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Female, 32 years old
ny, Western US

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i won`t have to anymore jon groff
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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (32 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food.
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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Puppy picture! kinda - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 04 20034:11:28 PM |
my cam sucks, this is the only one that came out

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WHY does she have to annoy me so much? (best to pass this thread on) - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 04 20031:22:39 PM |
asking the saem damn question does not get you anywhere except me pissed me. I DON'T KNOW! i didn't kno the first time you asked, the second thrid fourth fifth sixth and 90th time either!!! I STILL DON'T KNOW. geez

anywho

i have to pack tonight :O all this poo is neevr goin to fit inot my hiking pack thingy. moutnians. oh my god. i am going to mbe in the middel fo the woods 7 hrs away in the mountaisn for 3 dasy. *dies*

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what does the average person get bills for? what about you? how much for? (question 2) - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 04 200312:54:26 PM |
how much is a cable bill usually? internet? what is things you could pay for on a monthly basis?
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Tip for yall.... don`t dance around in the bathroom (especially if you have a small one).. accidentally kicking the toilet does NOT feel good - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 03 20039:41:32 PM |
i need my YT fix. ahhhhhhhh *lets it drip into her veins*

ok, i can sleep now, night

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i`m braless! - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 03 20037:12:21 PM |
i feel so naked without a bra i never go without a bra, only sower. i sleep in em. and i only wear sports bras

how about yall? well girls anyhow. when do you wear it/not? what type do ya like?

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Can someone edit this pic for me? i swear its easier this time ;-) - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 03 200311:36:31 AM |

can someone make a dot on that line above the Y in York and write (text) "Work"?

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i hate being avyless - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 03 20039:22:04 AM |
we are researching STDs right now for health class. how fun.

i ahve so much freaking work. maybe i'll do that instead. hm ... *wanders off*

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i`ve having avy issues (and my profile is hypnotizing me) - Mood:Good
Monday June 02 20033:29:57 PM |
my movie came! the one thats in my avy :P

i can't decide what to make my avy. its between about 10 pics

my grandparents bought a dozen krispy kremes. twice. in 4 days. are they tryin to kill me? damn addicting motherfrickers

i should start packing for the mountains. we leasve in 4 days! :O omg. we leave in 4 days.

i felt like being a journal whore today

i should be writing a paper

*goes off to do that*

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WE GOT A PUPPY! - Mood:Good
Monday June 02 20032:52:11 PM |
i just called my mom. and she said 'you will never guess where am i. i am buying a puppy' AWWWWWWW! little black lab girl! says shes not even a foot long awwwwwwwwwwwwww!

i haven't seen her yet, they are signing papers right now. but i don't live home! i'm never gonna see this puppy thats just mean. why couldn't they wait til i was out of school? then i could be home with her all day. they are coming over tonight with the puppy!

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Crazy people walkin round with blood in their eyes (someone help me edit this pic :(... paint is all you need i think) - Mood:Good
Monday June 02 200310:56:25 AM |
can someone put some words on a pic then save it as a jpg? i'dhave to email it to ya hough, seein as its not in jpg
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Someone beat me to a pulp (a thread devoted entirely to complaining) - Mood:Good
Sunday June 01 200312:52:51 PM |
someone pleeeeeeeeease come beat me to impairment so i can get out of this paper. maybe if i go swimming with leaches they will postpone it. but then they would lock me up in a looney bin. hey! i could get first hand reseach then on this paper on Girl, Interrupted. but i still think someone beating me up would work. so go for it.

Hit me with your best shot, fire awayyyyy *braces self*

i want to look like thisand no leaving until i do.

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strike a match, go on and do it - Mood:Good
Sunday June 01 200312:01:00 PM |
i dreamed i had a creeeepy stalker :O it scared the who-ha outta me. ick ick ick.

hm. :O that is all.

wait. that can't be it. its ME. i could talk for hours and hours.

and i ran out of things to say after one sentence :O i'm dying! i must be. there is no other explaination.

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I swear, movies either scare me to death or make me cry. all of them! every single one falls into one of those. - Mood:Good
Saturday May 31 20038:14:14 PM |
good will hunting. goooooooood movie. freakin made me cry. it was inevitable. cuz i knew it wouldn't fit into the 'scare me to death catagory.

and before you say a word, HUSH

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the chat- am i missing something? - Mood:Good
Saturday May 31 20033:44:52 PM |
are alter not allowed to login or something? why won't it let renthead in?
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How was my school`s All Night Party? fun. i danced. i chatted..... i gave some guy a lapdance - Mood:Good
Saturday May 31 200310:23:49 AM |
first hour was very blah, cuz i was still all shy and looking for people. then i found a group of girls/guys that i knewand they were dancing so i joined them. alllll night long :P thats all we did from 12-4am. everyone was givin the guys lapdances. so i did too i don't think i've guys more happy than in those chairs..

i am so dead. got home at 4:15. fell into bed. slept til 1 and i am dead. and i have dance clas in.. 5 minutes ago

was fun though and thats amazing for me. i enevr have fun at stuff like that. but dancing, thats my weakness

