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Female, 37 years old
Out where the street ends, Indiana, Midwest US

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Interests: Writing / Music / Video Games / Cars / Photography
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Birthday:2/8/1982 (37 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name:
Occupation: Freelance photographer
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Religion: Other
Politics: Moderate
Fav. Movie: Full Metal Jacket
Fav. TV Show: Simpsons, King of the Hill, Bob`s Burgers
Fav. Book: Running With Scissors
Fav. Song: Rumble Doll - Patti Scialfa
Fav. Food: Chips & Salsa, Lemonade iced tea
Fav. Car: S10
 
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What would you have done? Choose Your Own Adventure, Anger Management Issue #1 - Mood:Good
Wednesday August 15 20187:53:44 PM |
So, this happened today. I was at the Y, enjoying a simple workout (I really prefer Planet Fitness, but I get to go to the Y for free, so whatevs.) I was walking on the track, enjoying my music and lost in my thoughts, when this angry lady confronted me. "Hey, do you mind to clear the running track for the runners, or what?? she says. She's really f*cking hostile, too, eyes all bugged out like she wants to shank my ass for a minor indiscretion. I apologize because I sincerely didn't realize I was doing anything wrong, but she gives me this dirty look and goes running off. She looked at me like I was plain white trash and it pissed me off. I try to shake off things like this, but people are seriously rage-aholics these days, it seems. I can't deal with other people's anger. I'm an empath, though, so it comes with the territory, but still...
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You as you is - Mood:Good
Thursday June 05 20148:02:42 PM |
Unless this thang has been moved, baleeted, or otherwise wiped off the face of the planet...


Greasy and filthy after a day in the machine shop. You can't see it but it's totally there.

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Another YT phone convo - Mood:Good
Tuesday April 29 201410:10:05 PM |
So I talked to redreine on the phone tonight. She is kind of shy but sounds absolutely adorable and I can't wait to meet her in person this summer, assuming I don't lose my job. But that's another story for another time. In other news, this makes my fourth YT phone chat. Not bad considering I'm pretty much a nobody here who makes the occasional pop-in while drunk or in manic mode.
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Thank you, delicious Neurontin. Also, updates. - Mood:Good
Thursday December 20 20123:00:48 PM |
So I have had sciatica for eight years. I slipped on some ice one morning as I was walking out the door to go to work. I landed on a wooden step on the porch, hard enough to break the f-cker in half, mind you. Apparently that was enough to pinch that nerve and make my life miserable.

[link]http://www.everydayhealth.com/drugs/neurontin-for-sciatica/review|This[/link] pretty much sums it up. Since my pain has been recurring for years, they gave me Neurontin. It's also a decent little anti-anxiety drug. It's not Suboxone but it'll do in a pinch.

(cont.)

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Frozen cats and an amputee: A Day in the Life of LJ - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 12 201212:40:25 PM |
So my "patient", the man I mentioned in my last journal that I've been caring for the past month, had his right foot amputated yesterday. We all saw it coming. He initially was going to have a surgery to stick a steel rod in there to strengthen his ankle, which is more or less paper thin from dialysis.

As for the amputation, I personally knew right on the spot that that was what it was gonna come to when I sat in on his appointment with the surgeon last Friday. He had a hole, an honest to God hole straight through the bottom of his heel. I sh-t you not. I watched the nurse stick a long swab in the wound. Blood everywhere. It went all the way down to the bone and infection was already setting in the bone itself. As any diabetic knows, this is a very bad situation. His foot basically rotted off.

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I have 69 buddies. If I were a brain-dead frat boy this would be of great significance. Also: advice needed - Mood:Good
Tuesday November 27 20128:29:42 AM |
So it would seem I'm in the middle of an interesting life transition. I am currently "working" (as in, it's still work but I don't get paid) as a part-time live-in caretaker for the uncle of one of my best friends. I've known my buddy long enough that his family is my family, so I'm happy to be there for them. However, I think I may be experiencing the world's quickest case of caregiver burnout (I've only been doing this for a little over a month). I feel like a bitch. But then again I have to deal with the following:

1) My "patient" is diabetic, which would be a whatever thing if he actually took care of himself. He eats fast food nearly every day and has been in at least two diabetic comas since I've been here.

