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Maybe I should just go see Million Dollar Baby - Mood:Good

Monday February 28 200512:06:21 AM |

But I won't. I don't like Hillary Swank or boxing. This movie holds nothing for me, but it did seem to do pretty good at the Oscars. Anyway...If you've ever thought to yourself, "Gee, I'd really like to buy Wonder a present. She's so cool and funny, but what would I get such an amazing person?" I have the answer to your dilemma my friend!!! BUY ME THIS!!! What did I do this weekend? I had Christmas with The Boy's family. It was fun. No super cool presents for either of us, but that's okay. And today we saw Cursed (mostly suck, but Ricci's hot) and went to The Boy's brother's hockey game. Hockey is the best sport ever. And that's about it. Not too much goin' on. But it's been fun. So, how was your weekend?

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Yeah, I remember the first time I got shot out of a cannon - Mood:Good

Saturday February 26 200512:48:39 AM |

I just noticed how cool my profile theme is!!! Yay! I have to wake up in about seven hours. Which really isn't all that bad. I've been awake since six this morning, so it feels really late to me right now...Plus I'm sick. Stupid neverending cold. I've been sick off and on since October. I think I might have some kind of allergy to something in my house or work that's making me sick. (I moved out of my mom's house this past October...) Meh, Anyway. I have nothing really to say...I just felt like making a journal for no good reason. Oh, I got my taxes done today. I was disappointed in my return, but it's better than having to pay. Today, The Boy bought an XBox. Now I have to buy a few games for myself to play on it. That's gonna be fun... Well, I guess that's it for now...other than the ramblings that are sure to follow...for now I have to go blow my nose again. *ugh*

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I`ve never - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 22 200512:12:15 AM |

I've never is one of my all time favorite drinking games I've ever played...I'm in the mood to play right now... But no one is here and I have to get up early for work tomorrow, so I can't really drink tonight... It's a sad world I live in. For those that don't know how to play...everyone has a drink (or shot) and one person starts by saying "I've never...*insert statement*" For example, I've never cheated on a test. Everyone who has cheated would have to drink... As the game goes on (by the third person usually) it usually gets sexual. I've never had sex in front of another person (who was awake ) It's a fun game, and particuarly fun to see all the crazy things your friends have done... Anyway... What have you never?

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If this world were to end, there would only be you... and him... and no one else - Mood:Happy

Friday February 18 200512:20:02 AM |

I finally bought the Boy a Valentine's Day present! He received Saw on DVD. He was happy. Our present to each other was a party on Saturday night, with all of our closest friends!! Except none of my friends showed (well, my cousin, but she doesn't count). It was still fun all the same, as I love his friends...but you know. It just wasn't the same. lalala... I tried to do a quiz earlier and it said it already existed and I lost all of the stuff I did for it and I was very, very upset...for all of thirty-five seconds. But now you will never get to know what your relationship would've been with me in high school. Hmmm...I thought I had a better reason for this journal, but I don't.

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I had a dream last night... - Mood:Good

Thursday February 17 20051:30:33 PM |

I love the Romeo and Juliet Sndtk...but this is really about a dream. It was my first YT dream in about a year (if we don't count the Putterer dreams) I was downtown, eating a subway sandwich and TravBowman walks up, with my mouth full I jump up to hug him and start to say "I didn't know you were going to be in town!" but instead I spit my food all over him. We laugh and he cleans up then we go to Common Grounds and are talking about all-star weekend (the reason he was here) and he tells me other YT'ers are here too, but I have to find them myself. We agree to meet later for dinner at Bastians (a restaurant). He leaves me with a list of really cryptic clues (none of which I remember, but they were really creepy) and I start my search. In the dream, I have a vespa that's black with red flames (it rides more like a harley than a vespa, yay dreams!) and I start searching the city.

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Please...help - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 09 200511:07:13 PM |

I don't remember how to write a resume!! And I just realized, even when I do finish this it doesn't really matter because I have no skills worth putting on a resume anyway! Help. Please. How do I start? What is my career objective if I don't know? Do you have a resume that I can look at to get ideas? I tried looking up samples, but every site I've checked is just trying to sell me software...and not helping at all... Sigh.

