In case of emergency , plunging kit on premises - Mood:Enraged

Wednesday November 18 20201:04:29 AM |

The other night I started hearing music like in my body. I could feel it the most when I was laying down. Songs are like really long strings of metal. Not a bad metal, like really thin cold metal that you want to touch. The strings starts on the right side and then spreads to the rest of me. And every part of the song has a different shape inside of me, but it's all connected to the string. Some sounds would make different parts of my body twitch. If my right hand felt a sound before my left the sound would bounce to my left hand. My legs and arms would sometimes move on their own. All the shapes have different feelings, and some songs had textures. That was two days ago? And every time I lay down I can do it, but it takes awhile, I have to lay down and relax for it to be as intense as that first time.

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Waiting for the pasta to cook - Mood:Exhausted

Friday November 06 202012:29:35 PM |

Haven't been able to write anything of note the past two weeks. Been trying to roller-skate. Don't have the will to keep up on my animal crossing towns and style savvy boutique. I can always just hop back to the last day I played on the DS though. I do have enough will and energy to enjoy Dr.Sudoku and filling out some sudoku pages. Tumblr was fun last night. Wish I could go to a NBA game. I have also been thinking about being in the car with my mom and the radio was always on, and if me and my siblings would start to bicker she would turn the radio up all the way and roll the windows down. Had a dream last night, wasn't me at all, was a 16 year old boy and I killed my teacher in a river. Gotta get ready for work.

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Good Reads Beef - Mood:Mischievous

Friday October 30 20202:40:20 AM |

I kiss concrete as if I am saying goodbye As if I am Ryan gosling As if I could ever have the gull to forget 2000s NBA uniforms vs Victorian ball gown diagrams Cake in hand day cake Favorite type of bottled water What mall job do you work at Dance with the beast Cake baseball and kiddie pool full of watersnakes I would do anything to save you from what you become Yellow polka dot bikini Fear no man feel no pain "Oooooh my God you have a pierced penis I love it " 7:31pm raspberry Buy pack of 500, gut cartridg Hands dreams and vomit I can't stop thinking about my old doctor's office Go buy snacks and bring something white Boy I will eat you a-drating-live God made no sacrifices when he made me That bastard Huxley was never wrong huh HUXLEY HOLDING AN IDOG Third floor lights are triggered by door Sandy not a dog but a red head Did that guy have a dog? No but he had a clipboard

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Goonies - Mood:Naughty

Wednesday October 28 20204:32:01 AM |

I wish my body was peanut inside a jar. All my limbs would only be limbs to me, no one else would be able to look at my body and recognize it as such. I would be easy and spreadable, also I would be peanut butter so you could put me on sandwiches. And I would have such a clear, simple, easy, defined purpose. To be eaten. SMOOTH PEANUT BUTTER. Smooth limbs. No brushing my teeth, or putting coco butter on in the winter. Just mounds of peanut butter carved like mountains by the knife and spoon.

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I miss Leonard Cohen - Mood:Enraged

Saturday October 17 20204:47:59 AM |

I miss Cohen. I wish there was more poems for me to read. More interviews to listen to. Simple as that.

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Scott Summers - Mood:Cautious

Tuesday October 06 202011:08:24 PM |

I have mixed feelings about Scott Summers. I loathe him in that "why did they write him that way?" , "why, god, why is he so attached to Jean" and "can't he just drating drop it" But at the same time? I have to say he's hot? Why does he drink from straws so much? I remember a panel were he drank from a paper cup with a lid WITH a straw. He has soup when he's sad. And he loves his gay little son. I think he has the best like "day glasses" if you will in Evolution. I also like his character dynamics in Evolution a lot, despite the show being "dated". But god he just like, I'd bake him inside a pineapple upside down cake, slice it up and eat it, it would be both hate filled and somehow fanciful.

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Would Edward Cullen like my thoughts? - Mood:Hysterical

Tuesday September 15 20202:36:29 AM |

If I am going to preform some sort seance on a full moon does anyone have any suggestions? Maybe I'll just make some tea and lavender syrup, hope for the best that way. The obvious question is "what good is the seance" and the answer is the seance is not for me. In other news I made myself a grilled cheese sandwich. A treat I have not had in years. This sandwich will make a fool of me. But oh was it ever so worth it. Colby jack cheese is special. I think its safe to say Colby jack cheese is my favorite. Has been since I was 10, where I would trade my Nutella sandwich for a Colby jack cheese sandwich. The girl who had the Colby sandwiches was blonde, she ate strawberries by biting them in half, then sticking one half to her forehead.

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Ive been thinking - Mood:Good

Tuesday September 01 202010:46:07 PM |

If I had the capability I would want to travel back in time to mid 2000 to capture Justin Timberlakes essence in a mason jar. This way I would have the energy and power of 18 year old Justin Timberlake. I'm not attracted to him (but I am jealous of his curl definition, like is it a gel? a cream?), but I want to be able to have a little jar of him laying around, I feel like people would do whatever I say if showed them the jar or offered to let them touch it. I also don't care about current Justin Timberlake, his charm seems to have burrowed further into his soul. Or perhaps someone has done what I am speaking about. When he sings I see big rectangular 3D animated chunks of ice, but they aren't stable chunks. These shapes will slide different directions and such. I don't think this part of him will fit in the jar.

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