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i won`t have to anymore jon groff

Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (31 Years Old)
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Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Dating
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Buddhist
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food. i`m health nut though
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
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this is my waahhhhh journal. - Mood:Good
Thursday November 07 20137:01:14 AM |
its almost 7 a.m. and I am laying in bed being kept awake by a combination of cramps and chest fluttering. I have an ice pack on my back for the cramps which isn't really doing much. I am extremely uncomfortable and have class in 4 hours. Being a girl sucks. Especially since that class is gymnastics, that's just what I want to do... Flip around for awhile.

I need a lullaby. Or a tranquilizer.

I almost made a facebook deal with a friend that he would bring me a cheeseburger if I bake him a cake in return. I had a craving for a cheeseburger. However he is the cousin of an ex boyfriend whom I have never met. So social phobia won out over cheeseburger.

whine bitch moan and complain.

my voice command sensors bitch. its annoying.

I discovered I enjoy Adam Hills tonight.

drating ovaries. Jesus f****** christ

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I knew I lost at my bf seeing this movie at the first line of the synopsis.... - Mood:Good
Sunday November 03 201310:56:20 PM |
"A crop dusting plane named Dusty-"

"Anything with talking planes with names is gonna be a no."

He vetoed anything animated
Which was about half the stuff playing.

So, we didn't see a movie
Since we will never agree on a movie, we go back and forth picking movies we think the other might possibility like, and the other agrees to blindly watch.
He liked my last (Dog Day Afternoon), his last two were meh to me (terminator 2 &3). I can't decide if I want to Curly Sue or Fifth Element him next.
I think he'd like Fifth better.
But i'm getting tired of watching people shoot each other and blow sh*t up. Even if it is one of the best movies ever.

All of his synopsis's started with "A serial killer-" "A homicide maniac is on the loose-" "A group of pot growers are fleeing from a drug cartel out to murder them-"


We are definitely going to need two tvs.


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Yeah.. So... I can`t figure out how to change my light bulb. - Mood:Good
Friday November 01 20135:16:01 AM |
More specifically, what kind of replacement bulb to get. Energy saver bulbs confuse me.

I've no idea what kind of wattage my lamp takes. Its a 5 armed floor lamp. I have energy saver bulbs in there, I think. The bulb i took out says its 20 watts.
But like.
Theres 'wattage equivalency'. So.. am I looking for a 20 watt bulb to replace it, or the '75 watt' it says it replaces? 75 seems a bit high for a 5 armed floor lamp.
But i can't find 20s anywhere.
Well, I did find one 20 watt, non energy saver and its wicked dim.
I'm confuuuuuuuused.

Just when I think I might actually make it in the world, I have to change a light bulb and am proven wrong.

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The thing about online shopping is I miss shopping with friends and such. Wanna be my friend and shop for a dog sweater with me? - Mood:Good
Thursday October 31 20137:12:30 PM |
For my sister for her birthday. She has a little mini dachshund whose fur falls out and has to be kept warm, so much to her chagrin she has to buy sweaters for her pups.
No reason they can't be cute though

But i don't know the first thing about buying dog sweaters. I'm assuming hes a.. small? Since he is tiny. But like. Yeah. I'm confused.

So I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hell week is over.
Presentation went alright i think. Pretty sure i failed the exam today.
But at least its over.

I'm trying to think of what kind of reward to give myself for surviving, treat myself to a show i've been meaning to watch or a game i can lose myself in and not have to care.
But i can't think of any

Eating a donut. Thats nice.

Oh YT.

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Why do all the food places on campus close at 6pm? No one is ever hungry after that apparently... - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 30 20135:03:15 PM |
I presented! And didn't die!
I felt like I was talking super fast. I asked the people around me when i sat back down and they said I was fine. But i dunno. It was supposed to be 15 minutes, i forgot to look at the clock when I started. My prof complimented me on integrating my sources Woo.

I am now writing a progress note. I need a fake name for my client. Any ideas? I thought Mrs. N or something but I hate typing it.Too many capitals and periods I don't know.

I forgot my phone at home! I feel so.. cut off from the world.

The scones on campus are SUPER dry. I feel like i'm eating tasty sawdust.

I have an hour and a half to write 3 days worth of progress notes, and 3 weeks worth of assignments. Yeah.

