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Female, 29 years old
ny, Eastern US

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i won`t have to anymore jon groff
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (29 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Dating
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Buddhist
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food. i`m health nut though
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo - Mood:Good
Sunday May 04 20033:27:24 PM |
i am in charge of making the announcement tag thingys for my moms wedding.. and i have a program on my american greeting cdrom thing that does that. but i have to install that part and i can't find the cd uaghhhhhhh where the hell can that thing be...
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mother can`t you see i`ve got to live my life the way i feel is right for me, might not be right for you but its right for me - Mood:Good
Sunday May 04 200311:01:11 AM |
i am utterly bored. but by my own fault. i could ride my bike somehwre but meh i don't wanna. i could 'prune' the yard but.. um.. yea.. i don't prune. i could paint my fish.. bah, too much work. i could sew.. meh..
i could do homeowkr :O do you know how long its been since i've done homework? i have a dilemma too. i was gone alll week from health class and e have project due and we are in partners only i haven't been there at all.. so.. what do i do? do my own? not bother? we have the same topic, how would that work? technically she can't give me a make-up assignemtn cuz 2 out of the 4 days i was gone i skipped. (i had reason to) BAH that counts as 4 grades. 4 F's.. and i will fail helth. and i need it to graduate. holy poo. what do i do?
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I promise i`ll be good grammy i promise, really, i can be a good girl - Mood:Good
Saturday May 03 20031:08:20 PM |
more ranting. sorry.

why do they want me to lose it? i don't udnerstand it. i was happy. i was talkin to ms g and i move out of my hosue, in with gram.
then i can't talk to ms g anymore (which i understand that, still hurts, but i understand that) and fricking NOW they want me to move back home. NO! nonnonononononononono you can't make me don't make me go back there! i HATE my mother why the hELL would i want to live there

my mom: "you have to come home.. i miss you"
BULLpoo i'm surprised she noticed i wasg one
she just wants to contol me

well its MY life and i KNOW whats best for me, i know what i want and i want to live here

i am good! or if they think i'm not i can be!
i don't sneak out
i don't go anywhere actually, to begin with so i don't come home late
i.. generally listen.. but i can listen so much better! i can i will!
i'm not that much trouble, i will do whatever the hell they want just don't make me so back
WHY are they ..(cont)

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i got bored and took this test.. i think i disagree with it though - Mood:Good
Saturday May 03 200312:32:51 PM |
lets see if this works



i am not violent :(

and what does some of tha stuff mean? like level 6, the one i'm supposedly high in?

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Have you ever been caught between happy and depressed? yea.. its an odd feeling.. - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20038:22:10 PM |
I HATE THIS FEELING MAKE IT GO AWAY. i hate people. but i don't. and it sucks. i was 'emotional unstable' and couldn't eat a thing. now i'm hurt and am eating everything in sight thats just odd. and i think i'm gonna puke.

i can't get over this and i hate it. if i wasn't so against suicide and all that crap it would be lookin mighty tempting thank god i'm not strong enough. why am i so screwed up? how/when did i get this way? suddenly i turn around and - bam- i'm entirely messed up. i blame them. only because i can't think of anything else to do. they tore me down and left me to build myself back up. yea.. i can't do that...

bah, i rant too much.

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I`ll looking for a picture... - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20034:58:39 PM |
that i have inmy mind i don't know how well this is going to work in actually finding it but

i need a pic of a girl laying on the ground, her back facing up with her head turned to the side, facing out, with her hand under her hceek or right in front of her cheek.

is this impossible to find?

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Do you know your fish? - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20034:47:19 PM |
what kind of fish would this make a good one of?

i have to paint that and i don't know what kinda of fish it would a good one of.
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i now know what it feels like to die (ranting) - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 200311:46:27 AM |
well not quite. but might as well. betrayal. being hurt by someone you trust. soemthing i have avoided my entire life by not trusting people. so why did i trust her? i shouldn't of. i know that now. ahh too late. she lied to me. she said she wouldn't leave, she said she'd be there. then she backed out. i don't care of she wasn't gonna be there but you can't tell me you are then back fricking out after i trust you and believe you and actually put faith in you. you don't undersatnd what that does to me. i can't even descibe it. just cry. which i also hate. you can't do that to me....
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I have found the most resultful `method` of dieting- ....extreme stress - Mood:Good
Wednesday April 30 20036:00:06 PM |
I am wearing away to nothing so i am off to try to eat some ice cream :P.. oh ok or maybe some fruit
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I am not myself today - Mood:Good
Wednesday April 30 200312:51:01 PM |
nope..
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WHY WON`T IT ****ING LET ME ON AIM! - Mood:Good
Tuesday April 29 20032:39:22 PM |
i need someone to vent at. someone who has alot of time, isn't gonna judge me, will actually listen and don't mind me repeating msyelf. did i mention they have to have aot of time? why won't it let me on aim thats just unbelivably cruel
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I am not depressed, stop calling me that. - Mood:Good
Monday April 28 200310:00:08 PM |
ahh the joys of insomnia. is insomnia suppose to irratate me this much? why can't i just fall into a non twist and turn uneasy sleep 2 hrs before i have to get up and for once just drift comfily inot slumberland within a half hour/hour of when i go to bed? bah.
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"..Why does my bra smell like oregano?" - Mood:Good
Monday April 28 20037:00:29 PM |
:O why is it when ever i make a journal entry i suddenly remeber ":O i have homework!" bah

