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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:33:05 AM EST (GMT-5)
You think that coming home would be easier. My semester, heck my whole year was trying. From one roommate to the other, it was frustrating and stressful. Then I come home. Within 2 days, my grandma has to go to the hospital.
My mom has spent 8-12+ hours there per day. Not one of her siblings or relatives has come to support her. Not one. My dad has taken a liking to blaming everything on me.
I had to go to the doctor on Tuesday. Got an Xray and doctors opinion of my arm. Basically, all I know is that it's not the bone. It's the soft tissue. And the only way to get to that is thru an MRI. And I am scared to death.
At the doctor's, they weigh you. I weigh more than a freaking elephant. I have never been more terrified of a number. This is more than I have ever weighed. Ever.
I got a haircut as well. I like the hair cut, just not my face.
Gah I hate society. Why must I feel so crappy for not weighing 100 pounds or looking beautiful?!
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:33:39 AM EST (GMT-5)
Travis is coming tonight, and I am more excited than anything.I love that man so much. I just don't want to ruin the little time I have with him this week. At least next weekend we'll have more time together. And the beach.
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nightmare15
Female,
13-17
Eastern US
Joined: 8 yrs, 11 mos ago
157 Posts
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:34:36 AM EST (GMT-5)
* gives hug * aww sweetie its alrigth rant away, yeah society does tend to suck.
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nightmare15
Female,
13-17
Eastern US
Joined: 8 yrs, 11 mos ago
157 Posts
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:35:03 AM EST (GMT-5)
aww have fun with travis
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cheerlbabe86
Female,
13-17
Southern US
Joined: 9 yrs ago
1,190 Posts
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:37:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
I hope things get better for you!! Just think about Travis and put the rest out of your mind!!
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:46:11 AM EST (GMT-5)
I happen to think your face is lovely! 
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cheerlbabe86
Female,
13-17
Southern US
Joined: 9 yrs ago
1,190 Posts
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 9:55:08 AM EST (GMT-5)
Whos face is lovely?
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8 yrs ago, 11 mos ago - Friday 5/28/04 - 10:20:19 AM EST (GMT-5)
I'll be there in 8 or 9 hours, sweetheart. Can't wait to see your haircut! 
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