So back in December I went to lexis house 2 weeks before my birthday. Then in my birthday I went to my moms house. My brother Braylin popped his head... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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Brother, Rape, and Police situation update

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18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:25:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
So back in December I went to lexis house 2 weeks before my birthday. Then in my birthday I went to my moms house.

My brother Braylin popped his head in moms room and told us he was going to the bathroom then bed.

So when I heard him get out the bathroom i waited about 2-ish minutes so he could get dressed. Then I went and gave him a hug goodnight and he was already laying down.

18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:30:47 PM EST (GMT-5)
I leaned over and gave him a hug. When I did he slid his hand down and grabbed my ass. My grandmother does thus *A LOT* even though she knows I hate it more than Kennedy's soul (Kelli / Kiyoko gets what I mean) but does it anyways. So I thought it was just something like that, picking. But he didn't let go.

Then he pulled be to sit in his bed. His hand now moved to my waist and very roughly kept me in place.

His other hand traveled up my chest and grabbed it. The entire time i was trying to get out he would hold be tighter and ask I I wanted to have sex with him. I *REPEATEDLY* said no.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:34:03 PM EST (GMT-5)
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:37:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
He still wouldn't let go so I took advantage if the bed and put one foot on the ground and the other on the bed and pushed off. Then his grip broke but he managed to grab my wrist.

He pulled me very hard and I heard it pop. (I was trying for like days to pop it when he did pop it. Kinda like popping a finger or your back or neck)

And so I took my other hand and slammed it into his wrist to make him let go. Then he put his other hand up on his dresser to stop me from leaving.

With the hand I chopped he pulled his d!ck out. And then I had an idea and told him this:

"Im on my period"

I wasn't but how would he know that if I seldom saw him.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:44:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
And I went to moms place again for the first time since then the other day.

Dad came over about 8 hours after I got there. Mom and I were teasing him over text and stuff and we were telling him the others were over and having fun. And since I was there he decided to come over.

At least that was the reason I was told. We stayed in moms room and listened to music that I used to fall asleep to... which was rock XD ofc. Ironic huh now that I finally listen to it. So they played a song called All The Same by Sick Puppies and dad sang along with it. (I'm literally yawning just by thinking about it) I was standing by the bed and, I kid you not, I literally almost fell asleep standing up. When the instrumental hit he looked over and said "We used to play this when you were a baby" so I said "I can tell, I just went from wide awake to exhausted"
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:55:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
He laughed then about 10 minutes later of torturing me (I know I didn't spell that right sorry) he left.

Earlier he pulled me outside. So I thought I was in trouble. But he talked to me about what happened with my brother. I was told by my sister (she also had it happen a bit before me but didn't tell me until I told her) that a case was going to be filed and that the police would question me.

I'm decently close-ish to being 14 and with everything going on its most likely that it would be a while before I get contacted. And knowing how indetailed and word-for-word the police down here are there's a decent possibility that I might me questioned 2 times. And if I do the Covid thing is more than likely goingvto postpone the questioning. Which means if I get questioned more than once AND the postponing then in provably going to be 14. WHICH is the legal age to speak infringe a jury
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 10:56:38 PM EST (GMT-5)
So me being me is very worried about that and I already have enough anxiety so I don't need to add this to it. And I have no clue how yo handle my thought process right now
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:10:47 PM EST (GMT-5)
Really Kelli XD!!
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:13:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
Well, it’s better than being wanted by the fbi I can tell you that much. Don’t ask.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:14:18 PM EST (GMT-5)
XD. Are you sure
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:19:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
I hope you’re a fake thing.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:23:41 PM EST (GMT-5)
What's that supposed to mean? I don't get it.

If you don't believe me my dad made me hang up on Kelli so he could talk to me about it.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:25:52 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:19:37 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
I hope you’re a fake thing.

I am a fake.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:26:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:31:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
I just don’t want that to have really happened to you,

I feel empathy but am inconvenienced by empathy.

It’s easier for me to cope if I tell myself that nothing is real.
18 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:34:08 PM EST (GMT-5)
Ohh. I do something similar.
17 days ago - Saturday 7/25/20 - 11:57:49 PM EST (GMT-5)
imma be real tldr but i hope everything is good
17 days ago - Sunday 7/26/20 - 12:32:24 AM EST (GMT-5)
It probably will be. Every girl he did it to wasvboth related to him and was underage and he is 19.
17 days ago - Sunday 7/26/20 - 2:37:43 AM EST (GMT-5)
Dirty little bastard.
Stay strong, don't let feelings of family make you back down.
From what I've read from posts he didn't actually have intercourse with you? Or did you just skip over that and I should assume from your journal title that he did?
Either way, what he did was wrong and I'm glad your sister(?) spoke to your father about it.
Stay safe.
17 days ago - Sunday 7/26/20 - 3:21:51 AM EST (GMT-5)
Thanks. Luckily I didn't get raped but one of his friends raped a previous girlfriend of his and a case will also be put on him. I havent met that one ir that specific friend, but I have heard both of their names before.

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