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Female, 32 years old
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i won`t have to anymore jon groff

Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (32 Years Old)
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Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
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Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food.
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
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Its 3am I must be lonely - Mood:Good
Monday May 05 20146:11:50 AM |
Actually its 6am and I'm not really lonely.

I had a bad cold/ flu for 2 weeks. Was just getting over it, had a week long intense dance performances thingy, last show yesterday.. Am getting cold/ flu back again. Wtf.

I'm supposed to do a presentation today. On "World Demographics and their impact on Therapeutic Recreation." Due to a combination of not caring, feeling like sh*t, and not having time, I won't be presenting. Or going to class. I'm not going to pass this class.
Its the last week of classes. I am over this semester.

I need a movie to watch. Something with feels that has a happy ending.


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That feeling you get when you find a new show that has 8 seasons already of shows to watch.. then remember its British, which equals out to only about 10 episodes. - Mood:Good
Tuesday April 29 20141:33:16 AM |
I haven't pissed people off with a long title in awhile.

Night two of tech rehearsal for the show! It's.. kind of a mess. And i'm kind of doubting its ability to come together in two days. But ah well, still fun.

My costume is.. interesting. Oh God. Slinky would DIE. Its a whole lot of clashing. Its alright though. Cute-ish. The cut anyway. Not difficult to dance in which is my number one concern for a costume. Not overly revealing which is my number 2 concern.

I don't feel as much like death. Though going out in public with my hacking cough made me feel like I had the plague People scatter so quickly

I sprayed blood everywhere today. Fun times. From my nose, accidentally. I will be so happy when this sickness is gone.

It HAS to be the week of the show. Grrr.

I get very micro-managed by my boyfriend. It annoys us both. Living together in 4 months.

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I don`t know why I have such a hard time finding stuff on amazon. - Mood:Good
Sunday April 27 201410:01:59 PM |
I am looking for.. like.. these little pour-y cups my gram has. creamer cup thingys? At least 8 oz. Not shaped like anything. Not over $10. Impossible. Especially when I call them pour-y creamer cup thingys

I am miserable.

I am super sick, I missed day one of tech rehearsals for the show, have two classes then a night full of tech tomorrow. This is my last smester of college, my last chance to dance in this show am i am f*cking sick. What the f*cking f*ck.


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I`m pretty sure I`m dying - Mood:Good
Saturday April 26 20149:35:44 AM |
Have dance performances this week.

Tech rehearsals starting tmrw, then every day. Shows start thurs then run through Sunday.

I'm gonna die.

I've been working a sleep for an hour then wake up coughing and snotty thing. Ugh.

Bf brought over bread and day time cold meds and left them outside my door

This sucks. So much.

Someone come take care of me.

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Its a lazy Thursday. Well, sorta. - Mood:Good
Thursday April 17 20144:05:03 PM |
Don't have anywhere to go today.

Should be doing a million things but meh.

Ordered food in. Mmmm. Pizza, BLT, mac salad. Almost got a cannoli, but I order very strategically to have have to get change back. Cannoli would have put me over.

Trying to stay out of a psych ward, so far so good.

I planted things!! 5 different types of flowers. A bit cold here still though. But they are in my window sill. Exciting.

My neck is killlllling me. I think I slept weird. I remember at one point during the night thinking, this pillow is really uncomfortable.

I have odd odd dreams.

Going to build a bear tomorrow Twas my valentines present. On one hand, I like them and they are cute. On the other I am surrounded by 5 year olds and its weird.

I have to make a dessert tonight. I was gonna do cakeball but they are such a PITA. Dunno what. Has to be cake-y, since bf wrote that.

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YT, I need another word for `screwed` since it doesn`t sound professional. - Mood:Good
Monday April 14 20143:23:00 PM |
I'm writing an email to my professor and the only way I can think to phrase this is "if A and B doesn't happen, then I am screwed". Since.. I am majorly freaking out about it, screwed is the only word that comes to mind Probably should find a better word.

Hi YT.
I'm waiting for class to start.

I am oddly chipper and peppy.

I have a paper due today, in 10 minutes that I haven't even attempted to do. I figure I'll hand it in late wednesday. I have been trying to drop this class. But its too late now. Which sucks.

Oh YT.

I am crazy stressed.
But happy.

Do you feel like a room without a roof?

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I need iPod help. - Mood:Good
Saturday April 12 20142:44:15 AM |
I know nothing of iPods. I am very anti iThings.

But i found one on the bike path.
No contacts or anything, no way to get in touch with whoever it belongs too.

So i figure, free iPod.
I did some research.. i think its a nano..?


