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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:08:07 AM EST (GMT-5)
My self esteem is dropping in front of my eyes.
What can you do, what can you do...?
BLLAAAAAH
but I did write a cool poem for class, enjoy:
I thought he meant it, when he said forever.
I thought he meant it, when he said I do.
I thought he meant it, when he told me he loved me.
I thought he meant it- now we’re through.
I despised the way he looked at her
I despised how she held dirty knives
I despised her clingy green skirts and shirts and
I despised her way to ruin lives.
I saw the way he looked at her
I saw how he used to look at me
I saw Fourth of July between them
I saw what I didn’t want to see
I tasted him in my bedroom
I tasted his hard black lung
I tasted her lipstick on his d*ck
I taste her cold blood on my warm tongue.
My nose hairs are rooted on her apple shampoo
My nose hairs are rooted on her pain
My nose hairs are rooted on her dirty fingernails
My nose hairs are rooted on my new crimson stain
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:08:55 AM EST (GMT-5)
Her skin pulsed through my web of fingers Her skin poured into my stigmata Her skin clam grabbed onto my knee caps Her skin, is just: the piñata I heard her last wheezing breaths of air
I heard her last words-- “F*ck you”
I heard her last skin cell shout for help
I heard her last blood drop, too. I say bonjour to el Diablo
I say adios to his Mary Magdalene
I say goodbye to this golden bridge and
I say hello to the wind.
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:35:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
Fine. I think I'll smoke a bowl or two.
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:36:22 AM EST (GMT-5)
Im not reading your poem Why is your self esteem dropping? |
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:37:38 AM EST (GMT-5)
That's fine, you don't need to. I don't know, I've just been down. I think it's 'cause I'm adjusting to having moved out. I'll probably feel better tomorrow- at least I hope so. |
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:40:15 AM EST (GMT-5)
Do you like your new area?
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:43:28 AM EST (GMT-5)
Oh my god I love it it here, I can't even explain it. I'm just homesick. And lonely. And that makes me feel insecure. But whatever, this is how it goes. I'll get over it. |
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:44:40 AM EST (GMT-5)
I hear ya Been there, done that |
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:46:25 AM EST (GMT-5)
Word. Most have. It's just blaaaah. Oh! I think i smell a rat.. |
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 1:46:50 AM EST (GMT-5)
using your mother and father for a welcome mat.
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6 yrs ago, 3 mos ago - Wednesday 2/7/07 - 2:23:01 AM EST (GMT-5)
Yep. Still waiting to feel better. Say something funny.
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