Guys, I don’t know what do to anymore. I feel like I’ve ruined too many lives, making everyone I meet feel terrible. My mom, my friends, everyone. I also don’t... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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From the Journal of Kyung-Jun | mood: Depressed

I need serious help

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17 days ago - Monday 9/7/20 - 2:18:32 AM EST (GMT-5)
Guys, I don’t know what do to anymore. I feel like I’ve ruined too many lives, making everyone I meet feel terrible. My mom, my friends, everyone. I also don’t know what to do about the verbal abuse I’m getting from my mother. I feel like if I keep living at all much less with my mother, I’m literally going to go insane. I can’t do it anymore... I’m at the point where my medication isn’t helping and I can’t hide the pain anymore. My whole life I’ve hidden all the pain with a smile or looked like I didn’t care. What people didn’t know is every night I have and still do just cry myself to sleep or listen to asmr to calm down. I just can’t anymore, I wanted to vent before I do something I’m going to regret later. I just feel like the universe is against me. I make people feel terrible, make my mom tired and exhausted too often for my age and whenever I vent to people I just bother them
17 days ago - Monday 9/7/20 - 2:26:52 AM EST (GMT-5)
I already talked to my “sister” (we’ve been asked so many times if we’re sisters so we just called ourselves sisters) about every detail of the situations and about the problems I’m having with my mother about my sexuality, and she’s the only one I trust enough to tell all the details to cause Ive known her my whole life, but she didn’t know what to do. And I want some advice if someone has some. And if you’re taking the time to read this, thank you that alone means a lot to me.
16 days ago - Monday 9/7/20 - 12:54:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
I love how at first I thought you meant me by sister. But you meant.... Hannah. Idk hoe to spell her nick name lol
16 days ago - Monday 9/7/20 - 7:44:29 PM EST (GMT-5)
I hope you feel better soon. I think you should tell your doctor that prescribed you the medication how you are feeling lately. They may need to make some adjustments or it may help for you to talk to a counselor. Know that you will ALWAYS have happier moments ahead and strive towards those.
16 days ago - Tuesday 9/8/20 - 12:40:43 AM EST (GMT-5)
There's a mental health thread in old school here too.
15 days ago - Tuesday 9/8/20 - 11:26:03 PM EST (GMT-5)
Aww poor you. I put you in prayer requests before lunch with Mr. Henson if that makes you feel any better



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