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Female, 32 years old
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i won`t have to anymore jon groff

Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
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Birthday:10/11/1985 (32 Years Old)
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Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Married
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Other
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Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food.
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
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I have a question for crafty people (and yes i came here uber) - Mood:Good
Wednesday October 01 20142:28:32 AM |
I'm trying to find these.. figurine thingys to paint. I want to search for them online somewhere but i have no idea what to call them or where to look

Picture coming.

In the meantime. Hi Birthday coming up. Wooooo! In another state though. Meh. I miss NY.

I'm watching Charmed. I can't wait for Prue to die. She irritates me.

Hm. I can't think of anything else to talk about. Odd.
I am very much looking forward to having a day off tomorrow.

I might make this into a 'random pics i have on my phone thread.

But first, the figurines.

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I can`t decide what to do for my birthday. I have some ideas. - Mood:Good
Wednesday September 24 20146:01:26 PM |
So, first option is Book of Mormon. Nose bleed seats. But still.
Second is So you think you can dance tour. Also nose bleed seats. Which don't work so well with a dance performance.
Third is awesome aquarium.
Fourth is Peter Pan.

Aquarium and peter pan would be right on my birthday.
SYTYCD and BoM are whenever they come (at the end of october I believe)
BoM is touring. Peter Pan is local actors i believe.
Aquarium is cheapest.

Or other! If I can think of what else to do.

Its going to be weird celebrating my birthday states away from my family.

I took the day off work though So even if whatever we do isn't right on my bd, we will go out to dinner and such.

I'm old.
One, because I am turning 29. Two, because everything aches.

I spookified the apt. Ghosts and skeletons everywhere.


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I think i just got taken for $50 - Mood:Good
Wednesday September 03 20146:59:28 PM |
On one hand.
I kinda knew there a good chance I was being taken while I was getting taken.

However, I am super.. just.. not confrontational. I wish my bf was home. I'd still have $50.

Theres still a chance the guy was legit.
But if not. He was pretty good. Was charming. Asked to use bathroom then chat on the couch, good technique for getting in.
Selling magazines he said. Each he sold gave him points.

i wonder if i could have given him a check. and like.. cancelled it. . It would bounce, But then I get penalized and such. So cancelling would have been good.

He was sitting on my couch for a good about half hour. I'm kinda thinking if it like.. he charged me $50 to chat. Like counseling prices.
Asked for a snack before he left. Took some ramen.
I'm rather freaked about how easy I am to take advantage of.

I regret answering the door. Thought he was UPS. Peephole that poo.

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i`m a-scared - Mood:Good
Monday September 01 201412:46:53 AM |
First day of internship in 9 hours.

I dont wanna go.
You can't make me.

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We went exploring, ended up in a mall. - Mood:Good
Saturday August 30 20149:52:04 PM |

Dave & Busters. Where has that been all my life???! A giant arcade, food, giant tvs for bf. Very loud though.

Okay. Okay. So, okay. There is a pet store with like 15 pups in windows. Where you can go into a little room and play with one of the pups. I just about died of happiness/ cuteness.

Interesting food court. All upstairs. Meh food to me. Sub place, pricey though. Everything is pricey here.

Virginia SUCKS FUNKY SWEATY ASS for health insurance.

Groceries for 2 people is different. Splitting the costs of things is also.. interesting.

Went to a mall and didn't buy anything. Well, almost an adorable little grey puppy

I am trying to appeal for an increase of cost of attendance. So much letter writing.

First day of internship Monday

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I find myself in a state of wanting to make a journal. - Mood:Good
Wednesday August 27 20144:13:06 AM |
I ate far too many cookies today. Made sugar cookies in the shape of hearts for my bfs first day of classes. So addictive.

I amd listening to Loveline and not sure what else to do. I need a break from Netflix, meh about book, getting tired of fb games.

I need a life basically. I haven't left the apt in days. I am alone during the day now.
I couldn't have left today anyway, massive cramps. I need some f*cking insurance. Thats the last big thing left on the 'big sh*t we have to deal with/ straighten out from moving' list.

I want to go to the beach. Someone go to the beach with me tomorrow.

I wanna chat. Anyone have anything to chat about?

Conversation me.

