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but she's so f*cking smart! - Mood:Good

Saturday August 04 20072:00:03 AM |

I tried playing Scrabble with her and I just froze up! I can't f*cking think! She's trying to keep a conversation going and I can't even get my head around the Scrabble. Ok, let's get these attributes down. She's amazing. She's beautiful. She's smart. I really really like everything about her. But I'm nervous when I talk to her and I can never keep a conversation going. She's unattainable anyway. She's too far away. I'm so lost. And I feel very pathetic. I was the most confident I've been in a long time earlier today. I was with friends. I could talk comfortably. I felt secure. And that confidence has been around all night. But she asks to play scrabble with me and I go all ditzy. I'm a f*cking nervous wreck. I make myself sick.

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I`ve gone lucid again! - Mood:Good

Friday July 27 200711:24:20 AM |

I was here, in my house with my Dad when I finally remembered I had a ticket to the show tonight. So I begged him to let me go and I went. It was The New Pornographers, Dresden dolls and some other band. I walked right in the gate without any ID. Too easy. I wore scrubs. The first thing I saw was three people standing in a colorful hallway dancing. I walked through a curtain and found a room bigger than any room I had ever seen and it was jam-packed with people. I found my friends Chris and James and pushed my way through them to the front. Brandon, Mikey, Jeff, and Heather were there. We kept being pushed like the tides of the ocean. Jeff introduced me to Heather who was definitely a guy. I was tired of swaying so I convinced everyone to stand strong. The swaying stops. I notice there isn't any music playing. In fact, it's very quiet in this universe-sized room. So I start to drive. Continued...

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Nude Backgammon with Swimsuit Models! - Mood:Good

Wednesday April 11 20076:43:32 PM |

Can I get one or two friends who have something to talk about besides their 100 problems? sghjkheuiyowioh That's what I miss about Indiana. In Chesterton, Indiana the people are friendly, interesting, and most importantly they've got their sh*t together. I miss that place and I miss those people. I would much rather have bad weather and good company than douchebags on a sun-shiny day. I was talking to my friend Katie in indiana yesterday on the phone. She had a half day so she met up with some friends, went to a hookah bar, and had a falafel. After school I came home and played Star Wars Battlefront. Marijuana. Take me back to Chesterton. I want to run on the beach of Lake Michigan. I want to take a train to Chicago. I want to get high with Lina. At least one of my friends will probably need to sleep over tonight.

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