I’m just settling again. It was a good night. I felt like it was pleasant though I’m kind of annoying. I mean I think they like me. These people of which I was among.
I’m just back at the folks place. I’m trying to be friendly. There’s an angsty tension that persists. It’s a brother dynamic. I don’t really know.
I’m antagonistic towards my male siblings. I’m unendingly nervous around women. My mother tries to tell me to turn the other cheek. My dad agrees with blunt force.
I’m doing okay on the people thing I think. Though it’s constantly wondering who knows who and they know me and bridges just seem so burnable that I just avoid walking over bridges. I just don’t chill well.
If you had the choice to socialize with anyone, like demographically, who would you choose to socialize with? Family group, friends, strangers at the bar, online forum acquaintances...
People are okay