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Now, I'm even more pathetic... - Mood:Good

Sunday July 06 20083:04:55 AM |

This is more or less a Part 2 of my last journal.... I am talking to Brandon online now. And he is having big issues in his relationship. And what am, I doing? Sitting here trying to help him fix it. And just now our song came on on my winamp. I'm a fool. Make me feel less pathetic and angsty. In other news, my boss's funeral is Monday. We are closing up for the funeral. I had a break down today, its really hard for me to deal with. I keep wanting to get completely wasted, but then I think about how when I am depressed I -really- shouldn't be drinking. Brandon is going back to school tomorrow. So, I probably won't see him again for a long time. le sigh. Bobfudge needs to come home. The house is boring when they are all out of town for the weekend.

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I`m pathetic. - Mood:Confused

Saturday July 05 20081:30:59 AM |

In a previous journal I have mentioned Brandon. (Actually, in a few, some fairly old ones) And, well, I care about Brandon, more than I should. He is one of my closest friends, and I want nothing more than to be with him. I had a chance with him over a year ago, and I blew it, and I have been kicking myself ever since. On June 20, 2008 at 12:42:40 AM I told him how I feel about him. I got a very non-climatic reaction. And he told me that he cared for me, but he has a girlfriend, so, I am just going to have to be his friend, unless something happens that causes him and his girlfriend to break up. (I do not want to be a homewrecker) Well, last night him, Jon, and I watched a movie, then Stef came home, and her and Jon went to bed. Brandon stayed for the next few hours, and we just talked. About random pointless things. Today (assuming it was still July 4th) I had to work, ctd

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Dammit, I need a spork. - Mood:Good

Friday July 04 20081:21:39 PM |

Beef stew is the perfect spork food. You can stab the potatoes, carrots, and beef chunks, and still sip the "broth" (Is it called broth still in stew?) Anyway, I have to work today. I was supposed to go in at noon, but now I don't have to go in until 2. How lame. If you are going to make me work a crap shift on a day when I could be drinking, give me lots of hours at least! So, you know how facebook has that "People You Might Now" thing, (I'm just imagining all the people with facebook saying yes, and all the people that dont have one saying who cares) Well, I usually don't even pay attention to who they are, because, well, there is a reason they aren't my friend yet. But last night as I was hitting the joyus little "x"s next to peoples names I stopped for a minute, and read one. It was this guy who was a really good friend of mine for about a year my sophomore year of HS (ctd)

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