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Interests: Poetry / Books / Feminism / Music / Arts/Crafts
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Birthday:8/1/1997 (19 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name:
Occupation: Sales Associate
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Religion: Christian
Politics: Liberal
Fav. Movie: Amelie
Fav. TV Show: X-Files
Fav. Book: Perks Of Being A Wallflower
Fav. Song: Hiding - Pianos Become The Teeth
Fav. Food: bugs
Fav. Car: 2001 Mitsubishi Eclipse
 
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YT Knoxville - Mood:Good
Friday January 13 20173:53:49 PM |
Plz someone come visit me

I need friends

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i got the vegetable fajita when i wanted the chicken nachos - Mood:Good
Friday January 13 201712:30:19 AM |
so

i met someone

like literally a week ago

i know

i know i said i wouldnt

i said i wouldnt even date anyone

but i downloaded tinder to get ego boosts
and i met someone
and we were just like "hey lets be friends"
and then we hung out just got coffee
and then dinner that night
and then the day after i got snowed in at her apartment for two days
and then i went to see her at work
then we got coffee again
then i stopped by to see her yesterday
then today she came into my work and i cut her hair
and then tonight we went out for dinner
and then banged
hard

and i know im moving way too fast
but i like her so much
and i wanna be with her all the time
and ask her to be official with me

we're already going to a show on the 30th
i like her so much

i get it
whatever you're going to say
its already been through my mind
i just

feelings ?

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I have a personal relationship with the girl at papa johns - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 11 201712:29:03 PM |
God life sucks

Like truly feel awful

Trying to push through

Too many things to prove to myself

But here i am debating if its all worth it once again

Whats the use in trying

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Sorry i got so high that i threw up on your kitchen table - Mood:Good
Monday January 09 201712:47:41 AM |
I dont really want to talk to myself anymore so I'll talk here

Just casually hanging out in my room letting all them thoughts be thunked

Its all good

Im doing better

But its all a lie and im sad


I love everything about the way your eyes look even if you dont and the way you smile its so adorable and sweet

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fade into you... i think it`s strange you never knew - Mood:Good
Tuesday January 03 201711:04:26 PM |
i feel really weird

it's like i've just been living in a shell of a human who's been doing motions but i have no reaction to anything. like i just really want someone ANYONE to be like "hey bud you doing ok"

i finally told my mom so i guess i'll tell you guys too.
india got an abortion. last week.
we'd been dealing with it since she realized it about a month ago. i wanted to keep it. she did not. i wanted to give it up for adoption. she did not. i wanted to discuss literally any other option. she did not

the reason we broke up actually ended up being for financial reasons. she texted me last monday after not talking to me for days about paying for the abortion on tuesday. i told her i didn't have the full amount but i could give her part of it and then the rest on friday. she told me that i would never understand the pain she was going through

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it must yell at andrew and be over dramatic day - Mood:Good
Monday December 26 20167:29:22 PM |
i literally hate everyone i know in real life

my parents
my girlfriend
my friends

they all really really suck

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What are your weird traditions - Mood:Good
Friday December 23 201610:39:35 PM |
Every Christmas season i watch trainspotting

Every year on my birthday i watch breakfast club and ferris bueller (oh oh. Chk, chkchk ahh)

Anytime my favorite team plays i wear a pair of jeans. Not as a good luck charm. But because its tradition

When i was a kid i absolutely had to walk on the edge of something. I dont know why. But i had a small freakout when i walked and my foot didnt line up with a corner or crack or something. I think i had ocd that kinda went away as i got older. Not a tradition but something i just realized

Anyway what are your traditions youre pretty sure no ine else celebrates

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Didnt know i was broken til i wanted to change - Mood:Good
Thursday December 22 20169:01:34 PM |
So

Because i suck. I have devoted all of 2017 to making myself not suck.

So heres my list of things im gonna do. How to suck less in 365 days (or less!)

-floss. I actually started doing this last week
-cut out cola. Uhh... not me, but soda
-im no longer saying i can't to things i can do. If i can try, i'm gonna try
-no longer going to experiment with alcohol. I know my limits and just because chardonnay MAY taste good with tropical red bull doesnt mean i should make a tropical wine mixture. I also know i cant drink an entire fifth of 120 proof vodka in one sitting anymore. Limits.
-stop spending so much goddamn money on useless poo. Im the WORST about buying everything I dont need. I almost bought a shirt with laura palmer on it the other day. Just cause. I dont need that sh-t. Im an adult.
-eat more raw organic vegetables
-learn guitar. Chicks dont wanna bang the uke guy

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YOU AS YOU ARE - Mood:Good
Friday December 16 201612:52:55 AM |
Whats up show me your mug
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Bet you, i`mma get it i aint trippin bout no hater bitches - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 14 201612:21:38 PM |
Mmm god damn

Victory tastes so god damn sweet

Like chipotle
Cause im at chipotle

CAUSE I PASSED MY MOTHER dratIN TEST

IM OFFICIALLY A LICENSED COSMETOLOGIST MOTHER F-CKERS

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I have a job interview in 12 hours - Mood:Good
Monday December 12 201611:25:09 PM |
That pays a LOT

But i dont really....want the job? Its a call center and i'm... collections. Im gonna get cussed out several times a day.

But

Almost double the pay im at right now

But

Sh-tty job

But

Good hours

We'll see how all this goes. Training wouldn't start until January anyway

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THIS IS THE WORST DAY EVER - Mood:Good
Thursday December 08 20165:13:56 PM |
IM MAKING A NEW JOURNAL KISS MY GODDAMN dratING ASS

IM ABOUT TO HAVE A dratING MELTDOWN

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

I FAILED MY dratING TEST

I GOT FIRED

AND WHEN I CALL MY MOM TO TELL HER I GOT FIRED SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE ADOPTED A KID

A CHILD

A LITTLE ADOLESCENT HUMAN

NO

NO

NO


WHAT THE dratING drat

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Im so tired of my drating life - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 06 20166:21:51 PM |
If i try to get better, i fail. If i stay the same im a failure

I really really really really just dont want to do this anymore and to be honest im starting to genuinely wonder what the point of staying in place is. Staying in place or moving. 2 steps forward 8 steps back. It doesnt matter

Im gonna die one day anyway

Why should i retake my licensing test next week.

Why should i try to sign up for the act when i know i'll fail. Why should i even attempt to look at colleges

I dont even know what id major in. I drating hate myself. I know i say it a lot but i think i'm gonna kill myself.

I dont have anything to live for anyways except for this drating website

Congrats draters you are the reason im not sawing my wrists open right now

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I did something incredibly stupid and now i feel stupid - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 30 20169:18:50 AM |
I walked out of my state board test. Paid 70 dollars to take it and 60 dollars for a mannequin. And then when i began, i freaked out, could feel a panic attack coming on, and so i went up to the lady and asked if i could leave. She was like "um... are you sure" so i said that i wasnt going to pass and i didnt want to waste anyone's time. So i left and now im sitting in my car wondering what the f-ck i'm gonna do. I feel stupid. 8 feel like I'm not good enough and that i should just go home and apply for a retail job because thats the best i'm gonna get i feel so stupid why did i do this why did i switch to online school why didnt i just stay in public school and take the sat and go to college. Im so stupid i hate myself what the f-ck am i going to do
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Ama for the simple folks and the extravagant as well - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 23 201610:41:25 PM |
Its Wednesday.

Im watching tv and yt is dead.

Im answering in word form im sorry if thats boring for you

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