I think I'm a bit manic today?
I'm on a huge up, given how low I've been feeling for the last month or even more.
Ive lashed out here, and I owe everyone an apology.
It's been a huge roller coaster for me since I reunited with Roberta in June of 2014.
And most of you know what I'm talking about.
But it was destined to not work. Believe it or not, but I knew it would never work.
It couldn't. Me with kids and grandkids, her with none.
We had fun. We traveled, went to concerts, gambled, and had a lot of good times.
But we both knew it had to end. Everyone around me knew it too.
But I'm just a big silly softie, that believes in love. Stupid romantic fool, I am.
Anyways, this is MY journal, so get out!
And I'm also sorry for killing YT tonight.