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Male, 21 years old
city, state, Southern US

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15,146 Posts | Member Since: 11/4/2002
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Interests: Poetry / Books / Feminism / Music / Arts/Crafts
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:8/1/1997 (21 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name:
Occupation: Sales Associate
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Religion: Christian
Politics: Liberal
Fav. Movie: Amelie
Fav. TV Show: X-Files
Fav. Book: Perks Of Being A Wallflower
Fav. Song: Hiding - Pianos Become The Teeth
Fav. Food: bugs
Fav. Car: 2001 Mitsubishi Eclipse
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just some stuff - Mood:Good
Sunday October 21 20182:20:23 PM |
i might be buying a house for my parents

im going to a narcotics anonymous meeting tomorrow

ive been covering a lot of shifts at work for the front desk and i havent had a day off in almost 2 weeks and id really like to go home (and do drugs but also actually want to get clean this time)

i bought a roku tv from walmart. a tiny 1 but i dont need a big one

i also buying a bed cause my ex made me get rid of my old one so my coworker is going me a “used once” mattress and box springs for $75

things r not great but im really trying to be better and to feel better. i have to try at the very least

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i feel sick to my stomach - Mood:Good
Thursday October 11 20185:45:09 PM |
i was supposed to go on a date with someone yesterday. i was really into her too.

so as i’m on my way to her house she sends me a text and is like “hey did you already know about seth?” and i was like “huh? yeah hes one of my best friends what do you mean?”

long story short..... he’s a f-cking rapist. and i am disgusted. i cant believe he’s manipulated me for so long into thinking he’s a good person. so i’ve cut him out of my life. i didnt say anything to him but i’ve just decided that most of my friends are toxic anyway. i asked a friend if she knew and she was like “most people knew... but they’re just rumors right?” and i was like “dude... seriously...”

i dont know. i feel like i’ve literally gone crazy. and now this girl wants nothing to do with me by association which..... i mean yeah i don’t blame her i was best friends with someone who f-cking raped her.

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I wanted to pretend that it was better on the phone. I didn`t wanna tell you I was jealous and alone - Mood:Good
Sunday September 23 201812:23:36 PM |
idk guys

im not sure how much longer i can do this. every day is hell and it only gets harder and harder and i dont wanna do this anymore.

life is a crushing weight that only gets heavier and heavier and i dont know if i should even try anymore.

i watch everyone i know lead successful and fulfilling lives and i truly think theyd be just fine without me. sure people would be sad for a week or two but i dont think it would really affect anyone in the long run.

ive had friends die before. im not sad about them anymore.

also spider-man on the ps4 is good i’m enjoying it

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