She's like me. Not ugly, not pretty.
I'm not sexually attracted to her but I like her spitfire attitude and sense of humor. It also helps that she said she wants to suck my brains out.
I hesitate to ask her out because she's black and I'm white. I'm pretty sure our tastes in music won't line up. I really have no idea about black culture and I'm afraid of saying or doing something stupid.
I'm probably just making excuses because I'm afraid to get in a relationship.
I want to be happy.
It's a real possibility she could help me be happy but
Ok I'll admit it. I'm afraid of caring again.