2) He is HIV positive. It wouldn't be such a big deal if he didn't bleed all over literally everything because of...

(cont.)

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Who the frig texts a stranger`s phone and asks "derp who dis" when asked who they are? - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 03 201210:03:23 PM |
I'm in a pretty bad mood. I have, at press time, received THREE texts from people I don't know. The kicker is, none of them have actually been from Indiana. I know only one person from Oklahoma, and it's not her. Instead it was someone who asked me repeatedly "do u have ur license". Yes, a license to kill, you sodding dildo. So f-cking stop. >:( Oh, and this same person later said "This is my son's phone, who r u"

LAAAAAAAAAME.

Cheer me up pl0x, YT.

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How is a relationship like a tsunami? - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 03 201212:17:12 AM |
They both leave you with moist underwear and a swath of catastrophic devastation that often requires a large sum of money to repair.

/zing

I'm kinda scared you guys. Every time I find myself full of awesomely sublime creative and other kinds of energy I start to worry that my meds aren't working, at least not to their full capacity.

Discuss.

Because I'm actually supposed to be writing down like five pages of sh-t I said I was gonna work on tonight before I allowed myself to further soften my brain with video games.

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You guise...I blew it again - Mood:Good
Wednesday September 19 201210:43:23 PM |
So tonight I think I pissed off this one (hot) chick I've had a crush on since like middle school, because someone I've had a VERY tumultuous relationship was the guy who caused it.

Sort of. I kinda authorized it but I kinda forgot. Her exact words were
"not to sound pooty, but I don't want your friends messaging me weird sh-t on facebook"

Poo piss and farts. Halp nao?

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YT writers thingie - Mood:Good
Sunday September 16 20121:32:56 AM |
Right, so whatever happened to <link>http://www.youthink.com/YTWriters?</link>? Would anyone be interested in helping me start it back up? I need a kick in the arse to get motivated with my writing, for one thing. I'm totes selfish, eh.
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"`I like you as a friend,` `I think we should see other people,` `I don`t speak English,` `I`m married to the sea,` `I don`t wanna kill you, but I will...`" - Mood:Good
Monday August 16 20104:35:24 AM |
I broke up with my gf this evening. I was not able to do so in my preferred venue, face to face, because she lives two hours away and my car is in the shop. But given the outcome I don't feel bad about my actions.

In short I broke up with her because I wanted to do right by her, to not lead her on because I don't love her. In fact I'd like to beat her within an inch of her life for backing my car into a post, but I won't. So instead of meeting me in the middle she takes it on herself to boast to me about sleeping with at least three different women while she was on vacation. I took this to be a defence mechanism, as I informed her TACTFULLY beforehand that I wanted to break it off, but it still made me feel like a sucker.

School starts in about a week and a half. To most I'm too old to be going back to college, but they can blow it out their ass.

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Another YT phone conversation. Also, updates - Mood:Good
Thursday June 24 201010:14:43 AM |
This morning I talked to CoinVolta on the phone! She has a lovely voice and is so easy to talk to. I could have talked to her all day but I have to get to work soon. She is also coming to visit me in the fall!

In other news, Treagol and I are no longer together. It was an amicable breakup at least. We both have a lot on our plates right now and the strain of maintaining a relationship, a long-distance one at that, is a little much to deal with on top of everything else. We are still friends.

I am also going back to college this fall to get my BS in Human Resources Management. In this economy, having the minimum of education is no longer an option. I am excited and nervous all at once.

Morning all. Hope this day finds you well.

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That`s cool, just let me know when you`re done being a raging c*ntasaurus - Mood:Good
Friday April 23 20108:36:41 PM |
So I recently reunited with an old friend from high school. We've been talking, discussing maybe getting coffee/going to a game/etc. for old time's sake. I found out today that his wife apparently has a problem with him talking to me. I know this because she got on his skype account the minute he left the house and started threatening me. This makes me rage for two reasons:

a) Lady, I'm gay. I'm not trying to steal your husband, so suck it.
b) I've had my privacy violated enough times now that I'm to a point where if someone reads something on my computer without my express permission, it's a dealbreaker. So I will certainly empathize with someone who has it done to them.

I feel so guilty and I haven't even done anything wrong, at least imo. There are reasons why I was so strongly averse to the relationship thing for so long. It seems to make people crazy.

