im not sure how much longer i can do this. every day is hell and it only gets harder and harder and i dont wanna do this anymore.
life is a crushing weight that only gets heavier and heavier and i dont know if i should even try anymore.
i watch everyone i know lead successful and fulfilling lives and i truly think theyd be just fine without me. sure people would be sad for a week or two but i dont think it would really affect anyone in the long run.
ive had friends die before. im not sad about them anymore.
also spider-man on the ps4 is good i’m enjoying it