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You have enslaved him. You have placed him under some strange sexual spell. I respect that. - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 08 20059:02:12 PM |

I am in such a good mood. I love Tuesdays!!! Today's weird bus adventure: I get to the stop, there's a older lady (early 50's) in a red parka who scolds me for not being dressed for the weather. We get on the bus and that pretty much ends the conversation. I get off at my stop, which also happens to be her stop...We both walk in the same direction. I cross against the light (just because I'm that cool and traffic parts for me like the Red Sea...yeah, the Red Sea parts for me too...my friends in HS called me Mama Moses) and she follows. I start walking across the parking lot that I live on the other side of and she stays about two feet behind me the whole way. I finally get to the little complex I live in and she just suddenly turns and starts walking back the way we came. It was weird. The whole time she was behind me, I kept having absurd thoughts about getting jumped by an old lady in a Red Parka. So...how was your day?

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Monkey`s can climb trees and open windows...I know because they`ve broken in again. Why must they always steal my underwear? - Mood:Mischievous

Monday February 07 20058:44:08 PM |

After such a long title, you'd think I'd have something worth getting your attention for, but I don't. I'm just being whiny. Once, I had a friend. She was wonderful. Quite possibly my true soul mate, but I let drama and bullsh*t get in the way and stopped talking to her. And now I miss her so much I feel like crying sometimes. Really. It's weird because I have a wonderful boyfriend who's become my best friend and a few other friends who are pretty decent, but nothing compares to (my memory of) her. *sigh* I'm going for a job interview-type-thing on Thursday...which is weird because I actually really like my current job. But this one pays more...and is far less interesting. It's going to be a tough decision if they actually offer me a position. On the upside, I'm having a party this Saturday night. I'm looking forward to it, I really need to get drunk. Booze can solve my problems...Right?

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Bite the Curb - Mood:Ecstatic

Monday January 31 200511:57:24 PM |

Bow bitches! I'm talking to Trips! He has sexy debate fantasies...*swoon*

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Just my own naked self and the stars breathing down, it`s beautiful - Mood:Good

Thursday January 27 20056:11:43 PM |

I wish someone would leave me roses by the stairs. It'd be wonderful to get home from a hard days work, knowing all you're coming home to is cleaning and making dinner to find roses (even one rose, hell a frickin' daisy) just lying on the ground with your name on them. No card to say "To my beautiful rose" or some other cliche that flowers seem to bring out in people (like "I love you" which isn't a cliche, but people need to remember to say it all the time, not just on cards signed by the flowershop girl in your name). It would make me smile...But lots of things make me smile, so I guess I don't really need the roses. What I could totally use is a way to get Blink-182 out of my head...Stupid radio.

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You are an incredibly sensitive man, who inspires joy-joy feelings in all those around you - Mood:Good

Thursday December 30 20049:59:12 PM |

My coffee mug says "By Appointment to His Majesty The King of Sweden" in gold leaf with a crest over it...it's awesomely sweet. I have an odd urge to scream ... or cry. But I'm neither upset of sad. I do want a cigarette. Maybe I'm just frustrating myself by not smoking, rather than being good and not smoking too much like I have been. People always tell me smoking is bad for me, but I think not smoking is worse. I get tense and irritable and snappy and I bite my nails and drink even more coffee...mmm...coffee. I don't want to go to work tomorrow or ever again. I want to instantly be rich without having to work for it...though being rich would probably be very bad for me. I'd probably end up owning a house just to house my clothes. I'd be the disgusting kind of rich person that I hate...more likely I'd just get really lazy and drink a lot. I'm going to go make coffee and get something to drink right now...then I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette. yay me!