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Does anyone know NYC realy well? like map wise? well not REALLY well, just general knownledge? - Mood:Good
Friday May 30 200311:13:18 AM |
:( help. if i wanna live near all the broadway shows but not TOO close cuz thats really expensive, where should i live? i'm thinkin some kind of run down apartment thing would be nice. but not too far away from all my shows! and what area is that called? i have really got to brush up on my NYC...
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i have never been so indifferently angry. and its scaring me. and they caused it. - Mood:Good
Friday May 30 20038:47:23 AM |
this sucks. i don't give a poo anymore. i used to be passionate. whatever i felt i embraced. now i am so unmotived its just not even funny. they did that. they made lines for me to stay in and i don't gve a poo so much i just stay in one spot. apathy will be the death of me.
they say i'm being 'good'. i say i'm being boring and unhuman and unME. how do u people do it? stay in societys rules without going crazy or jumping off a bridge? how do u get around them. i would normally devise a plan. but i just don't care. it seems like too much work. what used to be fun now seems like work. how on earth could they do that to me? they tok all the things that are phsycial that cause me joy now they are taking away my own emotional way to cause me joy? thats just wrong. people+people don't mix. we just don't mix well. there is more conflict and damage when 2 people get togtehert than postive things.
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is there a way to search for people by their favos? - Mood:Confused
Thursday May 29 20033:02:16 PM |
?
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humans= loathing - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 28 20037:22:09 PM |
people are evil. no one cares about anyone else without some kind of reward, some ulterior motive, whether it be to be loved back or for other evil reasons. usually other evil reaons. personal gain. no one genuinely gives a frick about anyone else. they just don't. i don't wanna be human. and they are forcing me to be what i am not. they are forcing me to be 'normal' and give up everything i love just so i can fit into that mold. well frick you. there are always fricking rules. then when there are no rules and i make my own they automatically deem them wrong and give me different ones that sufficate me and don't fit with me at all. i hate people.

i want a break from bein human for while. a break from expectations, from the everyday life. hopefully this campin trip will do that. IF THEY FREAKING LET ME GO. i hate people. i hate the power everyone seems to have over me when i am perfectly capable of taking care of myself. i can do it better than they can, cuz honestly they suck at it

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*note to self: when lighting lighters move your finger AWAY from the flame - Mood:Good
Wednesday May 28 20033:13:33 PM |
i am going to die in the mountain all because i can't prperly light a lighter. and speaking of the camping trip THEY STILL WON'T FREAKIN TELL ME IF I CAN GO! its NEXT WEEKEND! i ahve to get poo you know i don't wanna spoend 100$ on stuff then not need it, OR scramble around last minute tryin to find everythign and risk forgettin stuff. bastards.

those fricking bastards took away my afterschool! they won't let me stay after, at all. how fricking unfair, why?? what is the point of that? they just like shoving around their power whereever they can. bastards.
whether or not i can go on the trip depends on my 'behavior this week' so i am being a little angel. but they are making it VERY difficult by taking away everything that brings me joy and fricking with me. Bastards.

everyone keeps telling me 'you need to open up to people, you need to form relationships and get close to people.. but oh no no no no, not me" wtf? bastards.

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what the hell? (my daily rant) - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 27 20034:23:16 PM |
gram gave me 10$ to go get shampoo. i come back and she asks for the chnage and i said i spent it on gel pens but i can pay her back if she'll let me get to my purse. she says that alright.. then says 'i buy you shampoo now i have to buy you gel pens? i just bought you pads!" umm.. yea. would u rather me bleed all over the floor? what the hell? she wants me to buy my own pads? heLLO i don't get THAT much allowance, and i offered to pay for the damn gel pens, actually i didn't just offer, i was expecting to, duh, why should she buy my gel pens. shampoo and pads however are a different matter.

rant over :)

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Did Shawn Colvin ever make a video to Sunny Came Home? - Mood:Good
Tuesday May 27 200310:46:04 AM |
hm. i think i'm gonna go on a picture hunt for me fav people: alanis, sarah mclachlan, m,elissa etheridge, matt caplan, josh kobak, natalie portman, shawn colvin, elen degneres, rascal flatts, adam pascal.... weehoo

i have SO much stuff to do and here i am on YT...

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I`M GOING BACK TO SCHOOOOOOL!!!!! - Mood:Confident
Tuesday May 27 200310:32:05 AM |
That is all.
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Hot-hot-hot-sweat-sweet, Wet-wet-wet-red-heat, Please don`t stop please please don`t stop stop stop stop don`t please please, Harder, Faster, Wetter, Fluid no fluid no contact yes no contact, Fire fire burn-burn yes, No latex rubber fire latex rubber - Mood:Good
Monday May 26 20038:34:26 PM |
I am in a gratuitous hell that burns me pleasurefully. i stare blindly into that which has power over me to control my fate of present and future. One side of me sits in midnatic darkness taunting the brightly lit side of its secrecy and seclusion. I grind more loose dirt into my skin's pores then wash it clean again. An obstreperous anxious fit comes over me and i toss and turn though not sleeping. Shaking in small uniform trembles to lessen involunteery resonses and gain back control, a hand runs soothing over my body, barely touching so much it feels like it has a numbing effect. i sink slowly into the sour indifference of awkward downtrodden calmed rage and offer condolences to myself for the happy contentness i lost.

Yes, i know midnatic isn't a word.

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Name me a deathly slow song - Mood:Good
Sunday May 25 200311:35:31 PM |
like one you can sink into and like fall asleep to. PAINFULLY slow :)
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