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I need some kind of fish dipping sauce. - Mood:Good
Sunday August 24 201410:32:31 PM |
I have no tartar sauce. I have no pickles/ relish. I have no lemon.

I do have mayo.

Bf is freaking out about first day of PhD school. He'll do fine. Hes super academic minded. But also a catastrophizer.

I met with my internship supervisor Sounds awesome. I might be taking care of animals! Educations animals they can't release back into the wild. 4 turtles, a lizard, a frog, a snake (), an owl, and a bunch of fish.
Site is awesome. Is right on the water.

LONG walk. Bf is determine to drive me everyday. I like to walk. Wakes me up. I chose MThSa to work. Hes not happy. he can't bring on mondays. But mondays(WF) are when the animals eat. And as much as I'm not looking forward to feeding a snake, it sounds like a cool experience.


I need a new netflix show to watch.

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I refuse to pour a bucket of ice water on my head and I barely have enough money to get by. - Mood:Good
Wednesday August 20 20149:26:38 PM |
I am of course therefore a terrible person.

I have the apt to myself tonight. Its.. boring. He starts school next week and has a crazy schedule, I will probably barely see him. Thats okay. I'm a bit of a loner at times. Well, its not okay but its how it is.

We took a practice run of my route to my internship. Oy. 15 minute walk to bus stop, 15 minute bus ride, 30-40 minute walk to park. Gorgeous walk though.

Oh dammit. Someone just died in the show I've been watching. They are making me cry.

Being an adult sucks. Health insurance sucks. Lost hats suck. Crying over fictional characters suck.

Anyone wanna come have dinner? You should bring the food though since we have.. olives and cereal.


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a picture thread of the last 2ish weeks. Mostly for myself. - Mood:Good
Sunday August 17 20145:18:16 PM |
So, as we were driving down I noticed a license plate that reminded me of YT

This little guy skine drew made it to va

DELICIOUS friedb chicken

First grocery Run was pAinful for the wallet.


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death to crickets - Mood:Hysterical
Wednesday August 13 20145:35:09 AM |
Or just this one in particular.

Though im okay with it just moving on. Anything as long as it stops making all that racket. It's so LOUD. it's not IN my room as far as I can tell, thank god.

I cant believe I'm being kept up by an insect.

Well and my stomach. It's a bit wonky.

I've decided I dont like the ocean. So not a fan of saltwater, bleck. And I dont find it fun or relaxing to have to fight strong big waves. I want to leisurely walk and swim about. Not possible. Beh.

The family friend who lives out here who had my sister in her wedding at age 5, who I havent seen in like 20 years stopped by to welcome us to va. Brought us a bottle of Asti :-0 and sunscreen we aren't wine people, we have no idea what it is, but I told my gram via Skype and her face went all :-0 I am pretty sure I'm not going to like it, but appreciate the gift

Anyone else out there?

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things I`ve learned since moving - Mood:Good
Tuesday August 05 201410:37:50 PM |
- Virginia drivers are CRAZY. Jesus Christ. I feel like we take or life into our hands every time we get in the car.

- it sucks to not have internet. But I can do about 80% of the stuff on my phone, just slower

- me and my Bf dont mesh our things well I'm thinking that just might be a time thing.

- I never want to travel in a moving truck again. Oh god. So cramped and bumpy.

Bf and i are trYing to get our families back home together. His mom is all alone now. My family (the women) get together every Saturday for bRunch, hoping his mom will join them. My aunt is all excited about it.

I feel roomless at the moment. Im staying in my bfs room, his brother is spending the week in what will be my room.

There is a lack of food in the place.

My body is all thrown off. Head, stomach, sleep. I'm hoping that gets better.

I still cant believe I live in Virginia now. Craziness.

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I am in Maryland. - Mood:Good
Sunday August 03 20144:57:05 PM |
EverYthing we own its in a truck outside. Oh god the drive is not fun. Staying in a hotel them making the rest of the trip tomorrow.

I cant believe we are moving to Virginia. That's just. .. the years ago if you told me I was I would have said no way. But been excited ive aLways wanted to see places other than ny. Get some life experience and such.

