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Birthday:8/1/1997 (21 Years Old)
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Occupation: Sales Associate
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Religion: Christian
Politics: Liberal
Fav. Movie: Amelie
Fav. TV Show: X-Files
Fav. Book: Perks Of Being A Wallflower
Fav. Song: Hiding - Pianos Become The Teeth
Fav. Food: bugs
Fav. Car: 2001 Mitsubishi Eclipse
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literally HUH - Mood:Good
Sunday July 29 20182:38:08 PM |
so i have this coworker and we joke that we’re like eachothers work bf/gf and like its fine, never crossed a line, hung out outside of work(with other coworkers to be fair) but last night i was like “hey come out with me and some friends and my girlfriend and stuff”

so homegirl pulls up and we grab a few drinks at this sh-tty dive bar with my friends and everyones getting along and then the move ended up being getting a 12 pack of pbrs and going to my (and my girlfriends) apartment.

so my friends and i shotgun a beer just to get things kicked off and shes like “ive never done anything like that” and i helped her learn and then between the 7 of us it didnt last long.

2 people left so it was just, me, my girlfriend, homegirl, my best friend, and my gfs friend. my best friend and my gf went to go get more beer, and then my best friend calls me


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Wednesday July 25 20189:35:50 PM |
i turn 21 in ONE WEEK

also my gf lost her phone and i was like “okay im gonna be proactive and call kroger, see if anybody turned it in” and her friend chimed in and said “um.. dont you mean productive? proactive is a yogurt..”

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oh f-ck me - Mood:Good
Monday July 23 20182:10:19 PM |
my car was making a weird noise and long story short it was a 300 dollar noise

so i had to ask my mom who i already owe money to if i could borrow MORE money to fix it

i have to get a better job

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just sold my ps4 - Mood:Good
Saturday July 07 201812:07:51 AM |
about to sell my tv too

my old roommates kinda fu-ked me. so i am still. coming out behind. but i applied for a new job that pays 12 dollars an hour today so hopefully i get it.

but i sold my ps4. so that blows. but i used 10 of it to buy champagne cause.... its been 2 months and over a week since the last time i did hard drugs, its also consistently been one of the worst years of my life (and tbh thats saying a lot. i genuinely think ive lost feelings at this point) and my ex roommate genuinely tried to ruin my life.

this means nothing to anyone else but i needed to vent. also

open relationships are weird cause like, my girlfriend and i just discussed this girl i might have sex with and if you asked me what i was gonna do a year from now last year.... it wouldnt have been this

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Saturday June 30 20184:51:53 PM |
be here within 15 minutes to join

im going camping in a few days cause im taking my first ever vacation. ever i think. like my parents never took one as far as i can remember.

i mean its lowkey inconveniently placed cause i just moved into this new place and everything but whatever!! im excited!!!

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new apartment - Mood:Good
Friday June 22 20189:07:43 PM |
pics next post
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je t`aime, ours de miel - Mood:Good
Saturday May 12 201811:14:59 AM |
i dont wannnnaaaaaa gooooo tooo woooorrrrrkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

i dont waaaaaannnnnaaaaaaa

also i might go camping sometime this upcoming week or next. or go see my friends open for kendrick
or both

which is cool i guess

im so g.d. slumpy today i just dont wanna do anything.

i’m learning french though. my goal is to be able to travel to france next summer.

i wish i had more to say but i really dont. how are you all.

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plus and minus about the person above you - Mood:Good
Wednesday April 25 20181:43:43 PM |
you know how it works shut up
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the lights stay off till my mind is made up - Mood:Good
Wednesday April 25 201812:29:51 PM |
its weird how different i feel. i don’t quite know what that means so bear with me. like sometimes things are sh-tty, like really sh-tty, but it doesnt hit me as hard as it used to. Now i’m more just like “ugh whatever” and roll with the punches. i’m trying really hard to get my sh-t together, and sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn’t.

Work is going. Life outside of work is going. I should probably genuinely slow down on the drugs and alcohol but i did slow down on drugs already but maybe stop doing them entirely ? i like psychadelics. I like party drugs. i like pot. i should probably keep in this area but maybe not do them as often. but often these days is like once every other week. other than pot. sorry i didnt mean to talk so much about drugs.

i’m going to a party tonight thats red themed and i dont have any red clothes outside of like a red flannel.

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do me a favor - Mood:Good
Friday April 20 201810:52:41 AM |
it costs no money

it costs less than 10 seconds of your time

vote for thelo-que feat banks and peez

theyre my friends and they work really hard at music

thank you for your time

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oh my god yall - Mood:Good
Monday April 16 20181:15:57 AM |
i know it gets annoying to you guys but

i am on so much acid right now that idek how im typing

the visuals insane

im trippin



i have a lot of things on my mind and i will post them here as i come across them

starting here

i finally get animal collective

bothing matters we all die and we leave nothing behind

my outfits always slap and if i lost more weight i would be cool

i like cats

im tired of this new generalizations made by modernwave feminists which isnt really adding a voice or an argument. like my friend was assaulted and the only thing one girl said was “knoxville keeping it scummy i see” in what way is that helping. its not even attempting to add anything intellectual or even supportive to the conversation and it hurts me because it feels like we’re taking a step backwards

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my roommate was being an bum opening to me so i roosterblocked her - Mood:Good
Friday March 30 20181:53:20 AM |
ask me if i feel bad cause i dont not even a little bit

im rl drunk

rl rl rl drunk

i want mcdonalds sweet tea so bad

thank u this has been a certified fresh drunk cola journal

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hipster lyrics - Mood:Good
Saturday March 17 20187:10:20 PM |
I uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i got fired lol

but its fine cause i really hated that job. the owner of the salon i worked at was a rude woman who only cared about herself making money, no matter the cost to anyone else. she neglected necessities for clients and stylists, and i started to snap back at her and it led to too many arguments so she fired me via email.

so i went that day and got a job at a much better salon across the street. which is honestly fine, because

i dont wanna do hair anymore. i’m over it entirely. a lot of stylists are stuck up and i didn’t get into this industry because i’m a pretentious bum opening, and i want to do better.

so i’m saving my money doing it at this salon, waiting for my lease to be up, probably save like crazy after that, and then i’m going to film school. because i love movies, and i have a ton of ideas. then, who knows, maybe i’ll be lucky.