i am good yay i like being good

i feel like being evil in a good way tomorow though.. muhahahaha. maybe in a mild way. i think i'll skip a class. but the only one worth skipping is health. if i skip health i will get out of school at 11:30 instead of 1:35. but i can't. for a whole lot of complicated reasons. anything else i skip wouldn't be worth the consequences and effort. bah.

maybe i;ll try to be robotical tomorrow. that could be fun. hm. yea. hmmmmm so many choices.. not really.. i just like to pretend i have choices

will someone PLEASE explain to me why my bra smells like oregano?

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Listening to Swim, pacing back and forth in the sunlight from the window eating a granola bar and pondering about life. - Mood:Good
Monday April 28 200312:29:38 PM |
i don't feel like thinking. andf i can't write a thread without thinking. so this is an un-thread

make the world go away. in a good way :)

i'm hungry

eating is a sign of weakness

not really, it just sounds cool

i want a donut.. if i left know i could get one. but. bah. that requires moving. hm *thinks about donuts* *looks at door*

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i hate him because i am an idiot - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 200310:34:45 PM |
*bnags head against wall*

i hate liking people. i hate people. people suck.

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Whats your homepage set to? - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 20033:49:33 PM |
This is mine

Whats yours?

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When you think of me what do you think of? - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 20031:58:39 PM |
words, images, whats describes me? annoyance, sweetheart, crazy, yada yada, gimme words or pictures

gimme a break, i'm bored.

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"And you will never convince me otherwise" - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 20031:56:25 PM |
whats something that no one will convince you otherwise
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fricking 70 degrees and i have to fricking wear long sleeves and frickin pants - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 200310:15:02 AM |
BAHHHHH
my dog is staying over with me. :)

i have pictures, but i am too lazy to upload them

i should take a shower and actually clean myself this time during yesterdyas 1 hr and 20min one all i did was shave my legs.

i have school tomorrow. and i am looking forward to it :O probably becuase i am going insane being here and doing nothing.

hm.. maybe i'll change my avy again

i'm hot :(

say whatever rambling things you are thinking about in here.

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. - Mood:Good
Saturday April 26 20038:17:59 PM |
this isn't fricking fair i don't want to be here but i can't leave i will never escape it i'm too far gone i used to believe i would be ok if only i was saved but i'm too far gone now i'll never get back this isn't my life this isn't me why do i have to be here i don't want to be i don't want to live like this why can't you save me anymore? why didn't you when you had the chance why can't i get out of this what the frick is it why do i feel like this why can't you help me i don't want to be alone, don't make me be alone but i can't stand anyone near me go away go away come back come back you don't understand you will never undersatdn it used to be ready to be let go and now it festered and grew inside of me and cling to the walls and will never be let out and its poisining me let me free let me out why can't i see why don't i want people anymore why don't i give a frick anymore, why don't i care
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ok so i can`t find this page for the life of me, you wanna help? - Mood:Good
Saturday April 26 20033:56:47 PM |
Riversedge or riveredge or river's edge Resort in 1000 islands has a webpage and i can't find it :( i tried to google a million different varouses of the name and BAH i can't find it

help?

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i am bored out of my f*cking mind - Mood:Good
Saturday April 26 20032:44:26 PM |
i feel like doing somethign destructive. ahh but what. its almost nice outside but my blades are in school and my bike is brokenish. maybe i'll piant something disturbing.

maybe i'll paint myself

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i dreamed about all three of them - Mood:Good
Saturday April 26 20039:32:19 AM |
psycho. i am. i know. really. one of these days i'm going to crack. but anyways. i have this thing for 3 people and i usually dream about one or the other but last night i dreamed about all three of them :O three separate dreams but still. why am i so insane
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i want blood. I want thorns wrapped around me until i can`t feel anymore - Mood:Good
Friday April 25 20036:53:06 PM |
to flow until its gone. to carry me with it to the sewers and dribble down with carmalized apathy and fly downward through the air until it scatters me over rough dirty loose gravel. i want to feel the pain that is bottled in my chest released in physical pain i can curse at and blame. I will bite any hand that reaches for me because i am too gone and it will only push me further and help squeeze the blood from my veins faster so they can be done with me. i don't care and ignore any boundries that were set for me or i set for myself. i want out. now.

And how is your evening?

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HELP! are you a chef? please? work in food preparation business? anyone? work with food? - Mood:Good
Thursday April 24 20033:37:10 PM |
do you? :( help me
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