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Interests: Dogs / Dancing / Games / Poetry / Singing
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:10/11/1985 (28 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Dancer
Marital Status: Dating
Sexual Preference: (Decline to State)
Religion: Buddhist
Politics: (Decline to State)
Fav. Movie: good will hunting, you`ve got mail, dead poets
Fav. TV Show: House, macgyver, poker
Fav. Book: Without You by Anthony Rapp
Fav. Song: i like broadway :-) and singer/songwriters
Fav. Food: free. i like free food. i`m health nut though
Fav. Car: bah. walkings where its at
 
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Hey. You`re a crazy bitch but you f*ck so good I`m on top of it. When I dream, I`m doing you all night, scratches all down my back to keep me right on - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 31 20084:00:17 AM |

My that song is catchy.

I just heard it For the first time.

It is now my ringtone

by the way, I shouldn't headbang. I have a headache and am dizzy now. and i only 'headbanged' for 30 seconds.

Its also very weird to headbang then go girly skip and jazz hands to the remote to change the channel.

I am watching the top 40 videos of 2008 and downloading songs that i was too deep in the college bubble to hear.

I didn't even know some of people existed/came out with new poo.

Exciting.

Show me your boobs.

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This is why you don`t salsa dance in your family room (pics) - Mood:Good
Sunday December 28 20084:13:12 AM |



I do believe those are two of THE most unflattering pictures i have ever purposely taken.

But yea. Its not so much a product of dancing in the family room, just trying to salsa dance with experimental arm movements and really long fingernails. Thus, slicing my nose open

However, i am proud to say, like the professional I am, if i were by chance in a performance you never would have known i sliced my nose with my thumb nail. Not a flinch. Until i stopped dancing. I'm getting better at harming myself during movement and not letting it show.

Which.. sounds like a positive thing.. but.. I wonder if that means I'm also getting better at harming myself while dancing..

Back to salsa dancing!

After i trim my nails perhaps....

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Holy wading through a sea of crappy journals batman - Mood:Good
Saturday December 27 200810:26:15 PM |
Who opened the flood gates?

Oh well, so i'll add my own.

The boy i have a fancy for hasn't been online in about a week. Bah.

I really want to cuddle up with someone who makes me happy and watch a movie tonight.

I have candy canes

I feel 30 years old and 13 years old at the same time. Its an odd feeling.

Thinking about the future makes me want to cry, pull out my hair, scream, hide, suck my thumb, blow up a building and eat ice cream.
Yes ice cream. I'm lactose intolerant, its self destructive!

I'm getting awfully sick of being at home with nothing to do. Don't get me wrong, the break from responsibility is lovely. I just wish i had soemthing enjoyable and pleasant and active to fill the time.

I can't drive. And i have no friends. So... any ideas?

Here, have a peanut

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zomg i hate school. I just typed Andrew Jackson instead of Alan Jackson - Mood:Good
Friday December 26 20085:52:07 PM |
I'm bored.

I need a good game to obsess over. Off to yahoo I go.

AH HA! i'll put up pictures on facebook.

Oh the sadness of my life.

So whats shaking?

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So this isthe extent of my night... - Mood:Good
Friday December 26 200812:36:48 AM |

....And christmas is over and now i'm bored til new years. Then i'll be bored til semester start.

bah.

Who wants to do something fun? Any ideas? Any at all?

I miss being a kid and getting gifts that i can play with all night and for 3 months before getting itred of them.

I can't play with gift cards

Or clothes.

Seriously. I want to buy myself a toy.

Any ideas? Any at all?

I do have a webcam. But really. How much fun can one have with that.

OH the boredom.

It is after midnight YT time!!! How many newbies?!

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I look like the mad hatter/new alice in wonderland movie with alan rickman - Mood:Good
Thursday December 25 200812:59:50 PM |
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Merry Christmas

It is my goal to look scary and festive at the same time every year. I think i succeeded.

alice in wonderland with an awesome cast

We are having a very WHAM! christmas at the moment. in terms of music anyways.

Me and my mom and stepdad already exchanged. I got a hoodie, dog wallpaper for my dorm, printer paper, vitamins, knee pads, tic tacs, batteries.

I think they liked their stuff

YAY

I got NO sleep last night. I have no idea why. I'm old and not all jittery about christmas anymore. But i couldn't fall asleep. it was odd. it wasn't a christmas thing.odd indeed.

