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Male, 25 years old
Dubai, UAE, Asia

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Ahlu al Quboor Narjahanam
Bahraini black metal 2013

Interests: Cats
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:2/13/1992 (25 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name: Telegram
Occupation: Peanut Factory
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Straight
Religion: Muslim
Politics: Liberal
Fav. Movie: Hard Candy
Fav. TV Show: Fawlty Towers
Fav. Book: The Satanic Verses
Fav. Song: Diamonds Aren`t Forever by Bring me the Horizon
Fav. Food: Lamb Biryani
Fav. Car: Bicycle
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Collecting my thoughts - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 31 20175:14:43 AM |
These past few weeks I have been doing a lot of reflection and recovery. It's been dreary weather with on-and-off misting rain for weeks so every day after work when I sit on a covered porch and smoke it just kind of brings about a reflective mood.

For a while right after my depression suddenly ended I was just going nuts, getting f***** up on everything as much as I could in a mistaken attempt to relive what I believed I had missed out on during my teens and early twenties wasted years of just going to work and going home and going to work and going home. But that isn't really the way "everyone else" was and I'm glad I'm done with that.

And so even though my dad's been away for better part of a decade now and I haven't been feeling chronic depression since December I'm still only just now starting to process these things.

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