13 yrs ago - Saturday 8/10/02 - 12:30:40 AM EST (GMT-5)
Today has been a day to reminisce, I woke this morning (afternoon) to 'our song' from my last relationship (if you'd call it a "relationship") Then I left for a while, went to lunch with my mom, to my favorite restaurant from childhood, and came home to a message on the machine from my best friend from middle school that I haven't talked to in nearly two years, he called to see if I wanted to go to his sons b-day party (the child who's godmother I was supposed to be, but his [the babies"> mother hates me and I was not allowed the privilege) Then I go out with my cousin and she plays a CD that she tried to kill herself to, followed by the CD that makes me think of yet another old friend. I finally thought the weird memory reminders had ended when at Safeway, my checkout clerk was my boyfriend from eigth grade. It was just odd. Now I can't stop thinking about the past. It's driving me mad. I'm too young to have such a long history.