So I`ve been getting this weird feeling of premonition mixed with dejavu about once a week for the past month. It`s hard to explain. I could hear something, see something,... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 9:40:03 AM EST (GMT-5)
So I've been getting this weird feeling of premonition mixed with dejavu about once a week for the past month. It's hard to explain. I could hear something, see something, or smell something and then I have the thought that I need to be careful because something bad could happen soon. Or maybe even something that Leeds to something good but that's rare. It's a lot like a premonition but I feel like I've gone through it before. Like I'm looking back on my life that's already happened and I'm trying to warn myself so I can change the outcome.

I've had these feelings before right before going to the hospital for a nice stay in the mental ward. But I've also had them and continued on with my life as normal.

I would have put this and mental health but I need to get my thoughts down on what's Happening and maybe have a record that someone can make sense of later.

2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 9:45:07 AM EST (GMT-5)
Any chance you can check in with a Dr? Maybe meds need tweaked or something?

Hang in there!
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 9:46:39 AM EST (GMT-5)
I'm actually in a pretty good mood right now. I don't feel stressed out, there's nothing bad going on in my life and I'm at peace with who I am.

But still I get these feelings.

I'm not worried that I'm going to end up in the hospital soon right now but if this continues and gets more frequent I will start to worry. Hell even voicing this is causing me to worry a little bit but I'll be okay.

That's what I need to keep telling myself.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 9:47:51 AM EST (GMT-5)
I see the nurse to get my shot this Friday I think I'm going to mention it to her that's why I want to write it down so I can explain it. I probably won't ask for any medication because nothing can stop the process once it's started
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 9:48:32 AM EST (GMT-5)
What I'll probably do is ask to talk to a therapist that would work better than any pills
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 11:12:49 AM EST (GMT-5)
Sounds like you have your crap together
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 11:58:32 AM EST (GMT-5)
I hope so.

The thing is I go from normal to nuts so quickly signs like this make me uneasy.

I haven't noticed anything else, like blowing money or religious thoughts so I'm hopeful this isn't a road to ruin.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 2:40:24 PM EST (GMT-5)
Yeah, I'd make sure you tell the nurse on Friday..fingers crossed everything will be fine
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Sunday 2/5/17 - 3:14:57 PM EST (GMT-5)
Thanks
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 11:44:12 AM EST (GMT-5)
I wish you all the best man
It's probably nothing
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 12:29:08 PM EST (GMT-5)
Yeah, hopefully it's just low level crazy.

I had another one today but it wasn't very intense.

It's been nearly 7 years since I was last hospitized and I'd like to keep that streak going.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 1:35:33 PM EST (GMT-5)
7 years is a long time!
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 1:41:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
My previous record was 3 years.

I counted wrong. It was 6 years. Facebook showed me a picture of Oliver, my cat that ran away 2 days before I lost it the last time and said it was 6 years ago.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 1:48:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
Have you been able to recognize warning signs in the past?
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 1:49:40 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 2/6/17 - 1:48:05 PM slinky0 wrote:
Have you been able to recognize warning signs in the past?


This is significant. If the answer is yes, are you getting better at recognizing the signs?

2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 1:55:38 PM EST (GMT-5)
No, I've never recognized the signs before a hospitalization before, but, that being said, since the last time I've been more aware and talked about things with friends and professionals instead of ignoring things and bottling up my feelings.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 2:12:32 PM EST (GMT-5)
Well that's a good thing. Sounds like you're better equipped to get the help you need, if you need it.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 3:23:44 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 2/6/17 - 1:55:38 PM snarf wrote:
No, I've never recognized the signs before a hospitalization before, but, that being said, since the last time I've been more aware and talked about things with friends and professionals instead of ignoring things and bottling up my feelings.


This is great, and you should keep talking, and not ignoring. Really wonderful revelation here, Mr. Snarf.

I like what you're doing here.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 3:25:34 PM EST (GMT-5)
Good luck Snarfy boy!
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 5:07:26 PM EST (GMT-5)
I appreciate the good wishes.

I'll explain the thoughts a little more.


We live in a multiverse. There are better realities than where we are and worse ones.

Someone is sending me messages so I can make the right decisions and move my true soul up a level. I'm not sure if the person in the higher plane even has a soul or if it's an inferior one and that's why I'm being helped to move up.

Of course that's all bullsh*t when I'm sane but it's as true as true can be when I'm not. An unscrupulous person would turn these thoughts into a religion and make a fortune but that's not what I want. What I want is to know what I did to get stuck on a plane where Donald F*cking Trump is president.

My karma must be a lot worse than I believe.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 6:43:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
The time of year is probably not helping you.

Me and several close friends of mine all tend to get a little looker than usual in late winter. All of our anxieties shoot right up, which trigger other issues. It's rough.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 6:44:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
*loopier
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 6:47:25 PM EST (GMT-5)
Just take caution to avoid dealing in absolutes and assigning moral weight where it doesn't need to be.

Sometimes things just are.
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 6:57:14 PM EST (GMT-5)
Good advice.

I don't feel depressed now though. Are used to always getting really down in the winter but for the last 2 years I've been fine. Wish I could pinpoint what the change was.

That's the thing that has me concerned though. I'm getting these premonitions but I don't have any other markers.

I guess as long as I'm aware that it's not real I'll be okay
2 yrs ago, 9 mos ago - Monday 2/6/17 - 7:13:06 PM EST (GMT-5)
You don't have to feel sad to be depressed.

I'm not saying you ARE depressed, you might very well not be, but it creeps up on people in other ways. Just be careful.

I wish I could bring you a casserole or something.

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