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I`m FREE i`m FREE i`m F*CKING FREE - Mood:Good

Saturday December 16 20063:24:33 AM |

Ahhhh the climax of Danse Russe is playing and it's making me all excitable! Ok, it's over. But i'm free! Jesus f*cking christ. I just finished my last essay in the Junior College system. EVER. Yay!! Today I went to Santa cruz and I found a place to live. It's kinda ghetto, but it's cheap (625/mo each, 1250/mo total) but with a little TLC we could make it livable. Omg I'm just so happy that it's oooover. My grades as of yet Third Term Spanish -Credit Psych and the personality- Credit Oceanography- B Oceanography Lab- A Women's Lit- C (this lady was horrrrible) Just read these. I'm glad I made it out alive with a C This woman is a c*nt And I jsut finished my last essay for my shakespeare class. And I'm pretty sure I'm gonna come out with a B in the class

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The end of tomorrow is yesterday today - Mood:Good

Thursday December 14 20062:00:19 AM |

I think I'm getting sick. My back aches horribly. I had my friend massage me and he found a fat fat lump in my back. And it hurts. Ouch. Then, after I got up from him massaging me, I had a faaat headache. And now i have a headache. It's gross. And at work I felt all sick like, and I'v ebeen sleepy all day. NO! I don't want to get sick. I have one more final to do tomorrow and an essay to write. I can't be getting sick now. AND on friday I'm supposed to go do walk throughs for housing. Noooooooo! So, I took a couple pseudo vicodin and smoked a few bowls. I'm feeling very good and relaxed right now. Minus the sick part. Shouldn't this sh*t be taking away my headache??? I can't wait for the numbing feeling. I took them about an hour ago- it should be hitting me........ meow so how goes it YT? If you've read this far, why don't you find my YT Help me thread and critique my poems. BEcause I need it for my portfolio. Do it now.

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Yt, I need your help - Mood:Good

Wednesday December 13 20068:26:55 PM |

I'm making a portfolio for the creative writing program at my school. I've done a couple poems, but I need these ones to be edited a bit before I turn them in. So, I know you guys love to critique, critique away. 1) Insanity is my vanity as mortality is our eternity and morality is just a trilogy to the tragedy of humanity whose passivity is comradery- The tendency of sociability. This familiarity is killing me.. Welcome to my eulogy.

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Angela Davis - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 12 20064:34:20 AM |

I just found out that Angela Davis is a professor at the school I'm transferring to. How f*cking cool is that?! AND she's the director of the Feminist Studies department; my minor. So chances are I'm going to take classes with her as a professor. Yay! Wow. I'm so excited to transfer.

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I`m so lonely, wanna die... - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 12 20061:47:29 AM |

I'm so lonely..wanna die. Boy, if I ain't dead already, you know the reason why. I'm so stoned right now, and listening to The Beatles . What a lame name, The Beatles lol. I have 3 finals tomorrow...ughhhh Psychology Spanish Oceanography. I just need to go over some basics for Psych and Spanish, I'm taking them both for credit/no credit. But I *actually* have to pass this oceanography final. Nooooo I don't want to study. I have a treat though afterwards, my co-worker let me get his pseudo vicodin refill. yay. (m not much for pharms though. But hell, while I have them...might as f*cking well.

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Light A Candle - Mood:Good

Sunday December 10 20067:03:26 AM |

Today, Bristol-Myers Squibb, the pharmaceutical monolith that charges nearly $1,000 for a 30 day supply of one of its HIV/AIDS medications, is donating $1 to the National AIDS Fund for each person who simply visits their website and "virtually lights a candle." The tally is near 920,000 now. https://www.lighttounite.org This really will take just a second!! Please forward this on to other friends! P.S. Please, take a few seconds to repost this so that the word can get out to as many people as possible

