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MONSTER JAM. - Mood:Good

Monday March 02 20095:34:01 PM |

We dressed up like the goodest white trash there The four of us went to Green Top to get some country clothing. Ethan and I got confederate flag bandannas. I bought one of those super huntin' camo t-shirts. Bryan got a country shirt.. it has some deer/confederate thing on it. It says Southern Tradition. Also, Hillary almost got punched by some white trash woman with her three kids. She called us dumbasses 'cause Ethan lit a cigarette inside. Pictures: Monster Mutt was sweet 'cause he had a tongue and a tail. I wooed for him. Not as cool as Grave Digger, though.

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Snooowwwww Daayyyyyyyyayayayayaya - Mood:Good

Monday March 02 200910:17:29 AM |

There hasn't been this much snow since I think it was 03 or 04 My car is -covered- cause I didn't drive at all after it started coming down hard yesterday. I awoke to this, though: The view from my East facing Window.. I couldn't get the screen open. And South facing window. That's Ethan scraping Hillary's car. Apparently the restaurant she works at is going to be -very- busy. Wtf. My mom told me to stay home and not to drive. Anywhere. So.. I'm waiting for Bryan to wake up so I can play in teh snooowwwwww. I want to check out Hollywood Cemetery. I'm sure its pretty. Maybe the river. but, that sounds like a cracked skull waiting to happen. I'll probably do it, anyway. HAPPY SNOW DAY!

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lol @ alters. - Mood:Good

Saturday February 28 200912:03:08 AM |

Why is no one else journaling about whotf fluffercooter is? Personally, I'm coorious. I'm totally open to attacks on myself, whether I can defend it or not, but to pose as an alter to rape as many journals of avid YTers as possible with hatred seems lame to me. Just wondering here. Also. I'm drunk with friends tonight. We Heely'd at Wal-mart before my drunking 'cause I wanted some physical activity. (Trying to make this more of a journal here, btw.) HI DAD!

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I DONT WANT A SUGAR DADDY. - Mood:Good

Friday February 27 200911:17:33 PM |

So for the third time in less than 24 hours I got hit on by a man that could be my dad. Yesterday I stuck my tongue out at some creep (While driving in a Mini Van with Boiz) and when he pulled up next to me again he was sucking his finger. I drove away laughing. This morning at Starbucks some dude with super Italian accent tried to have a conversation with me about the weather. Enough for me, right? Nope.. In line at Kroger for Cigarettes.. dude had NO reason to talk to me. So.. blah blah -I have no reason to talk to you- your style is like Madonna when she started out. (NO) I was being polite and responded to what he said.. but, I'd immediately turn away, not make eye contact, and pretend nothing was said. He didn't give up. Kept trying to talk to me. Do I look like I'm available?? Or that I want to fxck you?? I DONT LOOK LIKE SUGAR BABY MATERIAL. Wtf. /end

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The city looks so pretty do you want to burn it with me? - Mood:Good

Friday February 27 200910:53:16 AM |

Bryan called me yesterday. I picked him up to head downtown to meet our good buddies; Ashley, Matt, Troy, and new friend Paul. We Heely'd around Richmond. Got yelled at by Lowe's employees. Hung out in a parking lot deciding what to do for Zombie attacks, The Apocolypse, flipping of tectonic plates, etc.. Of course beers were bought. Hours and hours and fxcking hours of Halo were played. I gave up on watching it.. because I'd rather suck horribly than watch people play it. I killed a total of 5 people in the three games I played. So, when I say I suck at Halo.. I totally mean it. Tonight is for Drinking, also. And tomorrow of course. Bryan's skeptical about being the only black person at Thunder Nationals, though. My awesome mood is back in action. Happy Friday.

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D.A.R.E my ass. - Mood:Good

Thursday February 26 200911:02:02 AM |

i started drinking as soon as I got home from work yesterday. It worked. I was immediately in a better mood. Hillary walked home from whever she was.. half drunk. We each got a little drunker. Then we walked to Mo Jos. And got reeaaallllyyyy drunk. I'm slightly sad today. But, its because of something completely out of my control that's not worth being upset over. Soo.... Happy Thursday. I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SATURDAY OMG GRAVE DIGGER SO EXCITED. Also, I'm starving. Drinking all night made me forget about my stomach.