I have Jell-O


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I wish Stephen Fry could do my presentation for me. He`s so much better at it. - Mood:Good
Monday October 28 201312:00:38 AM |
I wish I had a better memory. Or better way of keeping track of stuff. I am crazy busy this week that includes, but is not limited to:

- Making paper mache maracas with the client I am working with tomorrow
-Calling insurance company
- 2 CAT (hw) assignments due Wed
- Giant presentation on bipolar disorder Wed
- Costume together for Thurs
- Lab exam thurs
- Apple crisp making
- Arguing with financial aid to give me money for a new laptop
- Asking my gram to lend me money for rent. Fun times. I always loooove doing that

My bf thinks that if he goes away to school, and I go away for a semester internship in fall to somewhere different we are done for.
Which is just. Frustrating. I have more faith in us than that. He doesn't. Ugh. So now I have the choice of do i do whats best for my 'career', or do i go where he goes and find whatevers there? I am rather sh*t at.. life,


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What do you call these? - Mood:Good
Saturday October 26 20134:30:45 AM |
Whats the name for these things? In the US that is

Hopefully one of those pics works.

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Help me and my bf figure out which state to live in. - Mood:Good
Saturday October 26 20131:09:18 AM |
Heres what we want:

Not overly hot. The cooler the better. But not much a fan of snow. Better snow than heat.
Not NYS or California due to LMHS criteria.
Preferably not too far from NYS.

I hate snow. I like warm. But not scorching. I don't mind 90s. Doesn't get much hotter here so i can't say for hotter.
I need a democrat/ liberal majority state. I just.. can't deal without.
No crazy huge killer bugs or critters please.
Preferably with good recreation job options.
Preferably has Wegmans/ good food stuffs.

Any ideas?

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I wish I had a river I could skate away on - Mood:Good
Friday October 25 20132:54:12 AM |
So, I started watching Sherlock. Episode 1. He reminds me of House. Then again people always made Sherlock references to House when it was on as well. So it makes sense.
6 episodes in two seasons though?? Pbth. I'm going to need another show soon.

I have a craving for stuffed rigatoni from the restaurant down the street. If it wasn't almost 3 am I would walk down and get some.

I was wicked dizzy today. Skipped lab and came home. Tired, dizzy, couldn't stand the thought of going to lab, sitting there for 2 hours cramming vocab words into my brain to be quizzed at the end of the class, so I just came home. Not ideal since i currently have a D in that class. But just couldn't do it. Came home, put the tv on and fell asleep. Felt much better when i woke up. Odd odd dreams when tv is on in the background though.


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I post too many of these. But I`m going to continue to do so in this journal because I am f*cking proud of it, so there. - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 23 20134:31:13 AM |
Second pumpkin done!!!

I had to crank out painting it all in one night, which I hate to do. Dennis was also drawn in today. I can't remember if Calvin & Hobbes was today or yesterday.

Anyway. I have been working on that damn pumpkin for about 8 hours straight.
But I am proud of it!
And delivering it to Hazen tomorrow

It took me about 30 minutes just to figure out how to paint Hobbes. His color is hard to get on a pumpkin with my colors.
My proportions could be better, but still.

I like it.

I've been feeling rather useless lately.
So while it may be stupid.
Accomplishing silly sh*t like painting a pumpkin is lovely.

Pictures in next post!

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Downton Abbey needs to stop making me cry/ Are you bipolar? - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 22 20133:38:04 AM |
God i feel like such a girl.
Waving the bottom of my cardigan, wiping my eyes with it

I love Maggie Smiths character SO HARD I love them all really. Well. Few exceptions. Anna.

Anyone on here Bipolar? I need to interview someone for a presentation. Nothing lengthy or overly in depth. Its an overview of sorts.

I'm not sure what else to talk about.

OH, i narrowed the last comic character on my pumpkin down to either Calvin &Hobbes or Dennis the Menace. I'd need to find a pic of the two of them in such a pose that they could be standing in a line. Dennis would be easier. I wish I had a bigger pumpkin. Or could draw smaller I could always take charlie brown out.

FYI, if you need to get sharpie off of a pumpkin.. powdered laundry soap works best. I tried rubbing alcohol, meh. But laundry soap, works wonders. I use it to clean off my dry erase boards as well. Wonderful.

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I`m down. - Mood:Good
Monday October 21 201312:31:06 AM |
So. I'm starting to think I should re-think/ change my meds because this happens a f*cking lot. But, on the other hand, it used to be a 24/7 thing, and now its just a once a month or two thing for a week or two.