I need a cord for it.
What the heck kind of cord am I looking for?
If i google nano cord i get a little micro-looking cord that doesn't look like it fits.


Pictures coming.

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Pretend I`m 16 for a moment please. - Mood:Good
Sunday April 06 20147:38:45 PM |
Its not hard to do.

In between two cars! And no one died! Nothing got smashed! WOOO

(I'm learning to drive if you didn't get that)


I drove into the apt complex then parked. Then drove out, and parked again, next to a car. Then drove out. Then parked next to a car on the other side. Then parked next to a car on one side via a 'pull through' (which i learned the term of today). Then I parked there.

As a family, mother and two kids, looked at me with roostered heads The boy never took his eyes off me and stayed pinned to his hockey goal on the edge of the lot. Smart boy. I am not that good a driver yet.

Yes this is a silly journal since i'm sure yall can thread thru two cars going 80 mph with an inch on each side to spare, but this is exciting for me!!

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I have a question for US YTers - Mood:Good
Wednesday April 02 20142:47:47 AM |
I was thinking. And reading a story online where a cashier in the US refused a Canadian quarter since its foreign currency.
Here in upstate NY, I'd say I have about 1 Canadian coin for every 10 American coins i have in my wallet/ pocket. Except for vending machines, everyone takes Canadian coins like they are American (at least i've never had anyone refuse any).

Is that just an upstate NY/ border of Canada state thing?

Also. Hi. I should go to bed.

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I find myself pondering what to do. - Mood:Good
Tuesday March 25 20146:55:36 PM |
I am frustrated with my boy. So thats mostly on my mind,

Also is the quiz i have tomorrow.
Also is my internship hunt.
And that I should be calling loans people but talking on the phone scares me.

I just ate horrid pizza. Like, not bad. Just.. Good but awful. Like, drunk food pizza.
And a cannoli

I am playing an online game. As i do. And listening to Loveline.
I don't feel like moving. Pizza.

I should shower. I will eventually.

Oh the frustration.
Its eating away at meeeee

What are you up to?
Wanna come over and play?

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Lets talk cell phones, companies, and plans. - Mood:Good
Sunday March 23 20146:40:41 PM |
So.. I have been set on the task of lowering our cell phone bill since I am under 50, and do everything in terms of our cell phone bill except pay it.

We have 4 lines. One of those lines is my grams basic phone that she carries with her and only really uses in emergencies.
With Verizon, it costs 35$ a month for her line. My mother (who pays it) gave me the task of trying to figure out how to have gram still have a cell phone but pay much less.

I'm thinking we may have to go elsewhere
Or like.. pay as you go.. or.. i don't know.

Is it possible to have a one line plan for under 35$?

I don't know about these things. I just happen to be under 50 years old in my family, and therefore must know everything about anything technological.


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Fashiony/ creative people of YT, I need your help - Mood:Good
Wednesday March 19 20142:44:29 PM |
I bought a dress, online, plain dress, maxi, that i was either going to wear as a night gown or alter as a lovely comfy dress.

Unfortunately when it came I accidentally cut it when opening the package.
So theres a hole, on my lower ribs.

What can I do to hide/ fix it? I thought sash/ belt but its too high for waist and too low for empire waist.

Pic in next post

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Coconut Oil is Everywhere - Mood:Good
Monday March 17 201410:00:00 AM |
Has anyone tried the 'oil pulling' thing that's popping up all over my feeds? I usually ignore those types of things but for some reason this one has me curious. It sounds unpleasant though. And very hipster/ vegan/ tree huggy/ etc.
I read a 50 uses for coconut oil thing and now i wanna swim in it and see if i turn into a mermaid or such.

I started applying for internships. Scary. Applied to a zoo Still can't believe I'm moving.

Spring break starts today. Woo. I've been off since last Tuesday though, thanks to a MW class schedule and snow days. Boyfriend is out of town. So just me and Bosco (new laptop).

I've been spending my days marathoning shows and movies, and playing an online game 24/7. A freakin farming one. They are my crack.

(cont) (yeah yeah, I'm still long winded.)

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Good evening. - Mood:Good
Tuesday February 18 20146:26:53 PM |
Theres a comic-con on campus next friday. I wanna goooooo. 9pm-12 though. Ugh. I can't walk back to my apt at midnight. Pbth.

I have about 3 hours to kill. I could do homework. Unlikely.

I slept for about 16 hours. Yay depression.

Tonight is a 'Senior Forum', where they tell us about graduation and what it means to be an alumni and events and crap. Woo. In 3 hours. In the library until then. Figure I'll compute for a bit. Then go leisurely pick out books.
I thought about going to use a studio and dance. But i'm finding motivation to pick up my fingers and type difficult so that probably won't happen.