So tired. Packing the truck was stressful. First we had a 24 foot truck, then 16, then 24, which my Bf was not happy about driving then he ended up with a 16 which made him happy but me nervous since I was afraid not everYthing would fit. We have a lot of stuff. Bf, 3 of his friends and stepdad loading. My dad is a genius at packing and somehow we hit everything last thing in. Well. Except my second desk, tv and his dresser.

Craziness. I am tired and meh feeling and all thrown off physically. OrdeRing in food.

Nicole out.

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Everything in my apt will no longer be in my apt in 18 hours. - Mood:Good
Friday August 01 20148:59:57 PM |
I still have quite a bit of packing to do. I keep sleeping for 22 hours (wtf?), thus losing precious packing time.

This whole moving thing is just... i can't wait til its over.

I could use some packing help. However, I have no packing help. I can't even offer cookies in exchange since all my baking stuff is packed.

So much moving drama. I am already falling asleep. I woke up 6 hour ago, after sleeping 22 hours. WHY.

I'm too tired to think of anything else to type

Hows you?

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I cried and snotted all over everyone :-P Apparently I don`t do godbyes well. - Mood:Good
Monday July 28 20143:24:44 AM |
My family doesn't show feelings. They just don't. They don't hug, they never cry, never yell, just.. stoic. Or happy. I somehow didn't get that gene.

Today was the last day I am going to see most of my family until Christmas.
I hugged my aunt goodbye and could feel it coming, but choked it down.
Five minutes later I hugged my sister goodbye and had to make it into a joke and hide my face, then compose. I don't think I've hugged my sister since I was 8. Just that in itself was kinda emotional to me.
I hugged my dog and had to pretend to lose the ball and look for it in the other room. My puppy


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Gimme some good sci fi tv series please - Mood:Good
Saturday July 26 20141:19:56 AM |
All I can think of are

battlestar yadayada
star trek i suppose

What can you think of?

I need a new series to watch through.

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Kids Cuisine are just.. I am too old. - Mood:Good
Thursday July 24 201410:11:00 PM |
I am only in NY state for one more week. Its freaking me out. I need to hardcore pack.

Between not being to the grocery store in awhile and trying to finish off whats left in my apt... Uck. Mac and cheese. TV dinners.
Coconut cream pie which is delicious. Mostly going to waste though as i just can't eat it all myself.

I am watching Star Trek, the new movie one thingy. I don't do Star Trek. I don't know any of the characters, its not my thing. Which is probably a good thing since i have no "omg that actor is SO not Spock!" thoughts, etc. Its quite quippy. I am enjoying the bene-batch of course.

I watched Divergent yesterday. Just.. oh movies that come from books. Never a good. Always feel incomplete. Just not right. Can't put my finger on why. Just.. not quite.. something.

I am freaking scared out of my mind btw. Yes indeed. Leaving everyone/thing I've ever known.

Hold me.

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I bought some Hobnobs - Mood:Good
Tuesday July 15 20148:03:10 AM |
Everyone on British tv mentions them so often, And make them sound good. So I ordered some. Though i find the whole "digestive biscuit" title unappetizing still.

I liked the yt candy exchange. We should do a general junk food/cookie exchange. What are some foreign junk food I should be looking into?

I have tip be up in 3 hours to do some landscaping work. I'm gonna die. So im going to try to get some sleep.

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Dresses for flat girls/ parties/ I need ideas for long thing sticks/ my grandparents can skype now - Mood:Good
Sunday July 13 20149:14:25 PM |
I went to a reunion of my old dance studio yesterday. Awkward (because I'm me) but fun. Wore a dress.

Party today for Bf's birthday and going away party for us. Woo. Yummy. He got all walmart gift cards Hes obsessed with walmart. Wore a dress. Mystepdad almost didn't recognize me.

I need little thing poles for my flowers to climb up since they are vining around themselves and the other flowers, which is not good. I used to have chopstick/ shishkabob sticks but I tossed them. They were like 12 inches. I could use something about a yard long, maybe bit shorter. I'm not sure what to search for though.

I am wearing a cute dress, and realized, its cute because it actually fits me and my small chest. Anyone with more boobage couldn't pull it off. Don't need a bra, woo! Soit got me thinking, I should search for dresses that are made for us flattys.