But it freaks out my bf when I don't move from the couch and track down suicidal anecdotes (i learned tonight that Stephen Fry tried to kill himself last year ) and am just generally a depressed lifeless bag of crap.
Might do that.

I'm getting tired of waving into moody sh*t.

Still working on pumpkin. Added Marmaduke. Have room for one more comic strip character.

What are you up to?

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Name me popular comic strip characters, please. - Mood:Good
Saturday October 19 20136:19:10 AM |
I need some ideas for popular comic strip characters.

I found I really don't know any but Peanuts, Marmaduke, and Garfield


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Poll: Inappropriate or not? - Mood:Good
Friday October 18 20132:20:45 AM |
So... I'm painting pumpkins to give to peoples. I painted a Peanuts Halloween one for the brain injury place I am volunteering at.

I was thinking about painting one for the counseling center on campus, I am quite well known around there, and thought i'd stay with the peanuts theme and paint this:

I dunno. On one hand i think its cute and fitting.
On the other, my major makes me WICKED aware of PCness and such.


(also coming to this thread are pictures, of finished painted pumpkin and.. whatever else i wanna post)
(To make this journaly, I have tomorrow FREEEEEE. WOOO. I haven't had a completely free day in my apt in a really really long time.)

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I was invited to a party.. but then my invitation disappeared. - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 16 20134:47:47 AM |

Oh well.

i would have just stood awkwardly at the punch bowl anyway.

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I am not in Australia! This should not happen! - Mood:Good
Monday October 14 201311:36:54 PM |


or so i thought

Just hanging out in my bathroom. I was PEEING, in the MIDDLE of peeing and saw it across from me. I thought it was a Halloween decoration at first. I couldn't do my normal screech and run because i was IN THE MIDDLE OF PEEING.

That one was unpleasant.
But it mostly makes me worried that THERE ARE MORE.

Because that is like the 8th f*cking one i've found in my apt in 2 years- just that i've FOUND.

Hold me.

(picture coming)
(fair warning, its not that big, its just big to me because WE DON'T HAVE SH*T LIKE THIS. We have lima bean sized translucent f*ckers that aren't the STUFF OF NIGHTMARES)

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Its my birthday I can happy dance to Doctor Who gifts if i want to, happy dance if i want to, happy dance if i want to - Mood:Good
Sunday October 13 20137:36:48 PM |

Day 3 of birthday weekend: family party.

Got 3 lbs of italian cookies, lemon ice, lemon meringue pie. All my favorites.
Got $6 meals from wegmans for dinner. Which is like.. you pick a entree, and 2 sides, for $6, everyone got their own and we sampled each others


They know me so well
My mom got me a DW beanie hat (pic coming eventually)
My sister got me a Dalek shirt and a TARDIS dress She explained to me how difficult was to try to buy DW stuff when you know nothing of DW
I opened the Dalek shirt and started saying "EXTERMINATE" and got a lot of blank looks. Sigh.
I put the hat on, swirled my head and "doo doo doooooooooooo do"-ed and got more blank looks. And some head shaking.
Sigh again.
Ah well.

My sister and bf are chatting about mental health job stuff, and graduate school stuff, so i am YTing


Continued. Maybe.

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Its that time of year again. - Mood:Good
Friday October 11 20131:12:18 AM |
I'm glad my birthday and Halloween are in October, or I would hate October.
Its getting cold, bleck. mid semester, bleh. Snow soon, bleck.

Annual peanuts pumpkin painting. Very beginning stages. Dry erase marker first, then erased little by little and done again in pen. Then painted over with black outline paint. Then colored in. Then black outlined again.

I have 3 pumpkins.
I was going to do up like 6-7 pumpkins to give to places (Day center for TBI i am volunteering at, main offices around campus, etc) but damn i forgot how time consuming they are when you aren't a very good artist. I'm assuming if i were a better artist I could forgo the dry erase step, or even the dry erase and pen steps.

The dry erase always looks so much better than the pen also.

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So, I can`t tell if i`m PMSing or if EVERYONE IS JUST BEING AN ANNOYING ASSTARD TODAY - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 09 20135:18:39 PM |
F*cking c*nt of a library cafe worker today, who i have irritating run ins with every wednesday,
Talking to her co-worker without knowing I was still there. "Without cheese girl? Ugh. It comes PRE-MADE, this isn't drating subway."

