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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:36:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
he tried. but he lost. he was too late. i was already gone, he couldn't save me in time. i hate when people mirror my life. i always forget people are like me. i forget you are more than my imagination. i forget i shouldn't tell people things. i talk and they turn and walk away. why let people in when they just look around and leave? you can never know whats its like down here. you have your own beneath. you can't ever know mine. and i will never know yours. because you turn and walk away. i can never be in your world.
shes so hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh, high above me.
what do you see me as? how can i be seen to be seen.
ahhhh whats wrong with me. i don't know. im just me, it happens. i've gone far too long without your shoulder to rest on and i can't hold my head up by myself. teach me to soothe myself or never leave. i need your voice to be fine. you gave me bait then ran away. don't play with a firecracker your smiling game, i'm not smiling, i'm drenched and defeated.
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:37:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
I need to call you when my phone isn't dead.
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:39:24 PM EST (GMT-5)
Indeed.  revive it. give it CPR. want little phone paddles? bring it baaaaaaaaaack!
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:40:14 PM EST (GMT-5)
oh hey did you like my poetic way of talking to you? 
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:40:35 PM EST (GMT-5)
I can't even check my messages right now. 
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shibbysweet
Female,
18-29
Western US
Joined: 9 yrs, 6 mos ago
3,296 Posts
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:40:57 PM EST (GMT-5)
*twitch*
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:42:42 PM EST (GMT-5)
 well i left you two of those  nothing special. just begging to call me 
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:43:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
 i don't know what to do for twitching  have some ice cream *offers*
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9 yrs ago, 4 mos ago - Saturday 12/20/03 - 11:44:45 PM EST (GMT-5)
oh OH the messages were normal nicolish begging. the poeticness is elsewhere 
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