What are you all up to?
Whats your favorite 'news' story of the week?
Are you melting/ freezing?

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I need information about Norfolk, VA. - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 12 20149:05:13 AM |
I am about 80% sure I am moving there come Fall.

I'm scured.

And wicked curious. I want to know everything there is to know.

Whats the weather like?
Whats the social climate like?
Scary bugs?
Poisonous things?
Common pastimes?
Is therapeutic recreation a known thing down there?
What about recreation services?
Pros? Cons?
Other things I should know?

If there are any.. Norfolkian YTers PLEASE have a chat with me

In other news, I have songs from Frozen stuck in my head.

I'm in tv love with so many shows right now.

I got cast in two dance performance pieces so far. Wooo.

I am very stressed out. And its only going to get worse. Fun times. I have a way of relieving it though. Do you wanna build a snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman...

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Any UK YTer willing to help out me andmy mom with shipping? - Mood:Good
Wednesday February 05 20149:00:21 PM |
So, my mom wants a Medicarn Ab Chair. So far I can only find them on UK websites, amazon specifically. They will only ship to the UK.

So I told her I'd put feelers out to the fine UKers I know if they would be a middleman and receive it then ship it here to her (paypal being involved for shipping costs). Anyone?

In other news I want these boots
They just scream me

I tried them on and they are glorious. warm, comfy, high. But 130$, pbth. But i live in western NY. Snow boots are rather essential. The ones I have now are alright. But were an emergency buy, pretty short, and kids.

In really other news, I couldn't get to class today Weather too bad. Prof sent email that we could miss. Pbth.


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I need British shows that aren`t sh*te ideas. - Mood:Good
Tuesday January 28 20141:31:56 PM |
I like British shows. Well, some. Dramas and panel shows mostly. But i have to accidentally stumble upon them since I live in the states. British comedy shows just aren't my thing. Love all the panel-y stand up people though. OH and, Australian, but just discovered Adam Hills

Give me some dramas/ dramedies to watch?

What i've watched (and liked) already:
- Downton abbey
- Sherlock
- Dr who
- Broadchurch
- Jonathon creek

I'm having issues remembering what else.

To make it journaly, heres a rant. British shows having 3-8 episode seasons makes me In a way they seem to be super awesome packed but shorter. But still. I sit on my couch a lot watching shows. Few more episodes would be nice. And 3 episode seasons (Sherlock ) is just mean.

Ideas? Please?

Also, Hi Hows ya been? Anyone get knocked up lately? Scandals?

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In one year I will be living somewhere completely different, possibly different state. Its both exciting and terrifying - Mood:Good
Monday December 02 201311:00:48 PM |
By next summer I will either be moving downtown, to a town 2 hours away, to Virginia, to Pennsylvania, or to North Carolina, with my boyfriend.


We've been looking up the weather and such in the out of state places. Pretty same-ish as here from what I saw, smidgette hotter in NC and VA. Hurricanes and sh*t though According to wikipedia.
Its so exciting. Yet.. overwhelming. I have to find an internship in one of places, wherever we end up, whichever accepts him into their ph.d program.
I'm taking a class next semester devoted completely to that task, so, that'll be good.


Any nasty bugs in VA/ NC?

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Dear someone else - Mood:Good
Wednesday November 20 20134:25:08 PM |
I'm attempting to gather myself in an empty classroom, sitting on top of a table in front of the computer in the front of the room.

So, Otis is on life support. I've only been using him when I either, have to do homework or can't stand being computerless for another second. In that case, I have a fan blowing directly underneath him, as hes propped up on books. Which gets very cold and windy on my hands and rest of self.

I started christmas shopping, woo. Got.. 1 and a half peoples gifts. I really should get started on my sister's pup sweaters, and my aunt wants me to burn her a cd. Which. I will have to wait for the new laptop to do.

I made popcorn in a pan This doesn't sound like much, but we are not a pan popcorn family. We are a "don't you even try, you will burn the house down, stick to microwave bags". But they taste Bleh. Course my pan ones were burnt. But i'll get it.


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Digestives and fancy dress - Mood:Good
Thursday November 14 20136:16:37 PM |
I don't understand digestives. They some sort of cookie or such? What an unappetizing name! It puts me off every time I hear someone say "mmm digestives", like "mmm chalk".

I get the feeling 'fancy dress' doesn't mean getting all dressed up elegantly. Or does it? My guess is costume? Am I way off?

I am socialed out today. Just.. done. Which is good its Thursday, since I have no Friday classes.

