(26 Years Old)
(Decline to State)
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|Fav. Movie:|| Trainspotting|
|Fav. TV Show:|| Gravity Falls|
|Fav. Book:|| The Crying of Lot 49|
|Fav. Song:|| After the Goldrush|
|Fav. Food:|| All of it|
|Fav. Car:|| Batboat|
|Theme 'Postal' created by SleepyJean||
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| How do I stop being so bitter? - Mood:Good|
Saturday February 17 20188:51:11 PM |
|Today is day four of my latest suicidy stint.|
I just keep thinking over all the ways my life has gone wrong and how incredibly unfairly and neglectfully I now understand I have been treated, and how much better my life could have been if I hadn't been ignored and how angry I am now because of it.
My family keeps trying to talk to me but it always ends with them telling me I need to get over stuff and complaining to me about how unpleasant my attitude about it is. And then they suggest a bunch of solutions and when I tell them I've tried all that stuff, they get mad at me for 'being so negative' and 'shooting down everything'.
I'm not the one starting these conversations. I know they bring it up because they want to help, but it's like when they realise they can't solve my problem they get upset and then point that feeling at me and get mad at me for making them feel that way,
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| Am I being unreasonable? - Mood:Good|
Saturday February 10 20187:38:20 PM |
|I'm trying to pick up shifts at work because hours have been cut across the board.|
This guy wants me to take his opening shift tomorrow *IF* the weathers too bad for him to drive in.
On a Saturday night.
I told him id take it, but only if it was for certain and otherwise maybe but I'm not gonna call off my plans tonight so who knows.
He didn't want to give it up
Dude. You want a favour? Fine. But I'm not staying in and cancelling on partying only for you to decide I can't have the hours.
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| Does your fridge have a cheese drawer? - Mood:Good|
Wednesday February 07 20181:00:38 PM |
|To me, the cheese (and eventually coldcut and etc.) drawer is indescribable.|
How else would I keep my many varied cheeses from taking on the doors and tastes of the other things in the fridge?
But apparently, not only does a percent of the population not have a cheese drawer, they've never ever HEARD of a cheese drawer.
This is rob me barbaric madness, even the mini bar fridge I used in my dorm room had a box I shoved in it for cheese storage
But when I told my friend the oka was in the cheese drawer, they looked at me like I had two heads.
WHAT THE FLUB, PEOPLE?!
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| When you work at 2pm, you can get baked in the tub at 11. - Mood:Good|
Tuesday January 30 201812:08:03 PM |
|I love baths|
I got a new roommate! I like him, but I doubt he'll be here more than two months tops, probably just one. He's move from to the city for work, and ran out of his lodging time that's work have him and hasn't found an apartment.
We met on a dating site but decided not to date but rather get beers with another lonely new-in-towner, and really hit it off.
Of course I'm not just a slug uh who sloths around all day though; I got up early and swam 30 lengths because as I was struggling to do my jeans up yesterday I realised I had crossed the line from plump to tubby, and that just won't do.
Also hardware store and groceries
Also I may have accidentally bought a 600 dollar painting. It's ok though, the artist is letting me pay in fifty dollar monthly instalments.
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| Guess who`s back, bitches. - Mood:Good|
Friday January 26 20189:27:56 AM |
|I moved in in October|
It is now almost February
I FINALLY HAVE HOME INTERNET
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| im at my mums place and want to go home but cant - Mood:Good|
Thursday January 11 20182:44:59 PM |
|I lost my phone|
Luckily a family member gave me a cast off
Unluckily, it is this huge blackberry and typing on it hurt my wrists
And now I've lost the number of a guy I went on a super promising first date with
And all my other contacts
And my phone that I liked
Thank goodness I had a bunch of my important photos online
I want to go back home where I can eat my own food and see friends but instead I'm stuck here in an empty house alone with no food in a town that's a hitch to travel in because my mum booked the day off tomorrow without telling me and I have to stay because she's doing radiation and is depressed and lonely
But f*ck I don't want to
I feel like I have no business being more depressed than and wanting to bail on my cancer mom but urg
I don't want to be here
I've been crying for the past hour because I hate it so much
There's not even food in this house
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| I made too much chilli guys. - Mood:Good|
Saturday January 06 20184:02:04 PM |
There's no such thing as too much chilli, you say.
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| Like the champion that I am, I have locked myself out of my apartment. - Mood:Good|
Tuesday January 02 201812:31:15 PM |
|An it only took me three months!|
Luckily today is rent day so my landlord doesn't have to make an extra trip, lol.
But for the next half hour I'm stuck in the hall with my groceries.
I'm gonna blab on my neighbors. They're not nice people to their dogs and each other and me, so I'm going to eat them the hell out.
And they've filled the hallways with their junk (baby stroller - they don't have a baby, it's for hauling- and lawn chairs etc)
The Hallandale are narrow, and I can't get to my mailbox easily.
And the smell from their apartment has started seeping into mine.
I hope they get evicted. I can't imagine worse neighbors.
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| How are you going to ring in the new year? - Mood:Good|
Sunday December 31 20171:12:22 PM |
|I am going to be soaking in the tub with video games and a glass of sparkling wine.|
I'm been looking forward to this all week, I even bought champagne flutes and a 60% off holiday bath spa set.
And no, it wasn't because I wasn't invited anywhere. I've just had enough of people parties and want a ME party.
That and I detest New Years.
Either I have to get super dressed up and freeze my ass off, or feel like a frump all evening.
Who ever designed the women's dress level and style for NYE was either a sadist or never traveled north of Santa Barbara
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| What`s the weather like where you are, sleepyjean? - Mood:Good|
Saturday December 30 20171:16:07 PM |
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| Novelty gift ribbon: $3.50. 2 Growlers ignore craft beer: $15/each - Mood:Good|
Sunday December 24 20178:51:36 PM |
|The look on your impossible to buy for surly grandfather's face when he realises he got the same gift as his 19 year old grandson: priceless |
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| think I`m going to stop inviting my friends to dinner. - Mood:Good|
Friday December 22 20175:50:26 PM |
|This is the third time they've texted less than an hour before they've said they'd come bubble saying they'd be 2+ hours later for totally asinine reasons.|
It's like...you knew I was making a ham, and you knew I was working all day, and now I'm supposed to put off dinner for two extra hours while I'm hungry and somehow halt a roasting ham?
And when I'm f*cking feeding you?
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