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I am trying to plan a bus route and I am so drating confused. - Mood:Good
Saturday June 28 20149:21:57 PM |
I've tried to plan a bus route around the city I've lived in my entire life before, and it was confusing. I am trying to plan a bus route to get to my internship site in another state and my brain.. can't even comprehend.

I am trying to find an apt based on the bus route to get to my internship site. And.. its just not going well. I need to find me a Virginia Beachian to tell me where to go.
I'm thinking maybe if i call up the transit peoples on Monday they could help me


I have at least one internship offer, I think. Its exciting. And a giant relief.
I got cupcakes today As a congrats.

My sister's marriage is falling apart

I'm slowly losing my sanity, and falling more into mood/ thought disorders similar to schizophrenia. Fun times.

But, at least i think i have an internship.

I'm excited to pack now.

I have SO much paperwork to do. Ugh.

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Any gardeners out there know about Jade plants? Houseplant? - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 25 20147:13:29 PM |
So, a nurse at the health center knows I like to garden and grow stuff, we chat about it every time I go in. So today when I went in to get my meds refilled she said she had something for me, came back with jade clippings Said they are dried and calloused and ready to be planted.

Thing is, I am moving to Virginia in a month and can't transport it then.

So I'm thinking of potting it, leave it at my grams (she is like the plant whisperer), then picking it back up at christmas when we come visit.

I accidentally left the clipping in my bfs car though He took them out but I won't see him for like a week or two now, anyone know if it'll stay that long or if it needs to be potted right away or if theres a way to nourish it for now?


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here`s my of question of the night - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 25 201412:50:30 AM |

If you live(d) alone would you bother using air freshener in your bathroom to cover up poo smells or is it just for other people?


My wrists hurt from trimming shrubs.

In bfs (moms) new apt (where he is living for a month til we move). Holy suPer cramped. Home tmrw.

Im growing things

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Come on skinny love just last the year - Mood:Good
Monday June 16 20141:54:00 PM |
I have eaten more in the past two days than I have in the past week. I don't know why! I am just constantly hungry. Odd.

I feel more sane. Thats nice. Intake for outpatient partial on Wednesday. Fun times. Going to this thing for 2 weeks is so not in my plan budgety thingy. Ugh. I have to pack, and find an internship. If anything it just causes more stress.

I am so bored. If i was home i could be packing and such but i am still at my bfs. Hes at work. I have the apt to myself. I'd leave and walk somewhere but i don't have a key to get back in.

I need a good game to lose myself in. I like Diner Dash type stuff. Anyone have any suggestions?

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I have an apt to myself. Not sure this is a good thing. - Mood:Good
Saturday June 14 20142:28:32 PM |
I am at my bf's by myself, he is at his friends working on his car.
I still don't feel sane. But I am trying my damnedest to keep it together. Staying off of ledges today Still not sure I should be roaming free. But I'm alright. Its not just me now. It doesn't overly bother me to be in a psych ward. It scares the hell out of my bf. So, trying to be alright for him.

I can't get his tv to work I am watching sytycd on my laptop. I am running out of shows to watch though. Oh the boredom.

We are going to my family's tomorrow for fathers day. Trying to act normal is going to be hard. Bad things happen when they know whats real going on with me, they are the opposite of support. My sister knows, but i have to put on my actress skills and masky hiding skills and try to reign in the crazy for about 4 hours.

Hows your day? Any plans? I want to send baked goods to people. Grrr poor.

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nice to know some things never change, isn`t it - Mood:Good
Thursday June 12 201410:06:16 AM |
Got a visit by the police this morning. I impress myself with my ability to make up poo on the spot.


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I need yalls help on professional phone interview whatnot - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 10 20147:29:02 AM |
I got an email back from a place I am hoping to intern at in the fall, she gave me a few times to pick from to do a phone interview.

I'm having a hard time trying to word an email back to her. Mostly because I don't know how this all works. Do I call her? Does she call me? Do I give my phone number or ask for hers?

I'm scared.

At least I don't have to dress up

I am poo at talking/ social whatnot though.

I'm going to plan some flowers outside my window today I think, they are just not doing well in my window sill. Not sure the apt people are going to like that, but i don't see why they should mind that I am helping to beautify their land.

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