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Female, 30 years old
ny, Eastern US

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i won`t have to anymore jon groff
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (30 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Dating
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Buddhist
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food. i`m health nut though
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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name me some bands like aerosmith - Mood:Good
Friday May 09 20033:44:23 PM |
like, that was around when they were back when, or at least not new. help?
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i hear her behind me. - Mood:Good
Friday May 09 20035:12:38 AM |
the voice gnaws at me and fills me with emptiness. yet offers a slight awkward comfort. to turn around would be to ruin my music and anger the radio. ahh don't write at 8am. i am bored. and the bells is going to ring. have a good day yall.
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Who wants to go stop at my house, pick up my floppy then come deliver it to me at school? - Mood:Good
Friday May 09 20034:40:36 AM |
HOW ON EARTH did i forget my floppy. my floppy that i NEED. this is bad. this is very bad. *bites fingernails* i need that thing for TWO classes, one of which the teacher hatesme and if i do nothin in class.. that would not be good. oh this is bad. bad bad bad bad. maybe i can get my grandpa to drop it off. but that would be AFTER school. this is bad. bad bad bad bad.
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so i bought a lighter... and can`t (won`t) light it - Mood:Good
Thursday May 08 20034:06:48 PM |
i need it for a camping trip. so i bought one. and am scared to death to light it. i am pertified of fire, why on earth would i purposely make it? :P lets just hope if i have to use it up in the mountains someone else is with me

i can not for the life of me make myslef light this thing.. thats.. so.. sad..

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Do/would you give blood? - Mood:Good
Thursday May 08 20035:03:12 AM |
another journal, just becuase i can.

i don't weigh enough to give blood not that i would. i am terrified of needles and a have a 100% fainting record with shots and blood drawings. there is a drive at my school and thye are tryin to recruit people last year i had the "i'm not 17!" thing to hide behind so they couldn't try to convince me. now i am down the weight thing :O
but really now.. do they really want to come revive me off the floor? i don't think so. so i am keeping all my blood :(

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I should not be on YT right now - Mood:Good
Thursday May 08 20034:34:41 AM |
for many reasons.

1) i should be sleeping! WHY are we in the library?? i can barely function enough to breathe let alone type. zzzzzzzzz

2) i should be doin whati m 'supposed' to be doing. but i can't. cuz i can't get onthe J drive. ha-ha ha ha ha :)

i want my bed back. who in their right mind would be on YT right now

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I have made a decision - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 07 20038:00:06 PM |
i am going to try to be less complicated. no drama. no added nothing. just me. uncut al naturale. yea. but really. i'm sick of me. so i have to change.

who wants to talk to my bitchy teacher for me tomorrow? :) don't worry, she won't be a bitch to you, shes only to me

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Name me some chronic diseases? - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 07 20032:31:19 PM |
i tried lookin it up but couldn't come with anything other than heart disease cancer and whatnot which are already taken.

it would also be nice if you had some kind of tie to what you say so you can give me a perosonal link story

but for right now i'm just tryin to find something to research :(

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IALAC - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 07 20032:00:16 PM |
what the HELL does that mean? its in a question on a health worksheet and its confusing me :(
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You bitch i hate you - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 07 200312:03:06 PM |
it is very hard to sing with bread stuffed into your mouth

i had my espresso today! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! *hops up and down*

i have discovered i lead a boring life. yet its too complicated for me. how does that work?

i have to buy hiking boots for the Big Mountain Climbing Camping Trip. i have no idea what to get. and these better not cost me a arm and a leg. hey wait- if it does does that mean i only have to buy one boot?! is that cheaper?

you'll rescue me, right? in the exact same way they never did, i'll be happy, right? once your healing powers kick in

ahh i love being in an optimistic fog

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Can i be honest for once? - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 06 20037:21:23 PM |
Why do nights suck so much? i know why. becuase i think of how much i failed during the day.

who am i kidding, i don't know how to be honest. but i know how to pretend. like this:

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i think anyone who can sing 99% of a artist/bands songs should get free tickets and transportation to their concert. - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 06 20036:20:58 PM |
i am eating ice cream. i shouldn't. i am going to be hurtin tomorrow. but thats nothing new.

you get a lot of perspective on a swing. i think i will walk over to the elemtary school and swing tomorrow. high schools should have swings.

i wrote 'self-control' 'insane' 'sinner' and 'mary jane' on my wrists/ upper arms in chinese. it washed off before i could take a pic :(

stoping eating ice cream and fudge.. stop eating ice cream and fudge..

i am numb and likin it

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Tip for my gym teacher: You don`t pretend to saw at your arm with a pair of scissors demostrating something in front of a cutter. unless of course you are TRYING to trigger the hell out of them - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 06 20032:07:17 PM |
i have to call my mom. bah. wanna call her for me? i don't feel like talkign to her

yaayyyy i went running today and it was soooo nice.. hot though and i got all tired
i tried to do pull ups, i'm usually really good at those, and could barely do one! when did i get so weak?

its nice outside. and i'm bored. why am i still inside???

cuz i'm frick-ass lazy :P


theres supposed to be a thunderstorm today where is it?!