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There`s obviously something wrong with him. He`s taken off his shoes and one of his socks and... actually, I think he`s crying - Mood:Happy

Wednesday December 29 20042:12:11 AM |

On June 6th 2006, I will officially be a Mrs. It seems like a long way off...but it seems too soon as well. It's a weird feeling. Anyway. How was your holiday? I haven't been around much lately. So busy, so tired. For not having an important job I sure have to be there alot... I've been reading again, which makes me happy. I hadn't realized how much I missed words. I'm still not writing, but that's okay...I'm not talented anyway. Speaking of which, I have a stack of Christmas cards on my dining room table. I keep forgetting to take them with me when I leave the apartment, if I were smarter I'd put them in my purse, but I forget my purse 8 out of 10 times anyway...So, if you haven't gotten a card yet, that's why...or it's because you live really far away. I did mail out some, but I don't remember whose... *yawns* So tired. Oh!!! I finally got to talk to Trips. I'd missed him so much. He's awesome...

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there`s good news and there`s bad news... - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 14 20049:28:52 PM |

I got a card from Tamahau today!!! It's only postmarked on the 12th but I got it today! How cool is that???? And it was officially pimped, so none of you are worthy of seeing it ( besides I don't have a scanner or camera ) More good news. I went grocery shopping, five bags, four definite meals, cost: $19.93!!! I'm the best shopper ever. Bad News. I only have ONE day off from now until christmas...I can't imagine how tired I'm going to be by Christmas Eve (plus I have like six parties to go to AND I'm making the enchiladas for xmas dinner) On the most serious note, my aunt has cancer. She's going in on Thursday to have the first surgery. They're going to remove part of her kidney and are hoping not to have to remove any of her bladder. She's in high spirits (her doctor is Japanese and she said "Yeah, my scars gonna be slanted" It's kinda offensive, but she's 80 and it's funny when she says it), so I'm not worried. Just sending my love. Any news from you

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Eric is pregnant! ... He`s gonna be a soccer player! Yes, he is! - Mood:Good

Tuesday December 14 20042:04:23 AM |

*sigh* I hate being a mom. And I don't even have kids, just a 25 year old BOYfriend... No, seriously though. I have to pack his lunch (or he'll not take anything and eat just soup), Iron his shirt for work (or he'll wear it wrinkled and get sent home to change, again, maybe written up), Clean up after him (he won't do it, I've tried asking, writing notes, not doing it, screaming...) But still I love him. He's sleeping now...that just reminds me I have to set the alarm to wake him up in the morning... My tummy aches. And I want a soda. But I have to go to bed. I've been having so much trouble waking up lately. All I want to do is sleep. Like 61 hours a day...I think it's the depression (I'm assuming I'm clinically depressed, meh?) But it sucks because all this week I have to be at work at 7 am. I hate working that early... Um...anyway. What do you want for Christmas? (not from me, I'm a broke little kid that can't even afford to send you my love)

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We`re you gonna do sex to my dead body? - Mood:Happy

Friday December 10 20044:01:56 AM |

I've decided to get myself a tattoo for christmas (I won't get it until January, but it's still a present) I want the celtic tree of life, but I don't know how traditional I want to go... The bottom one isn't a tree of life...just a celtic tree... So, which do you like best? Oh, and I have to wake up for work in two and a half hours...should I even bother going to bed? Nah, I didn't think so either.

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I was dead. What would it be? The guillotine? Hanging? The chair? The rack? The Chinese water torture? Hmmph. Mere child`s play compared to what surely awaited me. - Mood:Shocked

Wednesday December 08 20041:26:47 AM |

I'm in the oddest mood tonight. First, I'm relieved. I wasn't fired from my job, in fact I worked today...and I got a raise. Not the raise that I was originally slated to get, but still, I can use every little bit. Second, I'm excited. I've been filling out Christmas cards all night. I *love* the holidays. They're so much fun. Though, my living room is littered with pens, scraps of paper with addresses scrawled on them, envelopes and candy canes. I kinda like it like that... Third, I'm disappointed. I thought The Boy would be more excited about sending out xmas cards as a couple, but he's not contributed much. (He did get everyone in his family's addresses for me...) Fourth, I'm a weird mix between hungry, tired, and lustful. I can't say 'horny' because it's not an "I need to get laid" kinda thing. It's weird and I couldn't explain it without being far too graphic...And giggling. Being graphic always makes me giggle. I'm also in the mood to tell secrets...