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Orientation - Mood:Good

Saturday December 09 20062:08:39 AM |

So i went to the transfer orientation today, and I had a blast! But I'm f*cking tired right now, and I'm hanging out in a hotel with my parents.,.. the catch is: the power is out. It's been out for like 4 hours. I can't even watch tv or read or anything. My laptop is my only source of entertainment- and it's going to die soon I guess I could scrape a resin bowl, I think i'll do that before I go to sleep. So i signed up for my classes, I'm majoring in Literature with a concentration of creative writing. SO I'm taking the intro to theory class, intro to creative writing and then a feminism in science class. 3 classes should be good, I'm used to taking like 5, but the quarter system is different. This is still 15 units. I was sooo distracted by the amount of hot guys I saw. I couldn't help but drool all over myself, hell, I'm still drooling. At least I have something to look forward to. So basically everything is out of the way... except where I'm going to li

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I`m chillin in the santa cruz - Mood:Good

Friday December 08 20063:12:51 AM |

'cause I have orientation in the morning. I'm excited! but bored as f*ck right now. Entertain me.

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woooo $$$ - Mood:Good

Thursday December 07 20061:39:25 AM |

I just remembered that in highschool, I got 2 california governor's scholarships for getting high test scores. That means, someone somewhere has $2,200 waiting for me to pick up for my education. WHICH Is hella good because I have a $2,000 bill for registration to UCSC. Yay! Now I don't have to worry about paying for it. That's definitely the highlight of my day. It smells like something died in my pants. I blame it on my female problmes. Orientation in friday, yay! My sensor click is f*cked up on my laptop, so I have to manually click everything. Lame. I'm lazy, I can't even manually click. I'm in a good mood, but I'm anxious. And you?

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MAKE THIS YOUR HOMEPAGE - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 05 20064:32:14 AM |

Look pink It's just a simple google search engine, but evey time you visit it, a percentage of the profits go to giving women mammograms who can't afford them.

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I really love my cat - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 05 20063:03:51 AM |

I would send pictures but my phone is acting silly. He's my Little Girl. I love him. Oh yeah, and he's officially transgendered, lol. I thought he was a girl for a long time (his huevos are chopped!) so I thought he was a girl..so I named him Little Girl. Yeah, today was alright. Went to work. ACTUALLY work was kinda fun. My manager and I were f*cking with helluv the customers. it was funny. Like, one guy, when his order was ready we hid, turned off all the lights and the oven, and then rolled an onion out towards him. Then we started banging pots and pans and then made the door *ding* go off a hundred times. He stood up hella quickly and we gave him his pizza. Then a guy came to apply, and we filled out half of an application and gave it to him, but what we filled out was fairly vulgar. Then when he gave it back we told cut out a picture form the phone book of a police man and wrote "Heart, happiness and health" on it. We said when adn if he gets

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Since I missed Danzig... - Mood:Good

Sunday December 03 20066:47:01 AM |

I decided to make sure this weekend was kick ass. Friday, some kid from my work quit so instead of closing I had to opportunity to open, leaving my night freeeeeeee. So I decided to head out to the city to visit one of my friends, and my other friend headed out there. I BARTed out there, so I had my friend drive me to BART and her boyfriend smoked me out..and I got SO F*CKING stoned. I haven't been that high in a looong time. A really long time; but then again I think it was a chewy blunt. So I proceeded to read more of The Rum Diary (thompson) and only managed to get through a chapter with an hour ride. When I got there, my friends had already done a few lines and had been drinking and smoking, so we just walked around San Fran for a little bit. Took some pictures with the tree and eventually headed back to my friend's friend's house on the "bad side" of the city. But it wasn't too bad. We hung out and smoked for a little bit and watched the news......

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F*CKING DANZIG - Mood:Good

Friday December 01 20063:40:22 AM |

ugh! I drove 2 and half hours to see HIM. Not lacuna coil, not the haunted, not beghegrod or whatever. F*cking danzig. AND HE CANCELLED. So i sold my tickets to some people who were cracked out (sold them 4 tickets and they only needed 3, and I overpriced them lol) and walked around santa cruz. I talked to some bum for hella days, and he tried to get my number...after he told me he just woke up off the sidewalk, lol. I was like ummm...I have a boyfriend. Then he went on to tell me he had a midget fiance with the name bethany who was COMPLETELY sober (unless him..) it was weird. THEN I went to dinner with my ex-love interest and his new love interest and it was completely f*cking awkward and disgusting. Then I proceeded to smoke her out in the bathroom. The janitor walked in and was like..oh...and then walked away, and when we walked out he said, "You know, pot is practically legal here (santa cruz) you don't have to smoke in the bathroom. Yeah, today was w

