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i think i just want to speak to someone without talking. - Mood:Good

Saturday March 29 20088:23:53 PM |

i am thinking about nothing, though. so it is hard. what will be good for my brain? do you think it is possible to be a saint in this lifetime? i wish to find god in a certain way. who are you? i've probably never spoken to you.

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*PRESIDENTS DAY SALE* - Mood:Good

Thursday February 21 200812:17:56 AM |

"Sweet land of Savings" pretty much says it all. ::.. lately i have been so exuberantly happy. for the first time i do not think it is me being manic, though i cannot describe the intensity of the inner joy i feel. it is because i don't have a job other than grouting for my mom! and i just choose random places and travel and that is so sweet and lovely for me. i honestly do not care about the opinions of other people, including my family. this is the first thing. i have given up the illusion of wanting to be powerful or noteworthy in the world. i am setting small goals and achieving them. i am set to pay for my own education. i am starting to truly care about people, deeply and sincerely. i think. i am fighting ignorance, this is a new goal. i am trying to humble myself. i quit reading self-help books and i am trying to be less narcissistic (this occured within the last five days)...haha. tell me how you are, then. just do it.

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advice! please. - Mood:Good

Tuesday February 12 20082:56:45 PM |

i want to be a flight attendant. Pros: -- i would get to fly, which i love. --i would be good at the job. -- for this particular company, i will have to move to one of their domiciles on the west coast (i live in NC). --i would have to work very little hours per month, but get paid as much as i would working 50+ hours with the jobs available here. i could write more often. --i could establish independence. --i would going back to school on hold, however, my major doesn't make any money. Cons --i have a habit of escaping people/places by moving. --my parents and friends are not supportive, with the exception of Wesgro, whom i love. --i refuse to move back home if i fail. i have an interview tomorrow. i am staying with my father in charlotte, and he is the least supportive of my decision. i know that if i want to get the job that i can do so. there are also four different interviews in this area available for flight attendants coming up. i hate dec

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