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From the Journal of McKenzie123 | mood: Sad

My life is falling apart

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1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:10:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
As you can see my life feels like it’s falling apart
I only have a few trustworthy friends
I’m always tired
I keep having anxiety attacks
And there are way to many people who are heartless in this world
I feel as if I can’t deal with anything in my life
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:13:17 PM EST (GMT-5)
I don’t even know how to explain it
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:18:07 PM EST (GMT-5)
Funny
I’m not Spartacus
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:22:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
I really don’t know who to trust anymore
People think I’m a joke
Or just a worthless piece of crap
I have no words for them
No anything
Alone eating pizza on Valentine’s Day
But it’s not even that I just feel worthless
I know god has a plan but
What’s mine?
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:27:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
Depression and anxiety are real.

One day at a time.
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:28:20 PM EST (GMT-5)
Thank you
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:32:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
What do y’all do when y’all are feeling down?
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:35:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
I listen to a lot of music. If I ever have time reading is a good escape.

I also self medicate though which I don’t recommend.

I abused alcohol in particular for quite a few years. It only tightens the downward spiral.
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:38:47 PM EST (GMT-5)
I don’t drink
My stepdad was a drinker
And my family loves to drink during the holidays and I’ve seen what it does to them
And doesn’t it hurt your brain?
I feel like classical music helps me (it’s good for your brain....I looked it up)
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:45:36 PM EST (GMT-5)
Good job. Classical music is good.

One time when I was in the MHU I played Bach on the piano on there because that’s what I had been teaching myself before getting sent there.

I like to tell myself that was my attempt at having a concert.
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:46:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
That was pretty much a mini concert
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:47:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
That was pretty much a mini concert
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:48:17 PM EST (GMT-5)
Schubert Mozart and Beethoven minuets as well.

I was in the middle of learning a fugue when I really went off the rails, so to speak.
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 2:57:11 PM EST (GMT-5)
Wow good job
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 5:05:39 PM EST (GMT-5)
You're not worthless. People who can't truly see you for the good that you are not worth your time or effort. Keep your chin up and keep on going.
I think you seem quite sweet.

I have a good cry. I'm not usually a crier, but when I feel like sht I'll lock myself away somewhere and have a really good cry, then I tell myself to suck it up, stop being a baby, and get on with life.
1 month ago - Thursday 2/13/20 - 5:10:17 PM EST (GMT-5)
I drive out in the middle of nowhere and scream all the frustration out then drive back after calming down. The middle of nowhere is only an hour away. That helps.

You're a great yt narrator



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