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Man, Peanut M&Ms taste sooo goooddd. - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 25 20094:28:51 PM |

When I'm not regurgitating them into a toilet bowl, that is. Coke Zero is disgusting, for the record. I want to hang out with Bryan. But, I don't want to be the one to call. Just.. 'cause. I'm stuck at home until a technician comes to fix our internets, anyway. Fxck Comcast. Moving on.. Cheers to anyone else drinking away their day. My apologies for the excessive influx of journals today. I'm needy.

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All I want to do is drink?? - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 25 20091:48:23 PM |

My emotions are so fxcked today. It's driving me nuts. How can one stupid thing someone says burrow itself so deeply into my brain? It was mean and insensitive and said only to get under my skin and piss me off out of sheer jealousy and anger. It didn't bother me a week ago but after last night I can't stop thinking about it. It's probably not even true.. but that teeny tiny percentage of chance that it is true is freaking me out. My brain is stupid. And my heart is even stupid-er. And since when do I *ever* want to mask my feelings of insecurities, slight depression on the rarity and frustration with alcohol? NEVER. Unless I'm already plastered. Hopefully this feeling goes away. Both the actual feeling and the desire to drink away said feeling. /end incomprehensible, confusing, useless rant.

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I have the Worst Automobile Luck evar. - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 25 200911:00:48 AM |

So I took Bryan home this morning. I went the long way to the interstate 'cause I didn't want to pay the toll. Well.. when the speed limit says 30 MPH and you're driving 20 MPH and stopping at every intersection, regardless of whether or not there's a stop sign, not putting your signal or your hazards on and generally being a jackass, its going to make me mad. When you're riding my ass, even though I'm doing 10 over on the highway and you look like a cop, making me slow down and change lanes, but it turns out you're not a cop, you're just an asshxle.. its going to make me mad. Trying to merge on to the highway at 35 MPH, going ten under but speeding up to 15 over when I want to pass you, cutting me off, etc. wouldn't be so bad IF I WASN'T DRIVING A FXCKING BRIGHT RED GIANT BOAT OF A VAN. (cont..)

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Inconveniences rawk so hard. - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 24 20092:39:18 PM |

I left for class telling Bryan I'd take him home or where ever after I got out, before I went to work. Class ends. I get in my car. Buzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeewwwwwuuuhhhh For the third time in the past three months it refuses to start. No turning over or anything. I try for a half hour. I caress it and love it and talk ever so sweetly to it like a lunatic. Nothing. For now its sitting in the parking lot at school, I have no way to get to class tonight, Bryan is stranded at my house (not really a bad thing) and I'm totally too broke to do anything about it. Car troubles 24/7. Hopefully things will go well in court in a week. LOL DAD. For now I kind of feel like Nanny from The Muppet Babies. nostalgia.

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I looovveee awkward situations. - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 24 200912:11:16 PM |

Jake works at Wendy's now. Well, I kind of, sort of forgot/hoped he wasn't there after I picked Bryan up yesterday. I needed food 'cause I was going to throw up and didn't want to throw up stomach acid again.. nor did I want to wait until I was downtown to find foodsies. Well I pulled up to the first window to see that Jake was lucky enough to be working the food-window-job. I got my change, pulled up to his window and stared straight ahead, arm resting on my door to cover my face. Got my food, didn't even look in his eyes or acknowledge him as an employee, let alone a person, and I left. Mmm.. Chickem Sammiches. I then felt like a dick putting Bryan in that situation.. and then started wondering if I subconsiously wanted to see Jake and/or wanted to rub it in his face that I'm with Bryan and no, he's not thinking about Pony. Happy mycarisdead Tuesday.

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Even when I`m wearin` panties I stay manly. - Mood:Good

Monday February 23 20099:57:56 AM |

So I had a pretty lazy weekend. Friday night I dressed up to go be bored with a bunch of 17 year olds...?? I had half a beer and stayed about an hour before going to hang out with people my own age. Saturday was a sleep the hangover away day. I took a nap at 3pm and woke up at 8. Tried drinking at midnight and just went back to sleep. Sunday was also full of sleep. I liked it. Also, TMI: Yesterday was the first time anyone ever got me off with not their tongue. I'm still giddy about it. I'm only at work until 2 today. I want to hang out with Bryan.. but, I have class and I need to do a take-home test. Happy Monday.

