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(24 Years Old)
(Decline to State)
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(Decline to State)|
|Fav. Movie:|| Princess Mononoke|
|Fav. TV Show:|| Documentaries|
|Fav. Book:|| Lord of Chaos|
|Fav. Song:|| Pogues - Hell`s Ditch|
|Fav. Food:|| Pork in any form|
|Fav. Car:|| |
|Theme 'The Minimalist' created by Loptr||
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| So, Tumblr committed suicide, making this my primary social networking site again - Mood:Exhausted|
Monday December 03 20188:38:57 PM |
|I'm fairly bummed out about it. It's like suddenly losing a loved pet.|
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| It`s hard to not be depressed in a situation where you would be objectively better off dead - Mood:Bad|
Monday November 05 201810:37:53 AM |
|I wanedt to do something with my life. I wanted work that has a meaning and makes a difference. I'm completely incapable of doing anything meaningful. I couldn't make it as a nurse, it was like being in my own personal tailor-made definition of Hell every single day.|
I couldn't endure the factory, it was simply so worthless. It was like standing in my own, unmarked grave, waiting for death.
Now I find myself incapable of taking up the goddamn book and actually studying. I would rather push my head into a wood chipper.
The only thing I can do and that I am good at is english. But like everything else tolerable and easy, it's not a real job. Nobody hires translators, and if you luck out, there's no pay. I'd be making less money than I did at the factory, at the odd times I am not unemployed.
I am capable of nothing worthwhile and nothing I am capable of is worth anything.
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