Perhaps because i sleep 9 hours and don't do anything during the day but eat and go online

Bah.

YAY!

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WOOHOO i have a webcam. Its exciting - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 24 20087:27:24 PM |
I used to have one but it broke. I just got one in the mail (from ebay) and am now broadcasting through yahoo

I think in my dorm i'm gonna keep it up and running all day

twinkletoe4evr

yay.

christmas eve! woo.

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I`m pretty sure i`m in love with hayley mills - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 24 20083:29:30 AM |
Watching trouble with angels. and damn. shes hot.

So what are you all (or few) up to tonight?

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I do believe my grandmother is trying to set me up - Mood:Good
Sunday December 21 20085:27:47 PM |
She asked me if I can come over Tuesday. I'm like, uh, i don't think so. Why?

She said because her friend is coming over for afternoon coffee and shes bringing her grandson. Whose 22. Named Jamie. And I should really come over Tuesday.

Ahh. Nothing like trying to be set up by my grandma.

..... Is it bad that i'm kinda curious?

Not that i will come over. And meet some friend of her's grandson at 'afternoon coffee'.

But still. Finding a friend may not be a bad thing.

Oh the desperation of me

34 days left.

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So i had Shop Erotica on in the background for a good 20 minutes before i heard "you just stick his scrotum in here, attach this for clitoris stimulation and prolong his erection!" and turned to see what the heck i was watching (um. mature - Mood:Good
Sunday December 21 20083:24:33 AM |
A good lot of those things look painful.

Some look WAY to complicated. Seriously. Are all those bells and whistles and rotating ballbearings really needed?

I kinda wanna buy myself something. Just to have something

But holy drat those things are expensive.

I am mesmerized by the vibrating dongs.

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Ohhh the love i have for alan rickman - Mood:Good
Sunday December 21 200812:39:32 AM |
Slightly disturbs me. Since he's old. But mmmmmmmmmm how i love him.

I could listen to his voice all day.

I think he's make a goo audiobook reader person.

anyways. I got all my wrapping done, packages and gifts for family.

I'm gonna go broke sending these things.

I hope yall like them

I want a boy who loves me to put his arms around me.

I also want to be back at school.

Waiting.

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I`m starving but i have no food - Mood:Good
Saturday December 20 20085:21:33 PM |
I'm gonna look anorexic

I can't drive. My family refuses to go out because of all the snow.

Therefore. I am going to starve.

You know how people whine they have nothing to eat but have a buncha stuff, they are just picky?

Technically i could eat pickles and pringles for dinner.
So at least thats something.

WAIT. I HAVE 2 POPTARTS FROM MY SECRET SANTA

Yay breakfast and lunch.

No, but seriously. I'm starving. Its not nice.

I swear this journal was going to be about other things. But all my brain can think is "i'll hungry i'm hungry"

I haven't even started making my grandma's christmas present yet

I like mario batali. I used to not. But he seems like a nice guy.

I am watching iron chef. Probably not a good idea at the moment.

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My night in pictures - Mood:Good
Saturday December 20 20082:55:41 AM |
My wrist hurts.


i wrapped a buncha packages, and still have more to wrap!

i got bored and gave myself a fashion show

i've been munching my ss stuff

and yummy cookies

my feet were cold

MAN my wrist kills. Ice? Heat? Wrap?
Help

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January 27th, 2003 - Mood:Good
Thursday December 18 200810:35:24 PM |

i pray i will always be lita and never lose your love. you give me life when i can no longer breathe. you make me smile when i thought it wasn't possible, i will always be your girl whether not like a girlfriend or so. i will always belong to you in some small way, small as to not lose myself but still some because you have captured me and my spirit and my song and i love you for it. i can never ever forget the feeling of when you hold me, how safe i feel how unbelievably happy i become. how i long for your arms to embrace me whenever i see them. how perfect your eyes are, like the sparkle only for me, like i can dive in and get lost forever, hope to never resurface. how i have this feeling for you i know will never go away even if buried underneath piles of years blinded.
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I can`t sleep . - Mood:Good
Wednesday December 17 20084:28:56 AM |
I hate not being able to fall asleep. Its so frustrating.

