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oh man. really? can`t we all just disappear forever?

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9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:18:02 PM EST (GMT-5)
i left here kind of abruptly. last time i was here. work was crazy. life was crazy. i was crazy.

this place was not helping alleviate stresses. it was still mildly entertaining. but i was distracted. and foruming can kind of add to stress for me.

but i've been busy. and i wanted to kind of let people know that things have taken an upturn. there's some manner of progress that i'm seeing in my dramatic complaining about job seeking that i was doing last time.

i have maybe a story or two. not anything formal but just a description of new characters and exchanges that have developed. mostly work related.


so i've been gone a while. i'm assuming the progressive slowing of this site has... progressed. and i've been practicing my random outbursts on omegle so i'm confident in my ability to emit phrases and words about situations. i work nights now so i'm here only sometimes

9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:22:28 PM EST (GMT-5)
Are you still drinking amaq?
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:24:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
i had about three heinekens yesterday.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:27:36 PM EST (GMT-5)
but not much during the week. evening time. yeah. it's nothing doing and i'm bored.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:33:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
but so. what i was saying...

i worked in a medical device facility for about two years. worked a lot of overtime. had an ton of in house interviews. got an internship. got a horizontal promotion. got in touch with a staffing agency. got a job as a quality tech at a machine shop. trained for about a month on first. and now am running cmm machines and reading data on machined part coming off of cnc machines.

and drinking more coffee than anything else.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:45:29 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 10/8/18 - 12:22:28 PM EhFahQ wrote:
Are you still drinking amaq?


oh wait! i remember how to play this game!

I LIKE BEER DO YOU LIKE BEER
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:48:41 PM EST (GMT-5)
Saqdrinker! You'll be happy to know that I still call disappears diapers.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:53:53 PM EST (GMT-5)
WHERE ARE THE CAPS?
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:54:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 10/8/18 - 12:22:28 PM EhFahQ wrote:
Are you still drinking amaq?
On Monday 10/8/18 - 12:45:29 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
oh wait! i remember how to play this game! I LIKE BEER DO YOU LIKE BEER

Oh nm. I found them.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 12:57:42 PM EST (GMT-5)
I LIKE BEER

AND TURTLES.
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 1:34:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
there are three people from someplace that i have no idea where that remember me.

i am somewhat in relation to another living creature.

hypothetically speaking i'm charmed!
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 4:53:46 PM EST (GMT-5)
it is good that you are good
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 4:57:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
HI Amaq.howdoyoudo
9 days ago - Monday 10/8/18 - 11:56:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
oh hi and hi.

i'm going to bed soon. remembering how to observe and react. i'm here. i'm just... i need sleep soon. don't want to get my head all jumbled when i need rest.

since i've been gone i've read some poetry and a book about punk rock. i suck at reading.

but hello really. everyone's discussing politics so i'm just going to sneak out i think.

maybe see people tomorrow.
9 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 7:04:59 AM EST (GMT-5)
Welcome back. The site needs more unique opinions.
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:18:18 AM EST (GMT-5)
I remember there was one guy on here you sometimes hung out with in person but now I can't remember and it's annoying me.
Can you please remind me?
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:23:30 AM EST (GMT-5)
I DON’T KNOW WHERE HE GO THOUGH...

HE WAS A NEW GUY. I BEFRIENDED A NEW GUY BEING ALSO A KIND OF PERMA NEW GUY.

SUCH IS LIFE.

HE PUKED FROM BAD TACOS IN MY PARENTS’ TOILET.
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:38:05 AM EST (GMT-5)
Yeah I was about to ask if you still hung out with Ahmed

He left cause he wanted to learn how to be a better person
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:43:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
WE LOST TOUCH. I WAS IN MAINE. HE WAS IN PORTLAND. I SAID HELLO.

HE MADE A TRIP TO NEW YORK. HE SAID HELLO.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE CONFUSED ABOUT. IS IT THE CAPS? I’LL GET DRESSED AND ON MY COMPUTER...
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 9:09:32 AM EST (GMT-5)
so... i think i had started chatting with mister ahmed a few months prior. just a what's up thing. maybe a vote of sympathy from him because he had thought i was being trolled too heavily.

but anyway. i was like. hey i'm going to maine. i'm going to be like an hour away from portland. we should meet up. because supposedly yt is about meet ups. or was. so in portland we went to an art gallery had coffee and had beer. and i bought future islands' record singles on vinyl.

which i still have to this day.

but then i had to go. and i went back to another part of maine. and then i think i was on here less. and working a bunch. but i think it was kind of out of the blue that he said he was going to be in albany. and then we met in albany. and he needed a place to stay. and then i brought him to church and back to the bus station.

it's kind of just simple stuff really...
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 10:39:32 AM EST (GMT-5)
he said something about doing some travelling. we went to a frank zappa tribute concert. my dog barked at him.

i think part of it for me was to just break the barrier.

did everyone think it was really weird? it was part of that chapter of my yt life. i lost weight. i went to st. maarten. i met ahmed. then i was thoroughly invested in climbing my way out of the hole that i had dug and took a break.

now i'm trying to manage this form of entertainment in a slightly more structured manner.

that's all. nothing more.
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 10:54:03 AM EST (GMT-5)
I thought it was nice.
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 11:48:28 AM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:18:18 AM kateummslala wrote:
I remember there was one guy on here you sometimes hung out with in person but now I can't remember and it's annoying me. Can you please remind me?

Amhed?

He stopped coming after he had some debacle with Sleepyjean and there was a pile on.
8 days ago - Tuesday 10/9/18 - 1:27:31 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 10/9/18 - 10:54:03 AM kateummslala wrote:
I thought it was nice.


my grandfather has been telling me something he says his mother said to him which is, "kindness is most often mistaken for a sign of weakness".

it always stumps me.

On Tuesday 10/9/18 - 8:18:18 AM kateummslala wrote:
I remember there was one guy on here you sometimes hung out with in person but now I can't remember and it's annoying me. Can you please remind me?
On Tuesday 10/9/18 - 11:48:28 AM Abzurd wrote:
Amhed? He stopped coming after he had some debacle with Sleepyjean and there was a pile on.


do you remember what about?
8 days ago - Wednesday 10/10/18 - 2:03:56 AM EST (GMT-5)
WELL. I GUESS THIS IS IT.

I DON’T EVEN LIKE IT.

I JUST WANT TO.

GET TO YOUR APARTMENT.

NOW I’M STAYING HERE.

JUST FOR A WHILE.

I CAN’T THINK.


I’M JUST WAY TOO TIRED.

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