59:57 PM EST (GMT-5)
One thous-and.

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