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talk to me - Mood:Good
Saturday February 10 201812:38:10 AM |
my roommates dog is being annoying as hell

im drunk

ok i did ketamine also

but i cant sleep and i wanna chit chat

whats up? whats going on? whats the gossip?

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wow boy am i stressed and trapped - Mood:Good
Tuesday February 06 20181:15:00 PM |
so i moved into my new place and it kinda drained my bank account and all my savings and then my car got broken into and my windshield was busted so i had to replace that. so i have no money. well thats not true. i have 2.93 in my checking account. so i signed up for a credit card. and it was supposed to be here today to my mom’s house. so i asked her this morning if something came, she said yes. so even though my gas light was on i was like “well i can get there on fumes and then activate the card and then be okay” so i drove to her house an hour away and it didnt come and so now i have no gas and no money so i guess i’m trapped here until i get paid.

so if anyone wants to come kill me, private message me and i’ll send you the address and leave the doors unlocked and i’ll await my fate

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uggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! - Mood:Good
Monday January 22 201810:45:24 AM |
so today im moving most of the big stuff to my new place. itsngoing fine and everything is working out great and i have a really good feeling about this place.

and i’ve gotten 3 texts from clients cancelling this week because they had bills to pay. like yeah. me too. thats why i work, doing your hair, often undercharging you, so i can pay my bills too.

maybe im overreacting but 3 in one day... man that aint cool!!

anyway im trying to focus on the positive... theres some good things happening! i’m moving! its great! i love my new roommates and i love my room it’s huge and also all ihave left to move is not much yknow.

so good things sre happening!!

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its time - Mood:Good
Tuesday January 16 20186:52:28 AM |
i’m moving

in a healthy, adult way this time

ive got a sh-t ton of packing to do, and i really really really wish i had a truck but its fine.

my best friend/coworker’s roommate just left in the middle of the day and didnt leave a note and whenever she called them all they said was “yeah i just didnt like living with roommates sorry. you can keep the couch”

so i’m moving in.

i’m excited! scared but excited. its not the first time ive moved out but it will be the first time i’ve lived in a good environment

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its friday night. it’s 10:30. the kids are tucked in bed, you’re pouring a glass of wine. welcome to Youthink.. After Dark! - Mood:Good
Friday January 05 201810:30:49 PM |
i recently snuck away after having a food time with my friends. we’re high and tipsy and dancing to music trying to ignore the fact that i have work in the morning.

im getting a tattoo on the 15th. with like a good tattoo artist. who will give me an actually good tattoo.


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im drunk - Mood:Good
Monday January 01 201812:51:45 AM |
india at this party

so are all my best friends

i did stand up comedy

it we t well

im so glad you guys exist

im on currently 5 drugs

hope your new years is well

i wanna fight my ex

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so i didnt wanna say anything until i was sure - Mood:Good
Thursday December 21 20171:47:31 PM |
i’m gonna be a father!!!!!!!!!!

no just kidding. i’ve been a vegan for one month. didnt want to say anything if i wasnt gonna stick with it, but it’s going well! ive also been taking those weight loss pills so this is the healthiest ive felt in a long time.

anyway. i had more to type but my clients here. hope youre well

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immediate assistance required - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 19 20177:12:16 PM |
should i buy these shoes

pic incoming

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have you ever gone to a funeral for someone you hated - Mood:Good
Thursday December 14 201711:04:12 PM |
cause im about to

its my great grandfather

he walked out on my grandfather and great uncle and aunt and my great grandmother when my grandfather was a kid and then magically came back into his life when he came into money.

he also was friends with my white supremacist meth head father

anyway hes dead and i’m going to his funeral

also im insanely attracted to that one person thats in stuff but most recently i know her as the sister from kevin probably saves the world

also i uh... started taking phentramine. so thats a thing i guess. its been nice not being hungry and slash or eating all the time

is it too late for me to go to film school

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im so MAD - Mood:Good
Friday December 01 201710:29:48 AM |
my boss just pissed me off hardcore and ive been debating walking out for an hour. im FUMING mad still and i dont know what to do

ive honestly never felt so angry at a job before. im not a perfect human and i do make mistakes but i will not be treated the way that she has been. i will not take it in stride. im tired of it im so angry.

sorry i just needed to vent

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YOU!!!! as YOU ARE - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 01 20177:55:22 PM |

im going to play the wholesome game of lazer tag

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wait a tick! that means... - Mood:Good
Monday October 30 20171:41:09 PM |

oh well. im not sad abt it. things werent going so great so it was a mutual thing. but thats okay. i was a little bummed out this morning but then i watched tv and redownloaded tinder and got hit on a bunch and now im ok.

we wanted different things. she wanted to let mental illness take over her life and refused to take her medication and then would blame it all on me, and i didnt want her to do that. for example.

but its all good no hard feelings.

i went to a really cool show on saturday and got really drunk (7 beers, 4 jello shots, 5 mimosas, and one, count em one, four loko) and then passed out on the couch and then somebody took off my shoes for me that was nice. anyways also im starting a band where i’m the frontman and its gonna be sick as hell. probably gonna go do something today but i dont know what whats up with you

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