My boss said "You're awfully quiet this week. Is everything ok?"
My sister said "You're not saying much. Is something wrong?"
A lurker got in touch with another lurker who messaged me to ask why I wasn't posting much on YT.
I don't know.
I'm not feeling depressed more than usual, I just got nothing to say. Maybe spending all this time alone is destroying my language skills. Maybe I don't feel like I have anything original to say. Yesterday I answered my sister in cliches because I felt the social pressure to hold up my end of the conversation. I still got a few laughs but my heart wasn't in it.
My gut response is to say I just have nothing to add, just leave me be. But when I reflect it feels nice that people are concerned.
Maybe I'm on my way to depression or maybe not.
Does anyone else have times where they clam up?
Come out of your shells and talk to me.