I can`t believe I`m sitting here kinda tearing up about it, lol. I feel...sick. So I kinda just went through a break up of sorts. We weren`t official yet, but... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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So.....that happened. Lolz.

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1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 8:54:59 PM EST (GMT-5)
I can't believe I'm sitting here kinda tearing up about it, lol. I feel...sick.

So I kinda just went through a break up of sorts. We weren't official yet, but strong feelings were there.
He ended things on the grounds that he believes, that I have lied COMPLETELY about my education. For the 4 years I did for my Philosophy degree, to me getting into Law school, the LSAT's....everything. He believes I have fabricated every single thing. He's convinced that I am a habitual liar.

It was never going to work out, I was fooling myself.

So, out of my small pool of contacts he was the last one that I had steady communication with.
I have 3 associates.
My best friend is MIA. Haven't seen/spoken to him in weeks.
My boss, tragically passed away last week. So now I'm jobless.
My period is here, so thats good. No baby to worry about.
But I feel alone.

1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 8:56:02 PM EST (GMT-5)
I can't focus on anything right now.........any ideas on what I can do to kinda still myself? I tried listening to music, but I start pacing instead of listening. I tried watching youtube, but I end up putting my phone down 5 seconds in.
I have Sunshine by Robin McKinley, but you need concentration for her words, and I just don't have that right now.

I kinda wanna poop and throw up at the same time.
1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 9:14:39 PM EST (GMT-5)
Oh geez, Lora.
That's a lot of stuff! I'm sorry for your pain.

suggestions, hmmm.

well, my go to is either wallowing in bed or if unable to focus, then some cleaning or picking a yoga video on youtube (helps get you moving and focusing on your body and letting your thoughts calm while you're doing the exercise)
1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 9:27:56 PM EST (GMT-5)
I haven't done yoga in SO long. But thats a really good suggestion.

I tried pilates awhile ago, and realized that whoever invented that sh*t was Satan sent.
1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 9:31:06 PM EST (GMT-5)
You're not lying about pilates. That sh*t's nutz.

Poop, first. You'll lose weight and instantly feel better about yourself.
1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 9:32:04 PM EST (GMT-5)
yeah, Pilates feels like slow torture.
1 month ago - Tuesday 10/17/17 - 9:45:44 PM EST (GMT-5)
I poop and puke at the same time all the time. Yay, me!

Sorry about your breakup. And your boss.

Try writing something down. Let it flow. Like I did.

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