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PowerPoint...what do YOU know about it? - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 06 200312:42:48 PM |
and can u help me? :( is there a way to get each slide a diff background or do they all have to be the same?

plus other various questions

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help me find chinese symbolic type thingys - Mood:Good
Monday May 05 20033:44:08 PM |
ok so i got this one:

that means courage, i can't find one that measn fate
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I am going to scream. - Mood:Overwhelmed
Monday May 05 200312:36:47 PM |
1, 2, 3, 4, 5....... 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.....*intake of breathe* *hold* *let go of breathe*

3, 2, 1.. 1, 2, 3.. what the heck.. is bothering me?

oooOOOoooooooohmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

oOOoooOOoooooohmmmmmmmmmmmm

*breathe in*..........*breathe out*

i am bird

i am flying free with no worries

there are no thoughts in my head

i am a bird

flying free up in the clouds

*breathe*

i need something breakable, glass preferably, to throw at a wall.

1..2..3..4..5.......5..4...3...2...1.....

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I am in love with Geoffrey - Mood:Lovestruck
Sunday May 04 20036:20:34 PM |

*love sigh*

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nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo - Mood:Good
Sunday May 04 20033:27:24 PM |
i am in charge of making the announcement tag thingys for my moms wedding.. and i have a program on my american greeting cdrom thing that does that. but i have to install that part and i can't find the cd uaghhhhhhh where the hell can that thing be...
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mother can`t you see i`ve got to live my life the way i feel is right for me, might not be right for you but its right for me - Mood:Good
Sunday May 04 200311:01:11 AM |
i am utterly bored. but by my own fault. i could ride my bike somehwre but meh i don't wanna. i could 'prune' the yard but.. um.. yea.. i don't prune. i could paint my fish.. bah, too much work. i could sew.. meh..
i could do homeowkr :O do you know how long its been since i've done homework? i have a dilemma too. i was gone alll week from health class and e have project due and we are in partners only i haven't been there at all.. so.. what do i do? do my own? not bother? we have the same topic, how would that work? technically she can't give me a make-up assignemtn cuz 2 out of the 4 days i was gone i skipped. (i had reason to) BAH that counts as 4 grades. 4 F's.. and i will fail helth. and i need it to graduate. holy poo. what do i do?
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I promise i`ll be good grammy i promise, really, i can be a good girl - Mood:Good
Saturday May 03 20031:08:20 PM |
more ranting. sorry.

why do they want me to lose it? i don't udnerstand it. i was happy. i was talkin to ms g and i move out of my hosue, in with gram.
then i can't talk to ms g anymore (which i understand that, still hurts, but i understand that) and fricking NOW they want me to move back home. NO! nonnonononononononono you can't make me don't make me go back there! i HATE my mother why the hELL would i want to live there

my mom: "you have to come home.. i miss you"
BULLpoo i'm surprised she noticed i wasg one
she just wants to contol me

well its MY life and i KNOW whats best for me, i know what i want and i want to live here

i am good! or if they think i'm not i can be!
i don't sneak out
i don't go anywhere actually, to begin with so i don't come home late
i.. generally listen.. but i can listen so much better! i can i will!
i'm not that much trouble, i will do whatever the hell they want just don't make me so back
WHY are they ..(cont)

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i got bored and took this test.. i think i disagree with it though - Mood:Good
Saturday May 03 200312:32:51 PM |
lets see if this works



i am not violent :(

and what does some of tha stuff mean? like level 6, the one i'm supposedly high in?

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Have you ever been caught between happy and depressed? yea.. its an odd feeling.. - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20038:22:10 PM |
I HATE THIS FEELING MAKE IT GO AWAY. i hate people. but i don't. and it sucks. i was 'emotional unstable' and couldn't eat a thing. now i'm hurt and am eating everything in sight thats just odd. and i think i'm gonna puke.

i can't get over this and i hate it. if i wasn't so against suicide and all that crap it would be lookin mighty tempting thank god i'm not strong enough. why am i so screwed up? how/when did i get this way? suddenly i turn around and - bam- i'm entirely messed up. i blame them. only because i can't think of anything else to do. they tore me down and left me to build myself back up. yea.. i can't do that...

bah, i rant too much.

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I`ll looking for a picture... - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20034:58:39 PM |
that i have inmy mind i don't know how well this is going to work in actually finding it but

i need a pic of a girl laying on the ground, her back facing up with her head turned to the side, facing out, with her hand under her hceek or right in front of her cheek.

is this impossible to find?

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Do you know your fish? - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 20034:47:19 PM |
what kind of fish would this make a good one of?

i have to paint that and i don't know what kinda of fish it would a good one of.
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i now know what it feels like to die (ranting) - Mood:Good
Friday May 02 200311:46:27 AM |
well not quite. but might as well. betrayal. being hurt by someone you trust. soemthing i have avoided my entire life by not trusting people. so why did i trust her? i shouldn't of. i know that now. ahh too late. she lied to me. she said she wouldn't leave, she said she'd be there. then she backed out. i don't care of she wasn't gonna be there but you can't tell me you are then back fricking out after i trust you and believe you and actually put faith in you. you don't undersatnd what that does to me. i can't even descibe it. just cry. which i also hate. you can't do that to me....
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