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Two Hundred Dollars in TWO Days! - Mood:Good

Friday February 20 20092:26:24 PM |

And I don't even have to jeopardize my integrity or morals. FINALLY, the Consumer Opinion Center in Richmond has a Smoker's Clinical Study. They haven't had one in over a year. I'm not sure what type of medication they're giving; pill, patch, what have you. But, someone is supposed to call me Monday with details. I'm thrilled. Either I'll end up quitting my disgusting habit and get some money. Or I'll continue to enjoy it and get some money. And it's not in Northern Virginia like the last tobacco study. It's a few miles from my house so I'm not spending more money in gas than I'd be receiving.

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I finally had sexy time last night. - Mood:Good

Friday February 20 200911:23:51 AM |

So, I seriously love my friends. Namely Emily 'cause she made everyone dinner, convinced everyone to stop playing Halo and watch Strangers with Candy.. Aaannnd she's totally making me a skirt. I lent her 20 dollars and told her to pay me back whenever. She offered to make me a super fancy skirt worth wayy more than $20 instead. I'm so excited. They'll be pictures when she's finished. I still haven't officially decided what I'm wearing tonight. So far it looks like I'll be wearing this, though: Unless I find something of Hillary's to wear. Yay for Friday!

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I ruv cuddering. - Mood:Good

Thursday February 19 200912:11:56 PM |

So a group of us went to the Hookah Bar last night for my friend Rachel's 18th birthday. 20 minutes and $26 dollars later I had a headache, along with everyone else, so we went to Dority's. Endured about 40 minutes of Halo before watching Harry Potter and mocking it. I don't know what to wear to the party tomorrow. All of my cute dresses are halters or strapless and I'm insecure about my arms/shoulders/blah. In other news, Bryan still has a face scar -_- on his back from last summer. Makes me feel special. I think everything is going to work out awesomely with that. The End.

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There`s another step in the right direction. - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 18 200912:05:05 PM |

So here I am on my second mixed drink, cuddling with Bryan, kicking everyone's ass at Pictionary when my phone rings. Jake. Really? Wtf. I ignored the call and tossed my phone down. He leaves a message. I deleted it after the first word. And the part of me that wanted to listen to it is pissing me off. I have never, in the handful of people that were close to me at whatever point in time, had someone be so fxcking cruel to me. Insulting, degrading, disrespectful, entirely hurtful words not even a week ago. And he wants to call and apologize to my voice mail? And the worst part is I've run around in this circle of fail a million times in the past three years and I'm just now putting my foot down. I'm such an idiot. But, all of his childhood friends that were his close friends 3 years ago hate him and are some of my best friends. So. I win. /end lame story.

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Hi! My name is Virginia and I smoke crack! - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 18 20099:22:56 AM |

It was 65ish degrees last week. Today its snowing. Sooo... fun game when you're getting drunk/drunk.. Pictionary. Bryan and I won.. sort of. We were in the lead when the six of us decided we were done playing. I watched 5 straight fxcking hours of boys playing Halo yesterday. Why? Because I suck at it and didn't want to ask to play. Also, I am on the way to a 100 [and ten] percent Jake free lifestyle. I really have nothing more interesting to say than that at 9:30 in the morning. Yay almost the weekend.

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Because I like to make multiple Journals within the hour. - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 17 200911:41:20 AM |

I went home today to shower and change before class and work and discovered this sweet shirt I completely forgot I owned: Glows in the Dark, too. Also, I'm in the process of making this guy my boyfriend. So far so good.. I wanted to brag about it. He's ridiculously sweet, incredibly funny, genuinely laughs at my lame jokes, and is the best smelling guy I have ever met in my life. And it's not from bathing in headache aroma. Also, he's not an idiot at all, we have oodles in common, he has a job and is doing the same slacker community college thing I am. There's more but, you kids don't care.

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And the point of this class is...? - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 17 200910:46:57 AM |

Fill out your 14 answers on the scantron for your Practice Test. Turn them in. Wait. Get them back. Leave. I could have stayed in bed and cuddled more. On the other hand, Easter at the mall is going to suuucccckkkkkkk. I went there yesterday with my Troy Boy to buy some cheap movies for entertainment purposes. But, as we're headed down the escalator, who, of course, do I see in FYE? Watch Boy. So I bought movies from Wal-Mart. Goosebumps, ftw. And wtf Burn After Reading. Fail. I'm going to a Fancy Party on Friday at Little Steven's. I've invited Bryan to be my date. I want to buy a dress, maybe. Happy Tuesday. I'm in an awesome mood. Also, fxck Burger King for making me vomit.

