It’s probably a lot like those uncomfortable moments. But for everyone in a crowded room.
It’s settling down lately. I’m only sporadically involved in anything. I don’t think it’s really chess like. But I’ve never developed an end game in chess anyway. I’m not sure of actually winning is anything more than a commercial.
Probably I should appreciate this is plateau over valley. I don’t think I’m subject to anything immediately. It was kind of immediate subjugation for, probably five years.
I can’t wrap my head around it.
Did I tell everyone I’m going on vacation again? In March. With three brothers, two parents, a niece, a nephew, a sister in law, and a brother’s significant other.
It should be good. I just don’t want to drink too much. I’m scared that I’m going to drink too much or worse, drink too much and fight with my siblings, or worse, drink too much and fight with my father.