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Sign read bait, chips, beer and ammunition, that Slim-Jim bag boy hadn`t a prayer (PICS INSIDE) - Mood:Good
Saturday January 09 20106:27:02 PM |
Damn life's rough back here. Got my sh*t together for school to start on Monday. Got Photoshop, Illustrator, and InDesign installed on my new laptop. Oh yeah, got a new laptop:

And since I never photo whore, here's a pic of me and Trea at the bar on Boxing Day. Yeah, she's gonna kill my ass:

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Back in the U.S.S.R. - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 06 20102:44:57 AM |
Or something like that.

Just got home. I miss my girl already! Had a two hour layover in Chicago for reasons unknown seeing as it was only supposed to be 45 minutes, which really pissed me off, but not half as much as the pizza place in the airport claiming to have different size drinks which they did NOT, so they charge a large size price for a small size Coke. I wandered around the airport bitching to my best friend on the phone for an hour. I throw temper tantrums in airports. S'what I do.

My apartment is f*cking freezing. Seems I can endure the cold in Canada but not here. Go figure.

I got Sims 3 for Christmas, which I fully intend to play all night long since I got it the night before I left and never got a chance to check it out.

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Family values and sh*t - Mood:Good
Thursday December 24 200911:14:22 PM |
So I just had my first traditional Christmas family get-together thingie since like ten years ago. I met Trea's family and they're awesome! I think I was a novelty item since I'm an American, but still all went well. I wasn't nervous this time since I was told that being nervous is a turn-off Mostly I hid behind my camera like I always do. I needed the practice taking pictures of people anyway.
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In a couple hours I`m going to be on a plane! - Mood:Good
Sunday December 20 20092:30:20 PM |
I've never been nervous about flying before, but this is only the second time in my life I've flown. I've been pacing around the house like a hamster on crack all morning, wrapping up last minute sh*t. Also I've felt like I could pass out, or puke, or crap my pants. Why am I nervous?! Other than I'm meeting my girl's family for the first time and it's important to me that I make a good impression. I've never thought of myself as the type you bring home to mama.

How long can LJ go without cursing or making a crude remark? TUNE IN NEXT TIME.

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Stuffed pussies. Also, something like 26 hours until my ass is in CANADA - Mood:Good
Saturday December 19 20097:06:00 PM |
I'm too lazy to count. Sue me. Actually, don't. I have no money.

I took my cats out to my parents' house today. I have only one cat carrier so I had to put them both in the same one. Snowy took a dump on the way out there because he hates riding in the car. The smell + me being hung over from partying with the neighbors last night = epic fail.

My parents gave me gifts. I felt bad because I haven't gotten theirs yet. I plan to pick those up in Canada though. BUT...I got a copy of "Christine" [the book] and the photography book I asked for!

OMFG I'll be in Canada tomorrow night! Is it weird that one of the things I'm looking forward to most is getting to try Canadian smokes?

That is all. Good evening, YT.

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I have purple hair. Also: 12 days until LJ hits the Great White North! - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 08 20099:26:18 PM |
Well it's sort of purple.

My hair is naturally black. I decided on a whim to dye it red, so there we go. And yes, that's a wine glass on my desk. I'm enjoying a chardonnay after work.

12 days until I'm in Hamilton with my love for Christmas and New Years! I've decided one of the treasures I need to obtain from my adventure is an Ontario license plate for my dad for Christmas [I'm having a belated Christmas with my family when I get back] He has license plates from all 50 states and I'd hate to see his collection die. For my mom I am having some of my photography blown up and framed upon her request. I imagine she'll love a framed photo of Niagara Falls.

Hai YT. Hope this evening finds you well.

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Life and Stuff - Nut Up or Shut Up Edition **UPDATE** - Mood:Good
Saturday December 05 20095:23:27 PM |
The title has little if anything to do with this journal. I just wanted an excuse to quote Zombieland.

So today was the day I came out to my parents and told them about my upcoming trip to Canada. They took it very well. My mom was honestly more concerned about me traveling out of the country.