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As you can see, Genghis greatly enjoys Twinkies because of the excellent sugar rush - Mood:Good

Monday December 06 20045:14:41 AM |

My journal from earlier disappeared. I think I erased it accidentally. I have an odd urge to eat lots of candy, get naked and sing really loud and off key. And jump on the bed. But not while I'm naked...I don't have a good body for jumping while naked. I do have good hair for jumping though. It's very bouncy. Which is funny, because the fat on my body is TOO bouncy. Awesome. I'm so good at covering up being all sad and depressed. No one asked why I was upset. I said I had PMS...totally worked. I don't know why I don't want to talk about anything that's bothering me...I do at this time of night. Right now, I'd *love* someone to ask why I've been so upset. Not that I could give any kind of answer that made sense to me... So, Six YT'ers are going to get limited edition hand written short stories with their christmas cards. I'm debating on whether or not to make it a serial, or one story per card. We'll see. So, if I don't have your address, PM me quick! There goin fast!

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Do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once - Mood:Bad

Sunday December 05 200412:39:35 AM |

I truly am one of those melodramatic fools. I am so freakin' depressed. I was *just* at a party there were only like eight people I knew there, normally, that's not a problem. I make friends whereever I go, I can talk to anyone. But tonight. I couldn't talk. I didn't want to talk, and EVERYONE kept asking about my job (standard question, I don't blame them) but there's a good chance I got myself fired today, more proof that I'm just as irresponsible today as I was 5 years ago. I've made no progress in my life. I'm not going to do anything stupid, but I honestly don't see any reason that I should be alive. I'm not going to procreate, I'm not going to contribute anything worthwhile to society. I just don't see the point anymore. I have a wonderful boyfriend who's there for me and loves me and would love to hear me talk to him about this, but when I try all I can say is, "Don't worry about me. I'll be fine." Then I smile and kiss him. But what if I'm not fine?

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Are we like couples you see in restaurants? Are we the dining dead? - Mood:Embarrassed

Saturday December 04 20042:36:07 AM |

I wish I had an alter that I could figure out the password for. There's so much angsty bullsh*t I want to talk about... I'm just not good with angst...I can't think of another word for how I feel. It's like frustrated about nothing, depressed about inconsequential nonsense, hopeless about everything. It's like being 15 and not having any weed. That's how I feel tonight like I did then... But the smile is all about my Zaxxy made avy and my Tripsy made profile...how cool is that combination? Um? Damn, I had something else to say... Whatever, I think I'll go write some bad poetry and find my old black sweater with the thumb holes. If I'm gonna be a whiney teenager, I may as well go all out. Oh, another smiley thing...my title quote. I love this movie so much. It makes me happy...not I Huckabees happy, but still...Pretty damn happy.

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Why should I even make the bed, or wash the dishes? I do them, but why should I? - Mood:Naughty

Friday December 03 20042:42:50 AM |

That's not a very good quote, but whatever. I actually communicated with Trips tonight! I can't say 'talked' because it was just IM...but still. Ahh, I've missed my Tripsy SO MUCH! Dammit. I just now realized I missed the Daily Show. Now I have to stay up another hour. Oh well. I'm in a SUPER perverted mood, but my boyfriend's asleep and I have no outlet. It's so frustrating. Lalala. So...Um. I bought christmas cards today!!! I'm gonna send them all out on Monday... I need YT'ers addresses...and to double check if I have them. The only person who I know for sure that I have the right address is Rik... so, if you want a christmas card, PM me. I'll try to PM the people I want to send one too, but I probably won't do that til Saturday...

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Now, that is a big trunk. It holds a tuba, a suitcase, a dead dog, and a garment bag almost perfectly - Mood:Surprised

Wednesday December 01 20041:13:17 AM |

Another day without Trips... Maybe next time. I could never be on Fear Factor. I have long hair. I'd get bugs in my hair and they'd never ever get out and they'd lay eggs and I'd have a crazy infestation of poisonous jamiacan red ants living in my eye sockets...plus, eeewww, eating icky things is gross. Ahh, chappelle's show is awesome. It was so cold this morning one of my ears fell off when I was waiting at the bus. I mean 5 degrees??? That's an absurd temperture. Stupid cold weather... I've started adding people to my buddy list...There are very hard decisions to be made in doing such a thing. Now everyone on the site can see who I consider friends. I have to admit that I've looked at other people's buddy lists and made snap judgements on whether or not I wanted to talk to them by their friends...okay. I haven't but it sounds like something someone would do... I Like Pumpkin Pie... My quote makes me happy...thanks g-funk