Tell me this, how does one who keeps forgetting to eat still have a flubtastic stomach?

I just wanna sleep! and dream. and be unconscious to the world.

But no.
Bah.
Someone sing me a lullaby.

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Its a wonderful life is bullpoo. What if you didn`t save a buncha peoples lives and have a buncha peoples respect? - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 16 200810:51:03 PM |
You should just jump then.

I wanna kiss a boy who loves me. Or a girl. But somehow it sounds dirty when i say that and not sweet like it should be.

I started SS shopping today can't find a suitable box though.

I go and finish the rest of my christmas shopping, hopefully, tomorrow at the mall.

39 days left.

I have a spare christmas present. I was thinking of having some kind of YT game and having it as a prize but:

1) i'd have to make a game
2) someone would have to give me their address

whatcha think?

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What i need is a good defense, cuz i`m feeling like a criminal - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 16 20086:17:11 PM |
I'm at home. Where there is no computer, no internet.

Yet my laptop (otis) picked up something.

Holy crap i'm YTing in my room.

Ah little things. Little things make me happy

So. Where is your internet coming from?

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Anyone online willing to listen to a crazy rant for a bit? - Mood:Good
Tuesday December 16 20082:52:26 AM |
I just need some kind of sounding board if anyone is willing.
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So I was thinking about being a stripper - Mood:Good
Monday December 15 20087:30:59 PM |
I could use some extra money.

Though one i saw on tv would be perfect, where the girls are all behind a glass wall, even during one on ones. PERFECT. but not around here.

i figure, as long as i'm insane and have no self esteem at the moment anyway, why not get some money out of it.

I have a bit of practice being sexualized by strangers. so. why not?

I would actually, if there was one in my town that fit that^ and if i didn't have my family who would go psycho if they found out.

anyways.

i made a cake.
it looks like crap.
tastes pretty good though.
kinda.
for having chocolate frosting.
i prefer vanilla.

I had chinese for dinner.

Someone find me a strip club to dance at.

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Don`t you hate when you unsuspectingly put something in your mouth then go "What the hell is that??" - Mood:Good
Sunday December 14 20084:58:46 PM |
Its unnerving and unpleasant.

Last chance if you want a christmas card. They are being sent out tomorrow.

41 more days.

I can't figure out when to go christmas shopping my poor SS person. Its coming, i swear!

I'm thinking Wednesday.

I think shopping will do me good. I like shopping, might help my insanity.

I also have to get some new boots. Mine has holes in the bottom. Not good in snow.

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Wheres the SS wishlist? - Mood:Good
Sunday December 14 20084:41:37 AM |
Maybe i'm blind but i can't find the wishlist and i stupidly forgot to copy what my SS person wanted
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Its episode #24 in "nicoleslove has lost her marbles" - Mood:Good
Sunday December 14 20082:34:55 AM |
Ahhhhhhh

Its the same old crippling horrid feeling only now i don't have any RDs, RAs or UP to go running too.

And i can't Si.

I'm pretty sure i'm gonna die.

43 more days.

Someone tell me how to bleed without having to lie or hide it.

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I am highly disappinted in Rascal Flatts - Mood:Good
Saturday December 13 20084:56:19 PM |
I got all excited, i got a message saying they were playing a concert near me.

i was all and stuff

So i clicked. And saw their opening act.

Jessica Simpson. Jessica Simpson?! WTF!

I love rascal Flatts. LOVE LOVE. But not enough to sit through Jessica Simpson.

Actually thats a lie, i would still completely go except i have no one to go with.

I like seeing the opening acts though Just put a disgusted bummer cloud over my day.

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If you want a christmas card gimme your address - Mood:Good
Friday December 12 200810:06:25 PM |
PM

Its YTer inspired this year

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Oh you poor little RAs. I may look sweet and innocent now. - Mood:Good
Friday December 12 200812:16:42 PM |
I'm moved into my new res building

The moving people knocked at 11am and woke me up but they were just saying i had 30 minutes.

So. yea.

Poor little RAs here. I'm a nightmare yo.

The crazy girl is never well received.
Sucks too. Cuz i am a lovely person just exhausting. And needy.
Ahh i will never be liked. Its okay.

I seriously feel kinda bad for these people I know what i am like. I'm a whole lotta paperwork.

Time to rearrange all the furniture.

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