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I can`t believe I wasted all my feelings on y`all

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1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:19:08 PM EST (GMT-5)
I remember being 15 and literally crying from anger, shame and frustration when I was trying to make myself heard and y'all were trying to be funny. The Worst Possible Feeling came on a regular basis and I'd sob on the floor and gasp for breath. It didn't occur to me that I'd miss that at some point.

I've had like 2 feelings in the past week and I'm pretty sure the other one was "hungry".

I've given up on both of the antidepressants I've been prescribed. One of them apparently causes drowsiness, abnormal dreams and weight gain and the other one causes sleeplesness, sleepwalking and weight loss. I'm considering starting both of them at the same time just to see what happens.

1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:44:39 PM EST (GMT-5)
I'm sorry about all this. Any way you can bring this up with psych to change medication?

I remember being a zombie on some medication. It was a very strange feeling to have such dull reactions.
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:48:52 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:44:39 PM spacepeanut wrote:
I'm sorry about all this. Any way you can bring this up with psych to change medication? I remember being a zombie on some medication. It was a very strange feeling to have such dull reactions.

I'd prefer being a zombie, but unfortunately pills of any kind never have any effect on me.

I don't have a contact to a psych right now, and I don't think my situation is bad enough right now to be taken seriously by one, anyway. I'll probably get one the next time I'm sent to a ward.
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:50:14 PM EST (GMT-5)
Funny like a clown?
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:53:23 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:50:14 PM theBSR wrote:
Funny like a clown?

I was talking about being suicidal and you were making jokes.

If that's funny to you, then sure.
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:54:31 PM EST (GMT-5)
Me? I don’t remember making fun of suicide.
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:56:12 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 10/7/17 - 2:54:31 PM theBSR wrote:
Me? I don’t remember making fun of suicide.

I remember you making fun of me when I was upset and distraught.
1 month ago - Saturday 10/7/17 - 6:12:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
im pretty sure all teenagers waste their feelings on all the wrong people

most of which you never see again so it works out
1 month ago - Monday 10/9/17 - 5:25:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 10/7/17 - 6:12:37 PM j2moneyj2d2 wrote:
im pretty sure all teenagers waste their feelings on all the wrong people most of which you never see again so it works out

And alas, you are stuck with my melodramatic arse, without a clue of reinbusement.
1 month ago - Monday 10/9/17 - 7:02:20 PM EST (GMT-5)
I'm in a similar scenario. It's not the fix-all, but have you tried exercise and adjusting your diet? It gives me just enough of an edge to make things bearable, but it can be hard to do. I often wonder what the point of it all is anyways, but then I go run and I feel much better.



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