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Late night sulk

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17 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 2:30:53 AM EST (GMT-5)
I’m having a bad week. I had to leave work early on Monday because I wasn’t feeling well and I’ve been laid up since then with flu like symptoms.
I promised I’d be back tomorrow but here I am, typing a journal, I’ll be lucky to get 5 hours of sleep before going to work.
I’m worried if all life is just one giant disappointment. I want a job to be a gateway to a better life. I don’t want my life to just be my job and I’m worried that’s gonna happen because I don’t really... do much else.
Maybe I’m just perpetually unsatisfied
Maybe it’s my anxiety telling me I’m a worthless sack of sh8 and eventually I’ll just go back to my old ways and continue f8cking up my life.
More of my favorite people are turning out to be pieces of sh8t. No one any of you would care about because the sh8t I like is stupid af but still.

At least the twins are doing well

Hey sup I wanna die

17 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 5:54:45 AM EST (GMT-5)
Hey
I've had the flu all week (almost 2 weeks really) and it's really stuffing up my mental health. I had to leave work after only an hour and a half, and I haven't interacted with any outside people for ages. And I haven't had the energy to make any decent food. Everything adds up and makes me feel like my life is going nowhere and I should die.
I hope you have some good food and you feel better soon
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 6:16:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
I'm on day two of being sick ish, too. Flu like symptoms yesterday, and today is just additional rest because I don't feel 100%.

Could you look at things to do in your area on your days?
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 6:16:12 PM EST (GMT-5)
days off**
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 7:59:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
I play board games with some friends every other Sunday
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 8:08:41 PM EST (GMT-5)
What games do you play?
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 8:13:19 PM EST (GMT-5)
Galaxy Trucker, Kill Dr. Lucky, the Meta Game, Cheating Moth, Samurai, among others.

Samurai is probably my favorite because it’s a long term thinking based strategy game.
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 9:12:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
I must be old- - I've never heard of those board games...
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 9:28:10 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Thursday 5/9/19 - 9:12:15 PM CowDung wrote:
I must be old- - I've never heard of those board games...


ditto
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 9:55:48 PM EST (GMT-5)
Kill Dr Lucky is like, 30 years old.
It’s like reverse clue.
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 10:39:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
Galaxy Trucker is probably the most “fun”
It’s three rounds
The first phase of a round is building your spaceship
The second is trying to survive trucking from one end of the galaxy to the next, getting loot along your way and trying to survive space.
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 10:44:43 PM EST (GMT-5)
You're more than welcome to come be my roommate and hit all the indie concerts w/ me.

Bonus: Wonderland lives here.
16 days ago - Thursday 5/9/19 - 11:56:18 PM EST (GMT-5)
You just want to be able say Dante is somehow your cat too
16 days ago - Friday 5/10/19 - 12:46:22 AM EST (GMT-5)
.....and?
16 days ago - Friday 5/10/19 - 12:59:28 AM EST (GMT-5)
You know what let’s do it
I’m still peeved I didn’t get to see boygenius despite buying the ticket



Guys what do you do when one of your absolute favorite people turns out to be a completely terrible person and you just wind up completely depressed about it
16 days ago - Friday 5/10/19 - 1:09:55 AM EST (GMT-5)
You learn from it. It definitely happens, and it sucks, but you learn from it all the same.

I had the flu a few months ago and it was awful. You shouldn't go back to work if you're not better though. F*ck what you told them.

I hope you feel better soon.



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