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Are you going to dress like that all weekend? - Mood:Good

Monday February 16 200911:25:24 AM |

That's what my Could-Have-Been-Sugar-Daddy said to me when I got trapped alone with him on the elevator. He then followed me to my smoking area to talk about how he's been to 42 countries and he hires translators. I never went for a cigarette alone after that. The real reason for this journal is that my mom just offered me 20 dollars for my pants. She wants to throw them away. How angry do they make -you- feel?

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I`m giddy like a school girl. - Mood:Good

Monday February 16 200910:33:14 AM |

Or I would be if I wasn't so consumed by exhaustion. I fell asleep on my friends floor last night. My back pains me. Again with the cuddling, though. And more kisses. I think everything should work out just fine. And I'm setting a personal goal. It's how long can Caitlin go without ever, ever, ever talking to Jake. I'm not even going to spend time bitching about what a cxck sucker he is. It's not worth it and he doesn't deserve the satisfaction of me caring enough about what he says. THUNDER NATIONALS FEBRUARY 28TH THROUGH MARCH 1ST OMG IM SO THERE LIKE WHOA. I'm trying to get a decent group together and someone to drive 'cause I want to dress like a redneck, get shxtfaced, and go watch big trucks crush stuff.

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Mmm.. Jungle fever. - Mood:Good

Sunday February 15 20093:21:24 PM |

So I drove Bryan up to Katsucon on Friday. Drank for about 10 hours straight. Threw up twice. Finally put something in my stomach. Possibly threw up again. Cuddled with Bryan. Got kisses. He also stole me a rose from CVS when we went to buy chasers. I got home at about 5 yesterday 'cause I had to clean not my house. Went to Little Steven's last night.. decided I didn't want to be there before everyone showed up. Went home. Today I went to the mall to get Balls. 'Cause I lost one for one of my eyebrow piercings and one of my industrial balls. I bought cute earrings, too. Now I'm waiting for friends to come over to watch Idiocracy and I'm waiting for Bryan and the rest of Dority's to get back from Arlington. Someone rear ended Ashley, though.. so it's gonna be awhile. Happy Sunday.

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I guess you could call that a diet. - Mood:Good

Friday February 13 200910:11:55 AM |

I've consumed little more than coffee and cigarettes since Sunday. I don't really have an appetite.. but, when I do I'm still eating the same shxt food I always eat.. just less of it. There's probably a good reason I'm not hungry.. but, I'm just going to roll with it. I feel totally fine and I want to lose weight anyway. I'm going to try to get off work early so I can go help Hillary clean up our old house and then shower and find a sexy outfit for Katsucon. I'm excited, I suppose. Even though I'm not that into Anime at all. I do, however, love fun clothes and drinking.

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Yay fer friends. - Mood:Good

Thursday February 12 200911:43:08 AM |

My friend Matt beat the shxt out of this kid John.. who hangs out with everyone because we're all too afraid that he'll kill himself if we say no. Well.. he doesn't hang out with us anymore. I'm going to Katsucon tomorrow. Bryan needed a ride so I figured I'd stay Friday night so I could take him. It's in Baltimore which isn't that bad of a drive from RVA. Saturday little Steven is having a party.. so I guess I'll be back for that. Also, our new neighbors are Bros in Disguise. Which means they're total douche bags. Also, I -rreeeeaaalllyyyyyy- like Bryan. So much that I told Jake I didn't want to hang out at all. Because he's just going to fxck up anything that could be.

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And by COLLEGE I know you meant SCHOOL FOR RETARDS, right? - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 10 20099:46:28 PM |

So I didn't do too much studying for my Abnormal Psychology class. I SHOULD HAVE had a 74. Nope. Eight Point Curve. Two Points for questionable answers. And Five Points for staying for the Post Test Review. Gets me an 89. Did I mention that the 78 questions we're only worth One Point to begin with.. so he GAVE us 22 points from the beginning. What the hell am I doing. Are ALL community colleges like this? Because if they are it would make sense why I made fun of them when I was 12. Because the work I was doing at 12 was more difficult than it is now. I'm flabbergasted.

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