I got a 36% on my bio lab exam Oy. Hopefully will make up for it on lecture bio exam I took Tues and haven't gotten grade for yet.

I'm tired of being conscious. But i'm trying to right my sleep schedule. So I have to stay awake til at least 9, preferably 10-11.

I called someone a f*cktard today Not to them, but still. I think thats YTs influence.

Boys smell bad. I learned this in lab today. Like sweat, doritos, balls, animal carcass and a hint of skunk. The boys around me anyway.

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this is my waahhhhh journal. - Mood:Good
Thursday November 07 20137:01:14 AM |
its almost 7 a.m. and I am laying in bed being kept awake by a combination of cramps and chest fluttering. I have an ice pack on my back for the cramps which isn't really doing much. I am extremely uncomfortable and have class in 4 hours. Being a girl sucks. Especially since that class is gymnastics, that's just what I want to do... Flip around for awhile.

I need a lullaby. Or a tranquilizer.

I almost made a facebook deal with a friend that he would bring me a cheeseburger if I bake him a cake in return. I had a craving for a cheeseburger. However he is the cousin of an ex boyfriend whom I have never met. So social phobia won out over cheeseburger.

whine bitch moan and complain.

my voice command sensors bitch. its annoying.

I discovered I enjoy Adam Hills tonight.

drating ovaries. Jesus f****** christ

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I knew I lost at my bf seeing this movie at the first line of the synopsis.... - Mood:Good
Sunday November 03 201310:56:20 PM |
"A crop dusting plane named Dusty-"

"Anything with talking planes with names is gonna be a no."

He vetoed anything animated
Which was about half the stuff playing.

So, we didn't see a movie
Since we will never agree on a movie, we go back and forth picking movies we think the other might possibility like, and the other agrees to blindly watch.
He liked my last (Dog Day Afternoon), his last two were meh to me (terminator 2 &3). I can't decide if I want to Curly Sue or Fifth Element him next.
I think he'd like Fifth better.
But i'm getting tired of watching people shoot each other and blow sh*t up. Even if it is one of the best movies ever.

All of his synopsis's started with "A serial killer-" "A homicide maniac is on the loose-" "A group of pot growers are fleeing from a drug cartel out to murder them-"


We are definitely going to need two tvs.


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Yeah.. So... I can`t figure out how to change my light bulb. - Mood:Good
Friday November 01 20135:16:01 AM |
More specifically, what kind of replacement bulb to get. Energy saver bulbs confuse me.

I've no idea what kind of wattage my lamp takes. Its a 5 armed floor lamp. I have energy saver bulbs in there, I think. The bulb i took out says its 20 watts.
But like.
Theres 'wattage equivalency'. So.. am I looking for a 20 watt bulb to replace it, or the '75 watt' it says it replaces? 75 seems a bit high for a 5 armed floor lamp.
But i can't find 20s anywhere.
Well, I did find one 20 watt, non energy saver and its wicked dim.
I'm confuuuuuuuused.

Just when I think I might actually make it in the world, I have to change a light bulb and am proven wrong.

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The thing about online shopping is I miss shopping with friends and such. Wanna be my friend and shop for a dog sweater with me? - Mood:Good
Thursday October 31 20137:12:30 PM |
For my sister for her birthday. She has a little mini dachshund whose fur falls out and has to be kept warm, so much to her chagrin she has to buy sweaters for her pups.
No reason they can't be cute though

But i don't know the first thing about buying dog sweaters. I'm assuming hes a.. small? Since he is tiny. But like. Yeah. I'm confused.

So I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hell week is over.
Presentation went alright i think. Pretty sure i failed the exam today.
But at least its over.

I'm trying to think of what kind of reward to give myself for surviving, treat myself to a show i've been meaning to watch or a game i can lose myself in and not have to care.
But i can't think of any

Eating a donut. Thats nice.

Oh YT.

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Why do all the food places on campus close at 6pm? No one is ever hungry after that apparently... - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 30 20135:03:15 PM |
I presented! And didn't die!
I felt like I was talking super fast. I asked the people around me when i sat back down and they said I was fine. But i dunno. It was supposed to be 15 minutes, i forgot to look at the clock when I started. My prof complimented me on integrating my sources Woo.

I am now writing a progress note. I need a fake name for my client. Any ideas? I thought Mrs. N or something but I hate typing it.Too many capitals and periods I don't know.

I forgot my phone at home! I feel so.. cut off from the world.

The scones on campus are SUPER dry. I feel like i'm eating tasty sawdust.

I have an hour and a half to write 3 days worth of progress notes, and 3 weeks worth of assignments. Yeah.

I have Jell-O


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