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Alright, Okay... - Mood:Good

Thursday November 30 20064:12:14 AM |

I just wanna say is there's a last time for everything. I wrote Karma on a brick and I chucked it through your window I don't even believe in karma now I know you do Mazes are muses... *sigh* I hate it when I find a song that fits me, or at least the tone does. The lyrics don't quite so much, but the tone of the song does. It's beautiful. I want to meet someone who has a soul like this...I don't even believe in souls, but I feel like I'm connected to their soul, I can feel them and all that we are rushing through my veins. It's ok, I have a sick connection to music. I know it, but it's ok. So what did I do today...haha it was quite interesting actually. Early on in the day I didn't do much, woke up @ like 3pm lol. Ran errands, but I had work at 5:30 and 3 of my co-workers were doing lines of coke in the back, lol. And the co-worker that I have a crush on smoked me out later on when I was cleaning I found some coke in the bathroom

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Isketch anyone? - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 29 20064:29:10 AM |

I'm down if you're down.

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I`m scared - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 29 20064:25:15 AM |

I have to move in a month. I'm not ready. This'll be my first time leaving home; leaving my town. Even though I f*cking hate my town. I don't know, I'm apprehensive. I'm afraid I'm going to fail at being an independent person. Though I don't think I will, that fear is still there. Plus, I'm going to be incredibly lonely. Again, I'm scared. I'll get over it. HOpefully. Once I move.... ugh School.

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"Where`s the device that lets you speed or slow the passage of time?" - Mood:Good

Monday November 27 20065:31:30 AM |

*pulls out a bong* "Under the seat!" Haha, gotta love Futurama! I should smoke more...I smoked a little earlier and dropped off my friend- I didn't want to be hella high driving around listening to The Mars Volta. Today was pretty easy... I went on a bike ride in the rain. It was pouring at one point. My friend was hella mad at me for dragging him out there, but I had a grand time. I love feeling nature beating against me ruthlessly. I also finally paid for my orientation for UCSC. I'm so f*cking excited, I can't wait to move out to Santa Cruz!!!!!!! Can.not.wait. Then I went to work- which was lame. Anyways, here's a quote I found while wandering around UCSC. Read and discuss: "Beauty must be defined by what we are, or the concept itself is our enemy"

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I`m Mr Brightside - Mood:Good

Sunday November 26 20065:55:08 AM |

because I have to be. I could be jealous- and i am, and I'm hurt- but really, it's no big. Like, I'm hurt- but I can get over it. This song fits so well...especially the last part of the chorus: "But it's just a price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes... I'm Mr. Brightside" I have no room to be jealous. I'm *moving* in less than a month...I shouldn't even care. And I don't. But I do enough to blog about it, and I do enough to latch onto this song. But really- it could hurt more than it does. I guess my pride is just wounded. So, today kinda sucked. Woke up with a sh*ty hang over after 2 hours of sleep- showered then woke up @ 2. Ran errands..went to work.. smoked with Fav and watched Robot Chicken. Robot Chicken = On a side note I really attracted to one of my co-workers. TOO BAD HE'S F*CKING 17. Ew, I know. But he's cool. ummm -fin

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alcohol, bud, and mashed potatoes... - Mood:Good

Saturday November 25 20066:26:51 AM |

that has been my night. So I went to my friend's 21st birthday party- it was hella fun! I drank, smoked...had a grand ol' time. I also got a chance to socialize with a bunch of people I haven't talked to since highschool- it was awkward, but I'm wasted, so it wasn't that awkward :p I hate how my friends have cameras at parties though; do you know how many pictures there are of me peeing?? It's ridiculous! but once you crack it eh? Then we smoked some more once we reached my friends house- and ate some jack in the crack. Now I'm here. Eating mashed potatoes. How was your night?