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Have I ever mentioned I like making lists? - Mood:Good

Friday November 26 20043:40:31 AM |

Entirely random things I associate with YT members: Zaxone- Portishead TravBowman- Candied Apples LapisLazuli- Apple-cinnamon Jelly Kepi- Smiley Face Antennae Balls WiseNSexy- BMW cars (particularly, black/rag-top) Putterer- Lone rain clouds (or just single white puffy clouds) AngelAbi- Jewelry boxes Beaker- Certain silver necklaces IHeartVelcro- Stripey socks (but not toe socks) DaveJNick- Candy Necklaces Sheady- RingPops (brit boys = candy?) MamboTomato- Trench Coats (not the long tan/black kind, the short, cute kind that come in all kinds of colors) ... some YT'ers I associate with things that aren't random: Ugotgash- Brownies Amy1234- Ballet (slippers) Pauleky- Movies (video stores) Cheese King- Books YoSassy- Princess Leia DoliGurl- I Love Lucy Tamahau- Pimp Stylin' Sammy- Dragons...and one hour photo processing Anyway... Just felt like sharing... Any entirely random stuff you associate with YT'ers?

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Time to make the donuts! - Mood:Good

Thursday November 25 20042:39:22 PM |

Okay, not donuts, green bean cassarole (uck) Every year, that's my job, and it's the one thing at Thanksgiving I don't eat. And Every Single Year, someone asks "Not eating any? Didn't poison it, did ya? hahahha" Bastards. This year, I'm gonna poison it, just so no one will think the new guy that that one cousin is dating isn't funny! Bwhahahahha! Sike. I really am going to make green bean cassarole, but not poisoned and it's not a big thing this year...thanksgiving, not the cassarole, the cassarole is HUGE. I'm still sick...It hurts so much. My lungs, throat and ribs are just one big mass of achey. My mommy got a puppy. He's cute. Eventually, I'll get a digital camera and then you can all see him. He's awesome. His name is TIMMY!!! Pronounced like the South Park character...ahh, good times.

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`Lectricity killed my parents! - Mood:PumpkinPie

Tuesday November 23 20042:19:19 AM |

sometimes, I just read one of my old journals and it makes me smile... and it makes me sad... i used to end nearly every single sentence with a smiley... and people liked me and talked to me in my journals... and trips and low and beaker and trav and doli were there...sheady must've had the day off or something (usually sheady's in the old ones too) anyway... my thanksgiving isn't going to be nearly as cool as i'd originally thought my 'in-laws' aren't coming to my mom's after all...that makes me sad. i love my boyfriend's mom. she's so awesome. when i yawn it makes me dizzy... i think that's a bad sign... i really hope i don't have pneumonia... uck. it's going to be cold tomorrow morning and i don't feel like walking to the bus stop, think i should call into work? i'm going to double post so don't even bother to call me on it, i'll erase the other one very quickly anyway... so...

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It`s like Cube says, "Life ain`t nothin` but bitches and money" - Mood:Good

Monday November 22 20041:32:13 AM |

I'm in such a good mood. Like bouncing up and down, singing out of key and giggling maniacally good mood. I'm getting sick again, but to make myself feel better, I'm drinking baileys and hot cocoa. It's fantasticallyummy. I just clapped like a cheerleader. It made me smile. I want company...and liquor. Just ten seconds ago I typed: "Yeah, I feel the kinda. I used to drink far too much. but it'd be nice every once in awhile..." And this is definitely one of those once in the whiles. And I want to dance. Dancing would be great. I really did have something more important to say, but I don't remember anymore. My head's all stuffy and makes concentrating hard. Being poor isn't so bad when you work for a restaurant that feeds you once per shift. I need at least two new friends. People I can hang out with more than once every six weeks... But not the friends that I do see now, those aren't really my friends... They're my boyfriends friends...

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