I am SO SORRY my lactose intolerance inconveniences you and forces you to actually do work (of removing a slice of cheese from a premade sandwich before putting it in the grill since i can't remove it once its melted onto the panini) instead of just staring bitchily at people and f*cking up their orders. Jesus Christ. Why does she have a job. Its just not that hard of a job sweetie. Yet she seems to f*ck it up every time and have an irrational hatred of me.

People behind me in the computer lab talking in FULL ON VOICES about how many muscles are in her vagina. SERIOUSLY?! This is the ONLY lab w/o a class in it, STFU and let people work.



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I scream in pain every time I move so I figured I`ll get on YT - Mood:Good
Tuesday October 08 20133:49:35 AM |
howdy. I did something to my side. I'm not entirely sure what. I went to get on my bike this morning and had giant rain pants on, I hiked a leg over, got the crotch caught and just...felt immense pain in my side.

I rode for about 2 minutes and then had to stop and crouch down next to my bike as to not pass out, then had to do that every so often on my way to my volunteer work. Which made me late which meant I didn't get anything done and looked flighty and irresponsible, so that sucks.

I went to class which wasn't too bad ish. Then rode home. Moving is unpleasant, but when my body is at a less than 90 degree angle its better. However I sneezed and thought I was dying. Coughing is bad as well. It feels like my insides are going to explode out of my side.

I'm assuming it's just a pulled muscle of some sort. sitting out of gymnastics tmrw since just shifting in bed makes me whimper.

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I am pup sitting. so I have many a picture - Mood:Good
Saturday October 05 201310:58:08 PM |

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Questions I Wonder About And Will Ask Because I am Bored. - Mood:Good
Thursday October 03 20131:05:21 AM |

I realized I have silly questions about peoples practices.

So I shall ask.

I am a curious cake.

1. Do people wear wedding rings in the shower? To bed? When is it taken off and not?

2. Did you and your now spouse (you have to be married for this one) both have student debt when you got married? If yes, did being married make your payments higher? (Everyone) If you were in this situation and payments were made higher is it more beneficial (monetarily, emotionally) to not get married?

3. What wrist do you wear your watch on?

4. If the burner tray thingys under the coils on a stove are rusted and disgusting, and you live in an apt, do you go buy new ones yourself or call into maintenance?

Okay thats all I got.

What do you wanna know?

Side note, I'm all nostalgic about boob and ass threads from back in the day since i perused my folders of pics from them earlier today.

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I have mac and cheese/ me and boy disagree/ my counselor has been deceivig me.. ish/ I`d studying skin in A&P and its f*cking disgusting - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 02 201312:11:52 AM |
So. I have either grown up, or found the love of my life or hopefully both. Because we are mid argument. And i feel no need to rehash in painstaking detail on YT. Woo.

My counselor told me today that when I switched to him 4-5 months ago from my regular counselor who up and disappeared, he and the other counselors got together and discussed it and decided that he should be an abrasive ass, and that it would help me.

What it did was make me feel very alone, misunderstood, and crazy.
It did force me to assert myself. But ffs there has to be a better way to go about that since i almost up and quit counseling like 3 times and felt like a terrible person, as well as being unsupported and hated in the office out of no where.

"wow. That could have gone very badly"
"i suppose. but it didn't."

Its pumpkin painting season

I put away laundry and now i feel dizzy

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I am pup sitting again next weekend! Two very small pups. (pics) - Mood:Good
Sunday September 29 20139:16:50 PM |
Well, small to me, i'm used to labradors.

One is rather bitchy And blind. So thats gonna be fun.
The other is tiny and afraid of people.

I am a nice sister though. Thus will watch them for a night.
I'm hoping it ends in baked goods.

Which reminds me, their microwave and stove/ oven is broken I'm gonna starve
I wonder how their pups do with delivery guys.


That i grew from seeds.
They are a bit sad looking.
My babies. My tomato babies.

I have a 'interview' of sorts tomorrow, to volunteer at a TBI place for about 12 hours for a class.
I'm nervous.
I don't like people.
Well no, I'm not fond of interacting with people. It scares me. I hope she pairs me with someone I mesh well with

I went grocery shopping today. I need to start clipping coupons again.

Pictures coming in next post(s).

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Anyone wanna tutor me in math? - Mood:Good
Thursday September 26 20133:12:49 PM |
This stuff just.. is cruel.

Molarity. It makes my head explode. I make it a point to never ever do math. It just diesnt compute in my head.


X÷58÷.05= .2

I should know how to find x. I don't. Help.

That's the easy part of this poo and my brain goes nooooo. God help me.

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