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"Oh I, I packed this bowl for two.. - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 22 20065:15:59 AM |

And I, I wanna smoke it with you." Haha, that's such a stoner love song . My next bf has to be a f*cking stoner, I swear to god. I can't have anymore square bears in my life. It's cute and all- but we always end up getting irritated by each other's lifestyle choices. This song makes me feel fuzzy inside. hehe. yeah, I think I'm getting the flu. I had an essay due today, 2 tests yesterday (which I failed b/c I slept instead of studied 'cause I'm feeling siiiick) and hten I had a test today- which I studied for and I'm fairly sure I did well. Umm I threw up last night and I threw up when I got home today- then I proceeded to go to one of my friends houses to smoke it up but more so because my friends from down south came up for the holidays, so we all got together for the first time in a looong time. Yep. yep.

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Welcome to my eulogy - Mood:Good

Saturday November 18 20066:01:07 AM |

Insanity is my vanity as mortality is our eternity and morality is just a trilogy to the tragedy of humanity whose passivity is comradery- The tendency of sociability. The familiarity is killing me.. Welcome to my eulogy.

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I choose hitler - Mood:Good

Friday November 17 20061:03:31 AM |

Question not approved: I'm sorry, your question "Would you rather be remembered for doing something awful or not be remembered at all?" was not approved. Your question is too one-sided. We feel the general population would almost all choose the same answer. If the vast majority of the people all answer the same thing, it's not really an interesting poll question. (Moderator num. 15629760) Anywho- i don't think we'd answer the same thing, but whatever, I'm more curious for an answer than anything. So I'll throw it here. Would you rather be your unknown great-great-great-great-great grandparent or Hitler? Well- maybe not killin the jews and such.. but at least he was remembered. He made an impact. Even though he's dead, he still lives. I want to be like that. I just don't know what i'm gonna do.

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Going stoned to oceanography was awkward - Mood:Good

Wednesday November 15 200612:36:45 AM |

and my teacher soooo knew. I don't think he cared much though, he talks about pot a lot. So umm yeah. Today was pretty boring... I went to school...that's about it. I really hate my women's literature teacher now. I used to love that class with our original teacher, but one of her friends died and she had to drop it... and now I'm stuck with the stupid teacher from hell! Ugh I was getting an A too, the class was very challenging and it was an amazing learning environment. This teacher that i have now doesn't leave any room for interpretation, it's either interpreted her way or no way. I'm waiting for Favio to come over so we could watch a movie. I'm rooting on the lake house, lol. I'm going to Santa Cruz to go house hunting tomorrow. This will be my second attempt; I hope I find something soon! Everything is so expensive though; the cheapest we've found that's nice is like 1400 for a 2br... grr... what would be a reasonable price to you guys?

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What an odd feeling.. - Mood:Good

Saturday November 11 20066:39:31 AM |

I was so angry today. So, so, so so so, so, so, so so angry. I cried out of anger. I didn't know what to do. So I drove around for a little bit and basked in my anger, cursing at the world and trying to decide my next move. Then... then I found this weird calm. "Let it Be" was playing, that might be part of it... but the calm was so odd, I've never felt it before. Like, I came to terms with the fact that everything is going to be alright, and my future is at my fingertips. I just have to wait. So, I just went outside to grab my piece, and it's hella raining. Like pouring. Buckets. Literally. It's weird because I got home maybe about half an hour ago, and it didn't even LOOK like it was going to rain. Odd. But now I'm going to smoke. How are you all tonight?

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Van Morrison and The Rolling Stones - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 07 20064:58:57 AM |

Just got back from the show. I went with the 'rents; it was cool minus the fact that they are annoying, lol. We got fairly decent seats for cheap b/c apparently the Rolling Stones put some student discount thing for this tour. I think this is the last leg of it though- the same tour rolled through here about a year ago with Metallica and Everclear (i'm pissed I missed it). It was a good show, van morrison kicked ass. THe stones were good too- Jagger has SO MUCH energy for being old, lol. He could beat me in endurance for anything, lol. It was a little too high-tech for me though. There was a lot of bright flashing lights, fireworks, a blow-up lip thing (the stones charicature), a moving stage... yeah. I'm home now though, and I'm itchin' to get high. I think I will

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