Her: If you're gonna be doing anything dangerous I don't want to know about it.
Me: Mom, it's Canada. The only remotely dangerous thing that could possibly happen is I might get trampled by a stray moose or the Canadian mounted police [neither of which are present where I'm going, but hilarity ensued anyway]

They both just hugged me and said they loved me and always would. My dad said he was thrilled that I met someone and was finally happy. All in all it couldn't have ended better

In other news, I got my Christmas shopping about 90% done. Also, my feet hurt.

Hai YT

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Now, let`s see ... this`ll make three Christmases I saved versus eight I ruined...two were kind of a draw... - Mood:Good
Sunday November 29 20099:19:21 PM |
I really want to tell my parents that I met someone. I'm so proud and happy I just want to tell everyone, but it will be interesting with them in particular. Namely because me telling them this will also double as my coming out to them. Also it will triple and quadruple as me telling them I won't be home for Christmas [I'm spending Christmas and New Years in Canada] and that my girlfriend is 18 and from Canada.

I think that mostly it's the fear of the unknown that is giving me pause on this matter: a) If they didn't figure out that I'm gay after 27 years of me expressing zero interest in men then they must be more simple than I thought, and b) if they decide to disown me despite the fact that I'm finally happy after all these years and I may have pinpointed a root of all my personal problems, then maybe our family relationship wasn't much to begin with

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And all of my friends who think that I`m blessed...They don`t know my head is a mess - Mood:Good
Friday November 27 200912:35:26 PM |
I blow at titles, so I resort to song lyrics. Overgrown teenage emos FTW.

My head is a mess in a good way, though. I got home from the airport about an hour and a half ago. I sent my love home to Canada. It feels so empty here already. The weird part is, I'm the kind of person who always gets weirded out by someone being in my personal space and f*cking up my routine, but this week just felt natural. I'm not questioning, just enjoying. Also I'm going up there in a month! I can't wait!

In other news, my new computer is jacked up with a virus. My friend Rachel is going to fix it for me tonight, so I'm on my old compy in the interim. It's very quiet in here. I still have that tears welling up feeling in the back of my throat. I'm also congested, but that's probably just a combination of the decidedly unattractive way that I cry and the twenty million cigarettes I've smoked this week.

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And all of my friends who think that I`m blessed...They don`t know my head is a mess - Mood:Good
Friday November 27 200912:30:06 PM |
I blow at titles, so I resort to song lyrics. Overgrown teenage emos FTW.

My head is a mess in a good way, though. I got home from the airport about an hour and a half ago. I sent my love home to Canada. It feels so empty here already. The weird part is, I'm the kind of person who always gets weirded out by someone being in my personal space and f*cking up my routine, but this week just felt natural. I'm not questioning, just enjoying. Also I'm going up there in a month! I can't wait!

In other news, my new computer is jacked up with a virus. My friend Rachel is going to fix it for me tonight, so I'm on my old compy in the interim. It's very quiet in here. I still have that tears welling up feeling in the back of my throat. I'm also congested, but that's probably just a combination of the decidedly unattractive way that I cry and the twenty million cigarettes I've smoked this week.

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I haven`t made a YT meetup journal yet. Also I suck at titles, so... - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 25 200911:41:14 PM |
Had a lovely dinner date with Trea We went to Pizza Hut. We reminisced about our school days [although I think she's just trying to make me feel less old ] She found out what an bum opening I am and yet she's still here.

And while on the subject of me being an bum opening, and since she seems to be unable to finish the story, I did recover my lost keys in Ohio yesterday, but not before being a total bitch to the guest services lady in Easton Town Center. I felt really bad immediately after. I act pretty badly when my anxiety disorder kicks in. But it was an experience. Now we have a funny romantic story and whatnot.

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There is absolutely no filter between my brain and my mouth - Mood:Good
Sunday October 11 20092:29:15 PM |
I feel like all I've done this weekend is make a giant ass of myself. Saying things I probably shouldn't [at least not right now] and whatnot. I go through phases like that. But I just have a lot to say right now.

F*ckface temporary roommate leaves for Alaska on Tuesday. Possibly [read: hopefully] forever. He broke into my house on Saturday night and snooped through my computer. If I had it to do over, I'd stomp on his groin.

I found watermelon wine in my fridge that I'd forgotten about! Way too sweet for my tastes, but it's booze on Sunday, so it's all good.

How the hell are ya?

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